Like At What Point Do I Stop Blaming My BPD And Start Taking Accountability-_-

am i stupid? maybe idk. some things are easier left alone. maybe i will quit my meds

can someone make a very hard decision for me and i can sit back and do nothing? :D

growing up is terrifying i wasn’t supposed to make it this far and now my future depends on me and i have to make wise choices and decisions and i’m just sitting here like a clueless little kid

having quiet BPD is just me second guessing every single thing about my life everyday. convincing myself i simultaneously deserve better and i am the best person on the planet but also that i deserve none of what i have and i am a selfish bitch

like maybe i am the dumbest person in the world but at least weed gummies and bubble baths exist! and also ******* ****** too!!!

i give so much of myself for everyone and expect nothing in return. when will i learn to love myself the way i love others )-:

she’s a 10 but she’s a little too into wanting to see your organs

i am sooooo normal. nobody is as normal as me!!!