I Need To Get My Shit Back Together. I Got So Fat And I Look Even More Disgusting Than Before

this is everything I wasn't able to say <3

i don’t think i was supposed to live in this world. maybe it was too early for me, maybe i was supposed to be born in a couple of decades. or maybe i shouldn’t have been born at all. but i’m here now, and i’m suffering, and i don’t want to be here. this world, this society, its a nightmare i cant navigate. i’m completely out of touch. i can barely breathe anymore. i don’t think i’m supposed to be here.

someone else's thinsp ideal changes from day to day? some days I wanna be boney and some days I'm okay with wanting to be skinny fat

it doesn't make any sense yet here I am

“I hope that one day someone will make flowers grow in even the saddest parts of you.”

— vacants

my heart is stupid

*screams into the mic* YOU’RE ALLOWED TO RECOVER FROM YOUR EATING DISORDER EVEN IF YOU AREN’T UNDERWEIGHT

reblog to send your mutuals a hug. maybe just the thought is enough to cheer them up 🥺

I wonder what kind of a person I'd be if i didn't have anxiety

somehow i can procrastinate everything but eating

i can't stop eating. i hate myself

I hate that eating disorders are romantized and glamourized