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HI shefaali got to read your blog. Amazingly written and very erotic to. Would request you to please take time and complete after part 4 of the incident of you having it done with your stag the first time

Thank you very much for the kind compliment. I will do it someday. Just haven’t been able to make time to do it. Thank you for taking the time to go through my blog.

Is sex always tumultuous for u? Even with ur hubby? Or is that sedate and somehow.. Maybe more dignified.. If it conveys the meaning?

Sex with my two husbands is very very romantic and passionate. Sex with them is more than just getting nude and experiencing the pleasure from the repeated friction. It is much more intense. The two of us would connect not only with the body, but probably somewhere at the soul level. There will be a complete circle.

Having said that however, it is important to remember that at certain times they are just men…men who want to fuck their wife; and there’s nothing wrong about them wanting to be so. I find them very attractive when they sometimes get into that mode and I let them play in whatever way they want to. It’s fun to see them transform.

The ‘tumultuous’ part that you’re referring to, usually stems from the need to possess. Thus it is more prevalent amongst the bulls who need to reassure themselves of being in possession of another man’s woman. And in the process of proving to the woman that she belongs to him for the next few hours etc (and most certainly to prove to himself that he indeed has possession over the other man’s woman), the sessions turn out to be ‘tumultuous’.

In case of my two husbands, that is not the case. They know that they possess me. They are secured internally and do not need an external show of power to prove anything to anyone. Thus they can relish the pleasure of enjoying their wife and focus more on first providing pleasure to her. With them, it is always the wife whose needs come first…well, except for really scattered instances when the boys just want to play.

Does that answer your question?

And why won't they?

are u interested in incest? whats your thoughts on the consensual incest

I have never been involved in an incestuous relationship. I am afraid I cannot comment upon it. If I labelled it either as bad or good without having sufficient knowledge on the topic, I would be overstepping my boundaries. I am not a social police who is here to be a judgemental. My concepts are quite simple, a long as I am not causing hurt to anyone else, it doesn’t matter what I do. Hopefully that answers the second part of your question.

And for the first part, no, I never felt inclined towards anyone within my family. i don’t think anyone is “interested in incest”. People sometimes develop interest towards a family member, which when consummated is “termed as incest”.

Trust that answers your questions.

what is the most illicit thing that you have done or fantasised about

To put it differently, every aspect of my life as a hotwife is illicit; the very concept is when compared to the definition of marriage.

Yeah I meant you at your age now, but thanks for answering

Thanks. Yes, there have been instances where I have been with men in their early twenties now. Quite infrequent, but yes, happens.

Question 1: What was the most thrilling moment for you since you embarked on the path of becoming a hot wife..

The proposal to make me a hotwife came from my stag, who, if you have read my previous blogs, would know is not my husband. When he proposed exploring the hotwife option, I was in mixed feelings…on one hand I have never done this before, on the other hand I wanted to see him happy. I did blog previously about my initiation into the hotwife life, so won’t write in detail here.

Coming back to your question, strange as it may sound, the most thrilling moment for me was when my first bull and I was alone and inside our room, and I knew what he was going to do to me (needless to mention his enthusiasm to do it was very high), and he undressed me; there I was, not in the least embarrassed or apprehensive, just enjoying the feeling of letting him take control over me.

It was thrilling to me because, I thought I would cringe or might even back out (though honestly speaking I didn’t stand a chance to tell my bull at that stage that he can’t do it to me and be allowed to get released) from being touched, felt and undressed by ‘another man’. But surprisingly I stood there while he removed my clothes and started feeling me all over and I was actually deriving pleasure from letting him do so and thus comfortably without the slightest hesitation adopted my new role of being a hotwife.

Whenever I get tired of all the anti-masculine sentiment so prevalent in western culture I come here to your blog. It is almost restorative to read the musings of a woman who genuinely seems to enjoy men and everything about. Here we are made to feel guilty and ashamed for wanting a woman. You not only enjoy being wanted you appear to revel in it. I wish you a wonderful day sexy woman.

Thank you for the message. I have respect for all of them who are fighting for the social justice for women. But I think the fight is often misinterpreted as a fight against men. It isn’t. The enemy is the system, not the men. It is just that that some men have created the system and yet some men have been following it like gospel. It is not that the entire ‘man’-kind is at fault.

The men that I have been mentally associated with have all displayed the single characteristic of utmost respect to women and seeing a woman as an equal partner in their life. I think the other thing that may have confused some is about the particular behaviour of man-kind during the act of physical union. Behaviour at that phase is NOT necessarily what constitutes the behaviour of the man overall. Some men, my two husbands included, who I am soul mates with, change their behaviour when it comes to deriving pleasure from their woman, and I have absolutely no problem with acknowledging or encouraging them to let them exert all their ‘ownership’ over me at that time. Deep down I already know the respect that they have for me, and I am most willingly open to be their wanton whore when they demand me to be.

Similar behaviour is exhibited by some of the bulls that I am sent to. One of the primary traits that my stag looks for in a bull is the combination of masculinity and respectfulness. In other words, the bulls that I am eventually made available to for them to ‘hunt’ me down (it’s usually always letting them believe that they hunted me down, instead of being served on a plate, to make them feel they need to cherish their win thereafter) have in most occasions displayed both these natures. In some instances, a few of those who i have played a courtesan with may have been outliers and bordered mostly on the masculinity trait, but then that’s fine too. I am not looking for any association with them and the game ends with us getting dressed once he has made himself happy.

Not sure if I could articulate my views properly, but am happy to answer further if you wanted.

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