Having to socialize and be around for hours on end because thats whats expected, going home and just fighting sleep because you're just so done and tired. Barely having the energy for things you love and like doing. Not having the energy to connect with the people you like. Feeling like its getting bad again. I just don't wanna anymore. Why can't i just sell art for a living. Why does every single place i apply to reject me and any other jobs i cant do because of who my brain made me to be. Why can't i just stay home, why do i have to work my ass off to be what others are naturally. Am i looking at them enough, am i sounding interested and positive. Am i too loud again. Oh i can't say that out loud can i.
yuri and yaoi are some of the best, most sacred things in the entire world
fuck it’s august??? what’s next? 2022???? can’t do this anymore
unpopular opinion but i like it when tv shows have women in them
teachers: be yourself :)
autistic kid: *shows textbook symptoms of autism*
teachers: no not like that
Didn’t feel like rendering everything but anyway decided to try and realistically shade again to relax. Total time spent: 2h 30min.