all I think about is calories yet that doesn't stop me from stuffing my fat face
Currently 2 of my former friends (I don't consider us to be close because we don't talk anymore lol) posted these on insta and they're both super skinny like every time I would see them in our former school I would be so jealous and only stare at their legs and the way they moved. They always seemed so light and carefree.
At work there's a woman even skinnier than them and every time she walks by I also get super jealous. Everyone around me just seems to have their shit together and then I'm over here lying in bed doing absolutely nothing except disappointing my parents with every second that passes, stuffing my fat face at home and also at work. Like can you imagine that I just go to the store on the opposite side of my workplace and buy stuff that together has over 1000 calories
this!!!
this is everything I wasn't able to say <3
i don’t think i was supposed to live in this world. maybe it was too early for me, maybe i was supposed to be born in a couple of decades. or maybe i shouldn’t have been born at all. but i’m here now, and i’m suffering, and i don’t want to be here. this world, this society, its a nightmare i cant navigate. i’m completely out of touch. i can barely breathe anymore. i don’t think i’m supposed to be here.
scrolling through tumblr like looking at skinny people would make me skinny
they way ive had this stupid ass ed for so long and im still not skinny shoulda done this shit the healthy way bro 💀💀💀
hey babes quick reminder that EVERY SINGLE thinspo or body check image you see on here is either insanely flexed and posed to look as good as possible, or edited. don't compare your relaxed body to a completely different person flexing and posing.
i say this, scrolling through thinspo anyway
me: eating voluntarily
my brain: wow you truly are faking your ed
too relatable
I feel this deeply
all i do is over caffeinate myself and function incorrectly