Lust On Your Lips And Deception In Your Eyes. I Follow To Your Tune Words Sung In Lies.

ingrained

... I truly am haunted. Sadly there is no exorcism for the memory.

Someplace unfamiliar

with every step. 

I move further from this earth. 

This being ive become. 

clouds once looming over head,  

now just a haze someplace below. 

That place. 

One I never knew and will never know. 

Could never know. 

With every wish Ive held my breath. 

let down. 

Im running out, t 

urning blue as that very color fades from it. 

Those calming words you spoke to me. 

That calming voice, 

bringing sanity. 

as there once was… 

again nothing will be. 

Prolonging pain. 

Inducing change. 

a short glimpse at clarity. 

The night provides the day. 

fire, the beauty of the flame. 

And the ashes, 

the perfect place, 

a clean slate. 

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Theres a part of us thats no longer here,

and one that never was.

but when you feel it,

it makes you ache.

for better or for worse.

Fades each day,

yet never goes away.

The ability to forget...

has been forgotten.

I

I'm not human. I'm animal. Less in your world than mine.

enough heart ache for two.

I feel like this life is so fleeting.

and I worry I wont find a meaning.

before it ends.

The time just keeps slipping by.

Im aging... before my eyes.

I sit and talk with those whom I call friends.

but it never ends, they dont know me.

I dont have one.

but Im waiting.

my friend.

for the day you love me again...

I know it wont come but Ill hold my breath.

Ive been practicing. Ive gotten good at it.

its all just a game that they're playing.

I just wait my turn. keep on waiting.

untill it ends. and its over.

no... second player.

waiting till it ends.

and then maybe...

Ill see you again.

1 Truth

the voice is an actor, and the eyes... they can hide. but the heart is honest. we can feel it inside. it feels for all things, all things that we do. all things that we feel can only be true. true cause you felt it, nobody but you. ashamed or embarrassed. its all kept inside.Just to ourselves, to ourselves we cant lie. no matter how hard. and oh how hard we can try. we only know truth in its feeling . no need for words. no room for lies. ...Just love. If you know what that means youll have tears in your eyes. and it beats and it beats and it beats till it dies.

Vulturesby offermoord

SMILE...

It’s good to know there are still people out there like me… on the loose.