So True. Tried To Quit Off And On For About 8 Years, Finally Now Have Just Embraced It!

This was your one shot to show her how much you lust after her.  Oh well, I guess you didn’t have the nerve to get it up.

I would cum within two pumps in her warm mouth, before my penis was even fully hard.

Both when I jerk off and when we have sex. This thought is how I get hard

100% yes. I cum just from thinking about it.

How my journey started

It all started in my teens with my best friend. We would play video games and the loser of the game or match would have to do a certain task. This was our way of “not being gay.” We made it into a competition. I was super competitive and would win most of the time. So, many times I would get jerked off, sucked on, etc. I even came in his mouth a few times.

By the way, we would usually give a timeframe to a certain “punishment.” Like, oral for 5 minutes for example. Well, whatever the timeframe was, I never lasted, even back then. I would always cum early. Every time. Usually around the 1:30 - 2 minute mark, I would cum (it’s quicker now :)) I could always tell, even at that age, he was embarrassed for me that I would cum so quick.

A couple of times I did lose the game and would touch on him mostly. I do remember one time I sucked on his thick cock tho. It was amazing looking back on it. I wish it would have gone on longer but somehow I weaseled my way out of doing it for very long. He didn’t cum in my mouth or anything unfortunately.

Of course, if I could go back in time, I would lose every match possible just to serve him. I had sucked one cock before his, quickly as well, with no orgasm then either, and none since. I have fantasized about these moments forever since then though. I very much hope one day I can serve my true cock-sucking purpose.

So hot

Welcome all

In my 30s and a bit of a limp dick. I can get it up for the right content tho. Femdom, cuckold, bbc still gets me hard. I’m also a really bad prejac. I NEVER last more than 15-20 seconds inside my gf. A few pumps and I’m gone. Honestly, I believe I could cum from my first entry into her if I remained still, but I’ve never tried it. Too embarrassed to try. I know that I never make her cum from just my penis. Also, I’m unable to get hard enough to penetrate her unless she strokes me while I think about big black cock or her getting fucked by another man EVERY SINGLE TIME we have sex. She has no idea about this. I can only hope one day to find she has taken on another lover with a better cock than mine. Feel free to make fun of me or give me sissy tasks if you like   xo