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1 week ago

Akutagawa Kinnie Callout/Analysis - from An Atsu kinnie’s experience with an Aku kinnie Bestie

where my akutagawa kinnies at? If u read this and ur an aku kinnie I love u,, u guys deserve the world <33 (sorry if this isn’t fully accurate as I’m not an Aku kinnie myself!!)

Having that one person (your “Dazai”) in your life you’re super attached to, that always seems to hurt you.

you want nothing more than their love, approval and affection, only for them to seem, time and time again, to choose others over you, make you feel left out or abandoned. Often, it feels like you have a love-hate relationship with them. (Bonus points if the Dazai has terrible communication skills). You’ve been hurt by them so many times, but you still always manage to forgive them and stay attached to them. 2. You hate being seen as pitiful, weak or different by others

Which is why you are only vulnerable with people you really really trust.

3. You hate the people the Dazai in your life chooses over you

You’re always left wondering, what is it that they have that you don’t? Are you just too boring to be around? You try your best to keep up, to improve yourself, change yourself in ways to appeal to that special person. But it never seems to be enough.

4. Abandonment issues

You are terrified of being left by people, especially that special person. Whenever people let you down, you feel like it’d be safer to isolate yourself from everyone. At least then, you wouldn’t be hurt.


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1 week ago

Every Atsushi kinnie needs an Akutagawa kinnie bestie 🫶

-an Atsushi kinnie currently missing their Akutagawa kinnie bestie


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3 months ago
Akutagawa?! Nah Man His Hair Is So Annoying For Some Reason Smth.. Im Trying To Improve My Drawing And

Akutagawa?! Nah man his hair is so annoying for some reason smth.. im trying to improve my drawing and stuff… but i feel so stuck to this one base I’ve gotten so good at, yk? Anyways tips always welcome <33


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3 months ago
arizarizona - ArizArizona
arizarizona - ArizArizona

~Don't look at me with those eyes

You dazzle me

You break me down

Don't look at me with those eyes

I give you everything

Whatever... ~

Song: Impacto / Enjambre


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3 weeks ago

Could you possibly draw my husband Akutagawa please??

(Can u guess who I am? Lol)

here you go! (^ω^)

 Could You Possibly Draw My Husband Akutagawa Please??

is this you @akut3gaw4kiss6r?


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3 months ago

ok,

HOW THE ACTUAL SHIT DO I DRAW AKUTAGAWA’S HAIR??? ITS SO STUPID TO LOOK AT, I HATE ITTTTTT. (saying this as a reluctant aku kinnie.)


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3 months ago

a little fanfic piece i decided to write because i don’t actually feel like ranting about how akutagawa isn’t obsessed with/in love with dazai and that it’s just a cry for help and approval. this is just me trying to imagine the scene where akutagawa decided that his goal was trying to get dazai’s approval.

“Does it hurt, Akutagawa?” Dazai said in a cold hiss. 

There was an angry look in his eyes as there usually was after every minuscule mistake made, but there was something else to it. Something more crazed, more feral. Like a rabid animal inflicting its own suffering onto anything it could sink its teeth into. He was holding the younger man by the collar, keeping him from collapsing onto the ground.

“You’re pathetic. You have no clue what real pain is. You’re a failure. You’ll never be good enough for the Port Mafia.” Dazai hissed through gritted teeth. They were words Akutagawa had heard before, but they never failed to make him feel like an ant being slowly burned to death by a kid holding a magnifying glass. That’s what Dazai truly was. A kid. It was easy to forget with his imposing demeanor and annoying pedantic genius. 

Akutagawa found himself unable to speak. His thoughts were swirling and shaky. It was probably the blood loss getting to him. All he could think about was how much he wanted to hear four little words from Dazai: “I’m proud of you.” 

That was it. That was what he wanted more than life. He wanted the person that made him feel like nothing make him feel like something. Was that insane? Probably. 

Dazai threw him down onto his back again. It hurt, it really did, but he had to keep going. He got to his feet shakily. There was a determined look in his eyes as he did.


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Sometimes when I go to tesco they'll have gin next to this one drink (I don't remember what kind) but it says diablo on it and I really want to get a picture because it's everyone's favourite siblings in a different universe/hj


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2 months ago
Have This Meme I Made While You Wait For My Fyodor Analysis.

Have this meme I made while you wait for my Fyodor analysis.

Also, I know Fyodor says 'Dazai-kun' but it's funnier this way.


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8 months ago

Atsushi is growing up. He has bristles (due to the tiger's abilities there is a lot of it). Ryunosuke shaves Atsushi with the help of Rashomon.

Perhaps Dazai suggested this idea. Perhaps Chuuya taught Ryunosuke how to shave with a blade properly.

Chuuya definitely shaves with a blade. Dazai definitely can't be trusted with a blade.


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10 months ago
Dazai And Akutagawa Fill For: EB005F Thanks For Donating! Carrd With More Information Bsdddaction Request
Dazai And Akutagawa Fill For: EB005F Thanks For Donating! Carrd With More Information Bsdddaction Request

Dazai and Akutagawa fill for: EB005F Thanks for donating! Carrd with more information bsdddaction Request form Form


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2 months ago

Hello friends, I need your help. I have not received any donations this week. I hope for a donation of €10 or €20.🥹🙏🙏🙏

Guys please help! Again, I apologise for random tags but post needs to reach a wide range of audience so ppl could help


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7 months ago

Just read the new bsd chapter... literally fucking screamed when ryuu appeared. like i ACTUALLY just SCREAMED. the way i gasped, smiled, blushed, kicked my feet, rolled down the bed, giggled, and screamed. i just realised i am down bad for that man. RYUU HAS ALSO FORGOTTEN ABOUT ASSUSHIIII- 😞


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7 months ago

"akutagawa ryuunosuke is the love of my life. he is the man of art, beauty, elegance, and darkness. he is the man that could take my pants away while keeping me smiling at the wall. he could give me a bowl of 683 pounds of polyester and tell my dumbass to eat it and i will, because he, the ultimate god of beauty, allure, mystery, elegance, death, bravery, darkness, lust, said so. i am his slut. i am the pathetic lil bitch that akutagawa ryuunosuke will be served by. i am blessed with the gift of the ability to speak that name ryuunosuke akutagawa. i am blessed with the ability of seeing the beauty of the divine figure akutagawa ryuunosuke. i am blessed with the gift of the ability to hear the name akutagawa ryuunosuke and the voice of this beautiful man whom i am blinded by, and am ready to serve for the rest of my life. i can suck this man if thats what he wants, i can kill his enemies if thats what he wants, i can kill myself if thats what he wants, i can eat an atomic bomb and explode out of the existence of thats what my divine akutagawa ryuunosuke wants. i am his devotee, his mere servant, the pathetic pawn in his game, his foot washer, his well wisher, his guardian angel. i am the sluttiest slut of them all for my divine god akutagawa ryuunosuke and id licks his toes of he tells me to, id licks his toilet if he tells me to, id drop down dead with a heart attack if he ever calls me pretty, id come back to life after my death, if akutagawa ryuunosuke ever tells me to. he is my master, he is my god, he is my daddy, he is my pasta, he is my love, he is my life. akutagawa ryuunosuke slays everyone, akutagawa ryuunosuke solos your favs. id sell my soul for every pathetic living thing in this world, to believe in the divine supremacy of my divine god of beauty, allure, mystery, elegance, and sophistication, my dearest Akutagawa Ryuunosuke."

...is what i said as an attempt to "flirt" with dazass bot in c.ai and he told me to shut up.


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9 months ago

My partner and I are having a debate over this so I just want to know what you all have to say


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4 months ago

“Hey, so Dazai is actually a very well written character that was abused and only knew that for a very long time, but he's genuinely trying to get better, no matter how hard you deny it, he's truly trying to be a better person! He's an abuser but was an an abused, and not acknowledging his trauma isn't cool!”

Dazai's hater : NAUUUURRR ‼️‼️ H-H-H-H-H-H-E ABUSED MY BABY AKUTAGAWA ‼️‼️‼️‼️

That is actually very disgusting, tbh. Not acknowledging Dazai's trauma just to paint him as the bad guy and painting Aku as the good guy, ignoring he also abused Kyoka.

Dazai is not the greatest guy, it's true. And his actions are obvi bad. And I'm not justifying his actions. I'm saying as it was : HE WAS A GODDAMN CHILD. He was also trapped in an abuse web. He's not the only abuser. Mori is, then comes Dazai, and finally Akutagawa. Only counting Dazai as the bad guy is down right disgusting. He's TRYING his best. You can dislike him. You can hate him. But denying his trauma is not something that should be done. It's disgusting. It's inhuman.


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