I remember when i growing up i found one of my mom's swimsuits that fit me and it was one my most favorite things that i would wear when i was learning about my feminine side. now that i am older i have several swimsuits and i love them all
I never thought i was going through phase. it seemed more that it was a steady progression toward destiny.
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I have always been gay! My first sexual contact i had is a toss between playing dress up with my Mother's clothes and makeup or experimenting with myself once stumbled across her vibrator back when I was a prepubescent youth. That would eventually escalate to experimenting with the other boys my age, back when i was growing up. now im older and all i want in life is to be the i know i am on the inside.
i have been working on becoming the pussy since childhood. i never really had any interest in pussy.
I have not had that kind of oppertunity in ages. I really wish i could have kept the clothes i would often take from my Mom's closet to crossdress with when i was a kid growing up, same goes for her vibrators that i had also stumbled across during those times. if it wasn't for me having these experiences when i was growing up and learning about pornography back before y2k. I probibly would not have experimented when i did or like i did. initially, when i would dress up wearing my Mother's clothes, makeup& perfume, it never felt wrong, it always felt like i was in the right clothing, when i would watch porn i would always aspire to imitate what the females were doing in those films. this would only reinforce that i am destined to be a woman. As i got into my teenage years i went astray from my feminine destiny and would hide my true feelings of being a woman and my sexual attraction to men and my gender identity, although during my in the closet years would only prove to be the most sexually active period of time i had with men. as i would be on the out in highschool i managed to realign my female gender identity with my sexual preference for men. these days, I have all my own lingerie, dresses, heels, breast forms and makeup, so i really dont need to her stuff anymore. I have spent the last 15-20 years learning about fashion, how to apply makeup, and compiling my wardrobe and im always going to be adding to it as the years go on. However, bout 2 months ago my Mom decided to get rid of whole mess of brand new with tags on it sports bra's and I wound up taking all of them, not having seen several were old and used. Feels good when my Mother and I are the same size bra/tops as I found out that was notbalways the case once upon a time.
It is true.... Mistress has made me do it as recently as last month... And even posted proof of me confessing that truth, while wearing my Mother's nightgown and panties, here and elsewhere as punishment for being disobedient. So everyone can see what a pathetic sissy beta I truly am.
when i was growing up i remember the first time i found a dildo when i was playing dress up. it would cement the future of my sexual desires
All I want is to be pussy free and embrace my femininity
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