He Is Sitting And Pondering

I’m sorry I’m the one you love

i don’t know how to not be the problem. //A.M

the crushing weight of one manageable task

— 6:59 AM by Shane Koyczan

And I whisper to myself, I am safer alone.

Wasted, Marya Hornbacher / . / . / . / painting by Mladen Ilic / Paul Auster / Letters To Milena, Franz Kafka / Wide Sargasso Sea, Jean Rhys / The Departure Of The Train, Clarice Lispector / Beau Taplin

Dudddde what if we were foils and you were beautiful and i was ugly and you have revolution in your eyes and i believe in nothing and you chastely drop your eyes at all things that were not the republic and i stare fixedly at all women and you were absolute in your ideas and i was shapeless and you pitied me and i venerated you and you scorned me and i admired you and you disdained me and i loved you. What if in the presence of you i became someone once more, what if i was charmed by your chaste, healthy, firm, upright, hard, candid nature without me being clearly aware of it and without the idea of explaining it to myself occurring, what if i had need of you, what if i were your unaccepted pylades what if bro can you hear me

Amy Beager (British, 1988) - You'll Fly Away Soon and I'll Be Sad Forever (2024)

Peter Solarz: ‘Abstract Photography’ (2014)

i've always wanted to do this. To wake up and choose violence

thanks must be given to @archers-and-spies for helping me find the audio

Manchester by the Sea (2016)