I Can NOT With An Ounce Of Me Believe That Lily Didn't Trust Remus With Her Life.

"I know someday you'll have a beautiful life

I know you'll be a star

In somebody else's sky

But why

Why

Why can't it be

Oh can't it be mine?"

I was listening to Pearl Jam again and...

remus lupin fucking loved dead poets society. he was obsessed. he loved watching it. he even bought the book and devoured it in an hour and a half. he loved it.

he cried over it, alone, for almost two weeks. something would remind him of it or he would think of neil and todd and he would have to excuse himself, tears welling.

sirius was the one who figured out something was wrong. he demanded to know who exactly was hurting remus so badly that he was arriving to breakfast with tear stained cheeks. he was so noble as he half yelled his demand at remus, who looked so broken over something unbeknownst to sirius.

so remus told him. he said it was silly and ridiculous but he was hung up on this film. and this book. and these fictional characters. he didn’t say that he saw neil and todd in the same way he saw him and sirius. he didn’t say he was letting his mind wander to places where he lost sirius like todd lost neil. he didn’t say any of that. he said he was silly for being hung up and he’d be over it by next week.

but sirius demanded to watch it with him. he suggested they watch it when everyone else went to hogsmeade. he claimed it would be more fun to see a film that was that important to remus in this way.

so they sat together and watched it. and sirius laughed at parts and made comments about how similar their little group was to the poets. and he smiled along with neil and todd as they laughed in their dorm.

by the time the movie ended, they were both crying. remus was embarrassed by his blubbering but his thoughts were cut short by sirius landing his hand on his thigh. “you can never leave me like that.”

and they both stared at each other. they were both thinking the same thing, eyes locked. they understood one another. they understood todd and neils relationship because it was just like their relationship. a relationship full of love.

they shared their first kiss that day. and then they sat on the couch in the common room, wrapped up in each other, reading the copy of the book which remus had bought. and they held each other, as if one of them would slip away. they could never let each other go.

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Lily and Remus: We have extremely high standards and expectations!

Sirius and James: *Desperately trying to lick their own elbows*

Remus: What the hell have we gotten ourselves into.

Lily: Apparently our standards are shit.

Sirius: I need a moment to collect myself after Remus John Lupin does anything.

Naturally,“ said Madame Rosmerta, with a small laugh. “Never saw one without the other, did you? The number of times I had them in here – ooh, how they used to make me laugh. 

james potter would be so proud of you for drinking water.

sirius black would be so proud of you if you simply took a shower or brushed your teeth.

remus lupin would be so proud of you if you weren't so harsh on yourself.

peter pettigrew would be so proud of you if you ate a little bit of food.

and even if you didn't, that's totally okay! the marauders are SO proud of you for hanging on; for putting in the effort.

they love you. no matter what.

Lily: Potter!

James: Evans!

Lily: Potter.

James: Evans.

Lily: Potter!! and that’s my final word!!

James: Evans!!!

Sirius: Why the hell are they shouting each other's last names?

Remus: (without looking up from his book) They're fighting over which one to use when they get married.

i’m trying to get over my måneskin obsession and this doesnt help!!

Måneskin’s Victoria De Angelis and Damiano or Marlene and Sirius¿ you choose ig