i need to improve my view of her but here are some headcanons of my girl
went to hogwarts in 1972 (one year younger than the marauders)
hufflepuff with second house in gryffindor
social butterfly who can make everyone like her, has at least two friends in every house. the ultimate golden retriever energy
extremely persistent, once she sets her mind to something nothing can stop her
hates starting something and not finishing it, for amelia, all work has to be well done and complete
one day she chose red and pink as her favorite colors and decided to make her personality. as a teenager she used to dye her hair with several pink streaks and it became her personal brand
her love language is a mix of affection and bullying, she loves to piss off the people she cares about but she also makes sure to always show her real feelings
she collects everything that has a heart shape
plays the drums
learned a little about muggle culture because she loves their music
loves planning trips with friends and gets sad when they forget in the next day because she was the only one being serious about the idea
loves to spoil susan and take her on trips since the girl really takes her ideas seriously
somebody yap to me about amelia bones !!
tired of people making james the sun coded character when lily evans is right there!!!
come on, thats the woman that loves with such burning passion that her love was able to protect harry from the death curse!!
lily evans is kind, extroverted and energetic, she brings life and happiness to people she cares about, but she also has a internalized rage that can get the best of her and make her lose the control over her tongue.
lily is extremelly passionated and intense, she loves with her heart and soul, she likes to consume and be consumed and sometimes this can be bad for her cuz it makes her ignore some red flags cuz she just cant stand the idea of losing someone she loves. and shes so so so possessive and jealous, both platonically and romantically, whats hers is hers.
shes sturborn like no one else, shes protective and loves to take care of people, ambitious, brave, a bit judgmental and the smartest witch of her age. plsss put more respect in my wifes name
walburga black loves regulus and sirius. she loves them when she wakes up, she loves them when she sleeps, she thinks of them as a beating heart alive outside of her body. she hates when they’re in pain. she hates when they’re far away from her. she hates when they won’t talk to her. she is a mother. she loves them even when she hates them. even when love is sickly it’s still real love. she tried. she wanted to raise them right. when a mother gets everything wrong everyone is utterly unforgiving. she’s not cartoonishly evil. she’s undeniably an abusive bigot but i know plenty of women like that, and they’re loving people. she taught regulus how to make cookies from scratch. she braided sirius’ hair for him. she took care of them when they were sick. she hugged them when they cried. this doesn’t make the abuse go away. it’s part of the abuse, this back and forth between gentleness and violence. this is why sirius stayed as long as he did, and why regulus never left. her abuse is awful because she loves them. it’s tragic because she is trying so hard. abusive parents still love their kids. regulus and sirius still love her too. it’s complicated. let it be complicated.
druella is the most beautiful person ever omg
Blackswan my beloveds < 3 Druella and Cygnus’s engagement photo, likely taken circa,,, 1943? 1944 at the latest
i wonder where the ghosts who have no screen time from mr martin's group were while a revolution was happening against their teacher
every ghost except those in loop or madness were having to face traumas and uncover mysteries while they were probably just hanging out and chilling
flashing red lights in strange places? can't be a big deal
i am SO desperate for evans sisters angst. give me lily never understanding why she felt different from her sister until she got her letter. give me petunia and all of her jealousy manifesting into hatred and contempt. give me lily trying so hard to reach out to petunia but she has no idea how to fix it, because she can't change who she is. give me petunia wracked with grief because she never got to fix things with her sister. give me lily laying in bed at night begging to understand why she got to be a witch and her sister didn't. give me petunia looking into harry's eyes and seeing her dead sister look back. GIVE ME EVANS SISTERS ANGST
if theres one thing i hate the most about the jily fandom is when they headcanon that lily's hatred towards james was purely insecurity cause she didnt believed he was actually in love with her and thought it was just a joke
LIKE PLEASE STOP james was a bully and a dick, lily used to hate him cuz she only knew the worst aspects of him. pre jily angst is interesting cuz at some point lily saw other side of him that she fell for and she had to deal with the turbulent feelings that the different sides of james brings to her, not because "oh james is so popular and cool, he would never fall for someone like me" type of shit
i also like to imagine that james fell in love with lily much later than people think, around sixth year. for me, before that, he thought she was pretty but didn't like her very much. but thats just me and my headcanons based on how i feel reading their interactions in snape's worts memory, it feels more like james trying to annoy her than him actually in love
regulus and severus who are friends but almost no one knows, not because its a secret but because they only talk from time to time, always alone so they can enjoy the quietness together.
people actually tend to assume they hate each other cuz they always seam to be insulting one another, when its actually just their sarcastic humor matching.
they're the kind of friends who can have deep, intimate conversations and then not even look at each other's faces for a whole month.
I keep thinking about why was it so weird to people that Cami had a dark backstory introduced in season 3. I do agree that it should have been introduced in season 1, like mid season or something, but to me it made a lot of sense.
I mean, her very first scene in TVD has her practically narrating Klaus' state of mind. And sure, she is a psychologist, but like...I've been to a lot of those and they aren't usually that good. Sure, she was looking at a painting, but the knowledge was immediate and it got me thinking that she just probably expects people to be able to do awful things, despite also thinking they want to be good, because that's who she is. She wants to be good, but she has a dark mind.
Cami was terrified about ending up killing a lot of people, like Sean did, because she view that as a possibility. Normal people, no matter their degree, don't usually think that about themselves even if a relative did something like this. Sure, you can think about killing someone when you're stress or angry or joke about it, but to actually think yourself capable of that and fear it? No, that's not very usual.
And her attraction to Klaus, despite knowing everything about him? Her sympathy towards him?
Yeah, the clues were there all along.