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2 months ago
— 6:59 AM By Shane Koyczan
— 6:59 AM By Shane Koyczan
— 6:59 AM By Shane Koyczan

— 6:59 AM by Shane Koyczan


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2 months ago

𝐈𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐈’𝐦 𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐭. 𝐈’𝐦 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐞.

excerpts from a book I’ll never write


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2 months ago
Pádraig Ó Tuama, Kitchen Hymns

Pádraig Ó Tuama, Kitchen Hymns


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2 months ago
I'm Convinced Mama Dragons Carry Their Babies Around In Their Mouth For Protection, Like How Crocodiles

I'm convinced mama dragons carry their babies around in their mouth for protection, like how crocodiles do...

I'm Convinced Mama Dragons Carry Their Babies Around In Their Mouth For Protection, Like How Crocodiles

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2 months ago
Miccosukee Road
Miccosukee Road

Miccosukee Road


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2 months ago
Manchester By The Sea (2016)
Manchester By The Sea (2016)
Manchester By The Sea (2016)
Manchester By The Sea (2016)
Manchester By The Sea (2016)
Manchester By The Sea (2016)
Manchester By The Sea (2016)
Manchester By The Sea (2016)
Manchester By The Sea (2016)
Manchester By The Sea (2016)

Manchester by the Sea (2016)


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2 months ago

still about les mis manuscript, and now you can hear me scream!

Still About Les Mis Manuscript, And Now You Can Hear Me Scream!
Still About Les Mis Manuscript, And Now You Can Hear Me Scream!

this part is a MESS but it is about the moment enjolras tells grantaire "Don’t disgrace the barricade!" etc! and in the border, victor hugo added a part (which is not in the final edition) :

- tu sais que je crois en toi. - va-t-en.

in english:

- you know i believe in you. - go away.

do you hear this!!!!!! im screaming in my room.


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2 months ago
Franz Kafka, 1912

Franz Kafka, 1912


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3 months ago
Chinese Hanfu By 千黛远山 (inspired By The Myth Creature 南海鲛人jiaoren In Southern Sea)
Chinese Hanfu By 千黛远山 (inspired By The Myth Creature 南海鲛人jiaoren In Southern Sea)
Chinese Hanfu By 千黛远山 (inspired By The Myth Creature 南海鲛人jiaoren In Southern Sea)
Chinese Hanfu By 千黛远山 (inspired By The Myth Creature 南海鲛人jiaoren In Southern Sea)
Chinese Hanfu By 千黛远山 (inspired By The Myth Creature 南海鲛人jiaoren In Southern Sea)
Chinese Hanfu By 千黛远山 (inspired By The Myth Creature 南海鲛人jiaoren In Southern Sea)

chinese hanfu by 千黛远山 (inspired by the myth creature 南海鲛人jiaoren in southern sea)


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3 months ago
Unknown || Dulce María Loynaz, Tr. By James O'Connor, From Absolute Solitude: Selected Poems || D.H.
Unknown || Dulce María Loynaz, Tr. By James O'Connor, From Absolute Solitude: Selected Poems || D.H.
Unknown || Dulce María Loynaz, Tr. By James O'Connor, From Absolute Solitude: Selected Poems || D.H.
Unknown || Dulce María Loynaz, Tr. By James O'Connor, From Absolute Solitude: Selected Poems || D.H.
Unknown || Dulce María Loynaz, Tr. By James O'Connor, From Absolute Solitude: Selected Poems || D.H.
Unknown || Dulce María Loynaz, Tr. By James O'Connor, From Absolute Solitude: Selected Poems || D.H.
Unknown || Dulce María Loynaz, Tr. By James O'Connor, From Absolute Solitude: Selected Poems || D.H.
Unknown || Dulce María Loynaz, Tr. By James O'Connor, From Absolute Solitude: Selected Poems || D.H.
Unknown || Dulce María Loynaz, Tr. By James O'Connor, From Absolute Solitude: Selected Poems || D.H.
Unknown || Dulce María Loynaz, Tr. By James O'Connor, From Absolute Solitude: Selected Poems || D.H.

Unknown || Dulce María Loynaz, tr. by James O'Connor, from Absolute Solitude: Selected Poems || D.H. Lawrence || Mary Ruefle || Aristotle || Artwork by Mask Obscura || Marty Robbins, You’re Breaking My Heart || Maria Montessori


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3 months ago

headphones aren't enough. i need the song to stab me in the chest


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3 months ago
On Self Sabotage And Unstable Relationships

on self sabotage and unstable relationships


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3 months ago
And I Whisper To Myself, I Am Safer Alone.
And I Whisper To Myself, I Am Safer Alone.
And I Whisper To Myself, I Am Safer Alone.
And I Whisper To Myself, I Am Safer Alone.
And I Whisper To Myself, I Am Safer Alone.
And I Whisper To Myself, I Am Safer Alone.
And I Whisper To Myself, I Am Safer Alone.
And I Whisper To Myself, I Am Safer Alone.
And I Whisper To Myself, I Am Safer Alone.
And I Whisper To Myself, I Am Safer Alone.

And I whisper to myself, I am safer alone.

Wasted, Marya Hornbacher / . / . / . / painting by Mladen Ilic / Paul Auster / Letters To Milena, Franz Kafka / Wide Sargasso Sea, Jean Rhys / The Departure Of The Train, Clarice Lispector / Beau Taplin


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3 months ago

please try before assuming you will fail at something and become paralyzed by fear and end up doing nothing. give yourself the chance to try what you’d like to do. maybe you won’t fail. maybe you’ll feel a little better just for trying. no one is judging you as much as you think they are. try.


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3 months ago
Delirium
Delirium
Delirium
Delirium
Delirium

delirium


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3 months ago
I Never Loved Me, Baby, But You Do
I Never Loved Me, Baby, But You Do
I Never Loved Me, Baby, But You Do
I Never Loved Me, Baby, But You Do
I Never Loved Me, Baby, But You Do
I Never Loved Me, Baby, But You Do

i never loved me, baby, but you do

wintersong, s. jae-jones / orestes, euripides / bloodsport, yves olade / antigone, sophocles / mess is mine, vance joy / x / forever winter, taylor swift / x / x / x / aaron o'hanlon / the best day, taylor swift / the seven husbands of evelyn hugo, taylor jenkins reid / cat on a hot tin roof, tennessee williams / the song of achilles, madeline miller / dancing with our hands tied, taylor swift / h of h playbook, anne carson / mouthful of forevers, clementine von radics / caption: radiate, harbour


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3 months ago
I’m Sorry I’m The One You Love

I’m sorry I’m the one you love


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3 months ago
Roan Of Arc

Roan of Arc

Roan Of Arc
Roan Of Arc

Tag list: @st-leclerc @rubywingsracing @saviour-of-lord @three-days-time @the-wall-is-my-goal @albonoooo @ch3rubd0lls


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3 months ago
Little Ways To Flirt And Flounce

little ways to flirt and flounce


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3 months ago
Forever In My 'you Don't Believe In Anything' 'i Believe In You' Season ❤️💚

forever in my 'you don't believe in anything' 'i believe in you' season ❤️💚


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3 months ago

I feel like I understand people's blorbofication of Javert because I get why someone would really cling onto a complex (male) antagonist with a traumatic past whose entire life is a lie and who kills himself when he reaches that final moment of realization. It is absolutely tragic, and it is easy and natural to cling onto that, we've all been there. But you need to understand that two things are in motion here: the first one is Javert's individual tragedy, and the second one is the broader system he personifies. He's a symbol. His primary function in the narrative is to personify the hateful, bigoted, cruel, inhumane legal system that intervenes after the fact and crushes all those that society has already put down. He, the incarnation of that bourgeois legal system, delivers the final blow. He finishes off what society started, and he does it with joy. When we say that he killed Fantine, it's not even about Javert the individual per se. It's about the entire system he represents. That system killed Fantine and Javert is its flesh and bones. Fantine was a poor girl that was exploited and let down by society in every single way and when she was herself a victim of actual physical violence, the Law, personified by Javert, instead of protecting her treated her like an animal, dehumanized her, humiliated her. The Law was scandalized that a woman like her dared attack the bourgeoisie. The Law was horrified that such a disgusting creature got medical care because she should just drop dead on her street. The Law rejoiced in tearing down her sole protector. The Law prevented her from getting her child back from the con artists that have been stealing her for years because the Law doesn't care about the crimes committed against marginalized people. That's not its function. Its function is to use its discretionary authority in order to dehumanize and punish people that ended up on the wrong side of the street.

So when you come at me with nonsense that Javert "didn't tEchNIcALLy kill Fatnine", "he was just rude", "he was just bitchy", "he just stole her final happy moments", respectfully, you don't know what you're talking about. Javert absolutely killed Fantine. He's not the only one who did but he eagerly and enthusiastically precipitated her execution, and that is the entire point Hugo is trying to make. Your arguments against it are nothing but a mere technicality that stems from the fact that the individual's actions technically do not qualify as manslaughter. It's as if we literally had an individual at court and we were thinking of whether or not to condemn him for manslaughter. It's not about that. It's not about your blorbo and his sadness. Your blorbo has a whole other function in the narrative. You have completely missed the mark of the entire book and you have let your personal emotional attachment for a character prevail over Hugo's main argument about the structural punitive violence that literally kills people. Javert being the product and the embodiment of an entire system that exceeds his individuality does not mean that, as a police officer, he's not responsible for his actions or their consequences. On the contrary, he's precisely entirely responsible for the structural violence committed against Fantine, that's what "embodiment" actually means, that's what we mean when we say that he personifies that system. Absolving Javert of his crimes goes directly against the themes of the book, because while systems operate above individuals by definition, they need those individuals to function. The system needs Javerts. Javerts are everywhere around us, yes even today and it is important to hold them accountable for their crimes. I can't believe I have to explain this tbh.


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3 months ago
Fig. 1

Fig. 1


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4 months ago
Pale blue woman with teal and blue butterfly wings covering her hair, like a headscarf. The wings have good accents on the edges and 1 shiny white gemstone on each wing. The background is a blue-green gradient with several stars.
A brown girl in a white dress curls up inside a hollow log as a fox, a deer, a skunk, 2 white rabbits, 2 bluebirds and a fairy surround her, looking at her with concern. There's flowers and half-melted snow in the background. In the text below the scene it says: “Just go on without me,” said Spring. “I’ll come out when I’m ready.”
Somewhere in outer space, a purple-haired woman in a blue gown lays on a mattress too small for her as a naked angel shoots star arrows at her abdomen, but it goes through an empty hole in her and just pins her to the bed instead. Small sleep paralysis demons casually sit with her in the mattress. Long, swirling clouds that seem to stretch on forever take the form of sheep and coil around the scene, some of the cloud sheep yelling at her. She sheds two tears. Several golden stars decorate the art piece.
A pair of hands open a clam shell to reveal a white unicorn shaped like a pearl inside. Stars and bubbles surround it.

reposting some of my personal favorite art I’ve done after accidentally deleting my main blog.

this is my new main until further notice

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4 months ago

automated text reply that just says YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY PERSON I AM LETTING DOWN


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4 months ago
On Swallowing Back Blood And Bile And Grief
On Swallowing Back Blood And Bile And Grief
On Swallowing Back Blood And Bile And Grief
On Swallowing Back Blood And Bile And Grief
On Swallowing Back Blood And Bile And Grief

on swallowing back blood and bile and grief

Paris Paloma, "boys, bugs, and men" // Yoan Capote, "Stress" // me // The Crane Wives, "Bitter Medicine" // Zora Neale Hurston


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4 months ago
Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir Of Healing From Complex Trauma

Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma


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4 months ago

every night I think “wow this might be the night I go to bed early” and every time without fail I fuck it up


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