Actually Take This Before I Sleep Because It Makes Me SICK In The Best Way

It's a dream to have life as peaceful as this

Snack time with Ibe and Max 🌭☕️🥤

Another amazing art from Banana Fish (supervising) anime director Ayumi Yamada (山田 歩)

She replied to a comment that, after this (meaning after dropping the hotdogs), Max gets really angry and goes shopping again (laughs). And also that he’ll probably get yelled at.

We can probably imagine who’ll yell at him😏

Find her on Twitter —> @24_ayame✨

So I….got into banana fish recently..and now I can’t stop drawing Asheiji:”)) 

beautiful boys

I'm coming to the conclusion that Ash is just really bad at understanding the assignment.

Like cool, I'll banish Eiji, just let me shower him with an earth shattering compliment first.

I finally watched Banana Fish recently and drew this through my tears

sentiment from @starpeace

I think this is what's so haunting about banana fish. jk, there are a lot of things that linger when it comes to banana fish. but I think this is what drives the au's where langa and reki or viktor and yuuri are ash and eiji in another life. they crossed oceans to find one another, and found home in another person. where ash (and all associated danger) eventually drew eiji out of his ennui following his retirement and general naïveté, eiji's gentle innocence and compassion (that came without strings) made ash feel safe and loved despite a life riddled with abuse and objectification.

whether you choose to see them as a romantic pairing (vikturi au) or as friends who made one another better through their connection (renga au), the ending they got was heartbreaking. because after everything they survived, everything they sacrificed, having found each other against all odds in the first place - there's no resolution. no happy ending. just more trauma to punctuate a life ensconced in trauma.

ash deserved more. aslan deserved so much more. and he deserved to think that he was worth saving.

randomly remembered banana fish s ending and proceeded to cry for 30 mins straight cus why tf not