nostalgeant - the stars burn my throat
the stars burn my throat

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4 months ago
On Identity
On Identity
On Identity
On Identity
On Identity
On Identity
On Identity

on identity

ojibwe / noah kahan / richard siken / unknown / elliott smith / oamisoa / cameron awkward-rich


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4 months ago
Lord I am such a narcissist—I couldn’t
even give a good
description, having been thinking only
of myself and what
in my body was breaking and how unmendable
the break, thinking only of
myself and with what archaic charge
was I complying, crying over and over NO,
as though to reduce confusion
as to whether I’d given permission,
when nobody, for that, would give
permission—I mean only
a true narcissist would expect to be faithfully
obeyed, and Lord I
am such a narcissist—I think I am so
charming, so kittenish and cultured,
uproarious at parties,
enlivening conversations with my extensive
knowledge of strangling,
how pressure around a person’s neck
will cause a contact lens to dislodge from the iris,
making it hard to see, but that’s not funny,
not funny to anyone
except the company that slices
and sells the lenses—they never turn down
a chance to sell replacements,
so at least somebody’s
smiling, cozying up with a cup of cream
of potato, flipping on the money
channel, watching that arrow soar—

Natalie Shapero, “Good Description,” in Popular Longing


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4 months ago

The intimacy of "You still remember that?"

I remember everything about you............


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4 months ago
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel
This Isn't How Life Is Supposed To Feel

This isn't how life is supposed to feel

irsshawty on Pinterest / I Saw The TV Glow / internetfavorite on Pinterest / kiyogakukai on Pinterest / Spotify on Pinterest / ladycranes on Pinterest / micheallasboard on Pinterest / Ryan O'Connell / norhanelhadry474 on Pinterest / @inanotherunivrse on Tumblr / ??? / Charles Wright, Scar Tissue in "Scar Tissue" / Barbara Kingsolver, The Lacuna / Priyer on Pinterest / vangore on X / perfumebathing on Instagram / marvinandrea89 on Pinterest / @hannahlockillustration on Tumblr / stickybaby on We Heart It / lesedimorapeli25 on Pinterest / Jnkskxm on Pinterest / Jeff Vandermeer, Annihilation / Fernando Pessoa, "English Song", A Little Larger Than the Entire Universe: Selected Poems / Jean-Paul Sartre, Being and Nothingness / MrsandMrStyles on Pinterest / Chuck Palahniuk / justgiveittime on Pinterest / Anaïs Nin, The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Vol. 6: 1955-1966 / Mary Macdonald, romanticizeaquietlife on Pinterest / Gillian Flynn, Gone Girl /

I accidentally deleted my credits while creating this & struggled to find the original creators again as I had already downloaded all of this content. Some of the credits are towards the original creators, but some are just references to where I was able to find the content after deleting my original credits. Please feel free to correct any of my credits if you see one that is incorrect 🫶🏼


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4 months ago
Water Droplet Necklace

Water droplet necklace


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4 months ago

if they are struggling to love themselves,

how can you expect them to believe that the love you are giving them is real

- unknown


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4 months ago

—light snow, silence, the empty streets, the fog, thrilling cold-so much beauty. Like breathing pure oxygen.

Susan Sontag, As Consciousness is Harnessed to Flesh: Journals and Notebooks 1964-1980


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4 months ago
You Know I Could Never Resist A Woman In Armor 💁‍♀️

you know I could never resist a woman in armor 💁‍♀️


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4 months ago
nostalgeant - the stars burn my throat

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4 months ago

Feeling a lot of feelings about how Hadestown doesn't present the story as "Orpheus turned around and everything fell apart and there was nothing anyone could do to fix it" and instead presents a story that says "he turned around, he doubted, he failed, but if we keep telling his story maybe one day Orpheus won't" and it's not just about Orpheus as a single character, it's a bout every Orpheus, everyone who runs up against a system they can't change and fails and everyone who sees that failure and gets back up and says "maybe I can change it now" and tries again. That Orpheus failed isn't the takeaway of the story. The takeaway is that one day he might succeed.


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4 months ago
:3cc Stickers!
:3cc Stickers!
:3cc Stickers!
:3cc Stickers!
:3cc Stickers!

:3cc stickers!

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4 months ago

when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again


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4 months ago
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family
And Bless The Daughter But Fuck The Family

and bless the daughter but fuck the family

it lingers for your whole life - katie maria/the sun is also a star - nicola yoon/the lost girls: a poetry collection on girlhood, grief, and growing up - lyra wren/crush - richard siken/unknown/on earth we're briefly gorgeous - ocean vuong/ @emmajadepaige/stick season - noah kahan/promises of gold - josé olivarez/matilda - harry styles/susan smith - wych elm/tangerine - nolune/#6 - aroara/right now - gracie abrams/love & a loaded gun - emily rose cole/someday I'll love - ocean vuong/ @parentless-suggestions/unknown/the burning - venetta octavia/you can love him but you can't keep him - @pencap/a poem from the adult daughter to the narcissistic mother: not your fault, not mine, just is - katherine fabrizio/courtney love prays to oregon - clementine von radics


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4 months ago

i hope that in 2025 u get to take more walks, read more books, connect with more people whom u love and who love u, achieve ur goals (even if ur goals are having no goals and just living in the moment), exercise fun hobbies, move from a place of self-direction, and weave together a beguiling assortment of beautiful little moments. remember that no feeling lasts forever. love u


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4 months ago

they need to invent a running away & never coming back that doesn’t affect your life

4 months ago

when i was sixteen and insane for my shakespeare class final i had to do the “alas poor yorick” monologue at a competition and while i was doing it i had this insane thought of like. i’ve never been and never will be closer to experiencing hamlet’s mental state than i am right now. like of course all that stuff didn’t happen to me but when you’re 16-19 you kind of feel like all that stuff is happening, all the time, constantly

4 months ago
— Piano Man, Billy Joel (insp.)
— Piano Man, Billy Joel (insp.)
— Piano Man, Billy Joel (insp.)

— Piano Man, Billy Joel (insp.)


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4 months ago

hermes in hadestown is the exact opposite of an unreliable narrator. a tortured narrator. a little *too* reliable. incredibly aware of exactly what is happening at any given moment, vaguely spoiling it for you in the beginning, despairing every second of it. but ultimately motivated to continue to tell the story over and over and over with a smiling face for the sake of the audience, and for the sake of the characters themselves, singing it again to keep them alive. knowing how it will end, but singing it again so that the cycle may restart and eurydice may come back to life. enduring the misery of it all, over and over, holding the knowledge of what will come to pass but continuing anyway to see orpheus happy just one more time before it all goes down in flames again.


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4 months ago
It's An Old Tale

It's an old tale


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4 months ago

Leitmotifs drive me insane, like I hear *repeated melody that has an association with a person, idea, or situation* and I go *tears up the fucking rug like a dog*


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4 months ago
White Boy ASTONISHES Grandfather By Speaking In Fluent WOKE From Like 30 Years Prior (or Something Idk

White boy ASTONISHES grandfather by speaking in fluent WOKE from like 30 years prior (or something idk French political history that well)


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4 months ago

how am i supposed to go to work when im literally thinking about The Character

4 months ago
More Recent Mis Doodles.
More Recent Mis Doodles.
More Recent Mis Doodles.
More Recent Mis Doodles.

More recent mis doodles.


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4 months ago
Things I Found On Tiktok And Pinterest Remind Me Of Post-seine Javert
Things I Found On Tiktok And Pinterest Remind Me Of Post-seine Javert
Things I Found On Tiktok And Pinterest Remind Me Of Post-seine Javert
Things I Found On Tiktok And Pinterest Remind Me Of Post-seine Javert
Things I Found On Tiktok And Pinterest Remind Me Of Post-seine Javert
Things I Found On Tiktok And Pinterest Remind Me Of Post-seine Javert
Things I Found On Tiktok And Pinterest Remind Me Of Post-seine Javert

things I found on tiktok and pinterest remind me of post-seine javert

4 months ago

thinking about how kristin has said that whenever glinda is singing high, she's lying and that's she's singing highest in no one mourns the wicked. how she's singing lowest in for good.


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4 months ago

”are you ok”

no i wanna listen to the sound of you blinking, wanna listen to your hands soothe, listen to your heart beating, listen to the way you move


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4 months ago

"I'm gay" "I'm straight" ok????? I am reaching, but I fall??? And the stars are black and cold???As I stare into the void??? Of a world that cannot hold??? I'll escape now from that world??? From the world of Jean Valjean??? There is nowhere I can turn??? There is no way to go on????😒😒😒


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4 months ago
"⭐️ Oh Moon Child Of Celestial Spheres,
"⭐️ Oh Moon Child Of Celestial Spheres,
"⭐️ Oh Moon Child Of Celestial Spheres,
"⭐️ Oh Moon Child Of Celestial Spheres,
"⭐️ Oh Moon Child Of Celestial Spheres,
"⭐️ Oh Moon Child Of Celestial Spheres,
"⭐️ Oh Moon Child Of Celestial Spheres,
"⭐️ Oh Moon Child Of Celestial Spheres,
"⭐️ Oh Moon Child Of Celestial Spheres,
"⭐️ Oh Moon Child Of Celestial Spheres,

"⭐️ Oh moon child of celestial spheres,

With eyes that shimmer like distant stars,

And skin that glows like lunar bars 🌙"

illusorybeaty on ig


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4 months ago
A line drawing of a person wearing a shirt that reads “I [heart] captioned YouTube videos that don't just use the autogenerated captions"

i feel strongly about this

4 months ago
Caitlyn Siehl, From What We Buried; “In The Kitchen”

Caitlyn Siehl, from What We Buried; “In the kitchen”


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