Art Block Era!

the 4 stages of mental illness 😔

i’m not even russian why am i getting russian humor recommended to me 😭

‘bram stoker is fyodor dostoyevsky’s goth wife!!’ is such a deranged sentence unless you have consumed one certain piece of media.

rant #4

can some (not all) bsd fans stop hating on yuan for just FUCKING TOUCHING CHUUYA’S ARM??? especially since she walked in hugging onto shirase’s arm as well. it doesn’t have to be taken as romantic, i personally see the sheep as chuuya’s found family. that touch was literally just a ‘hey, can you not force my best friend into joining your organization?’ (also dazai wasn’t ‘jealous’ in that scene. it was ‘oh shit. this girl’s getting in the way of my plan’.) it’s SO fucking stupid that if a female character (it’s always a female character) is even remotely close to dazai, akutagawa, chuuya, or atsushi people hate her because she’s ‘gEtTiNg In ThE wAy Of SsKk/SkK’. there could be a scene where a female character is like ‘hey, i’m really close friends with dazai but we have no romantic interest in each other’ and the fandom would still hate her. with all the disrespect i can manage, eat dirt if that’s the only reason you hate yuan/higuchi/lucy. if you have a reason you’re willing to explain for hating them, please send it to me. this has been lou, your very pissed genderfluid lesbian host. thank you for reading this. i know it’s a spinoff of my last rant but i feel like it needed to be said. thank you for reading if you did.

drawn after a math test yesterday :3 it’s not great, i know, i’m trying to fight off the art block.

ok, but

imagine if kyouka stayed in the port mafia. it would be years and years of the abuse cycle repeating and repeating to no end. How would she change as a person? What would she do about it? Do you think she’d try to change or just let it keep going and going? Would Kyuu be tied into this situation? post mental breakdown thoughts, babygrill.

my average convo

i just played cold front for the first time it’s really good and OMG WINNIE IS SUCH A SWEETIE I WANT TO GIVE HIM A HUG AND HEADPATS HES SUCH A CUTIE I’M CRYINF

i’m rereading some of the earlier bsd chapters and i really miss when it felt like a silly little dark humour sitcom revolving around the ADA and the PM. i realize that it’s not going to be like this forever and that asigiri is just building tension for the fight with fyodor, but i really want some of the silliness back.

akutagawa drawing i did because of procrastination :>

10 minute kuni doodle. he’s so bbg <3