*saving this for later đ*
queer books that didnât disappoint me the way everything else has. please enjoy.
as soon as the âI can just wake up really early tomorrow and do itâ thought pops into your brain itâs over. like at that pointâŚâŚ. you are genuinely and thoroughly FuckdâtÂ
I want to write but I never know how to start something. Any tip?
As silly as it sounds Darling, I suggest you just start writing. You donât have to have a concrete plan, or even a hint of a plan, just start writing and let the story take you for a ride. You donât even have to start at the beginning.
As an example, even if you have no idea what to write, just come up with a key word or the beginning of a sentence.
âgrandmotherâ can turn into âYouâve always looked up to your grandmotherâ
From there you just keep writing, ask yourself why the character looks up to their grandmother, what reasons could there be, both mundane and fanciful. Just like that you keep on building, and eventually you have something to run with.
It sounds silly enough, but Iâve found that no matter how hard Iâm struggling to come up with something, if I just start writing, somethingâs going to happen eventually.
Hope that helps you a little Darling. I have more advice under the advice tag, some of which is more in depth than this, if you decide you want more.
it au where everythingâs the same except theyâre all wearing taylor swift merch
alright kids, so iâm just about finished re-reading IT and i would like to share the bichie highlights with you in case anyone who hasnât read it is interested. buckle up.
Richie is the only one that Bill confides in about his guilt over Georgie and Richie is very sincere (a rarity) when comforting him. âWhat Richie had just said had made him feel better about Georgeâs death for the first time in monthsâŚâ
This is also the point where Bill begins to cry and feels insecure about it and Richie tells him itâs okay to cry and that he would do the same.
Whatever this is: âBill was here and Bill would take care; Bill would not let things get out of control. He was the tallest of them, and surely the most handsome. Richie only had to look sideways at Bevâs eyesâŚto know that. Bill was also the strongest of them - and not just physically. There was a good deal more to it than that, but since Richie did not know either the word charisma or the full meaning of the word magnetism, he only felt that Billâs strength ran deep and might manifest itself in many ways, some of them probably unexpected. And Richie suspected if Beverly fell for him, or âgot a crush himâ, or whatever they called it, Ben would not be jealous; he would accept it as nothing but natural.â cont.
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i knew i was going to die when i saw you for the first time in twenty-seven years.Â
your voice, firstâoh, that voiceâand then i turned and saw you, across the room, across the great divideâand i swallowed hard because i knew. i was going to die for you because i would always die for you. remember? all those times i ran for you, jumped off the quarry for you, drove your truck fast down the highway because you liked when i got recklessâall that stupid shit i did for you, no question (a little pushback, maybe). i would die for you, simple. and i knew when i looked to you and you looked back to me that i was going to.
but i didnât want to. i fought it every step of the way. i could seeâif i just made it through the dinner, if i just made it through the pharmacy, if i just made it through the ritual, if i just made it through the sewersâthere was a life with you, waiting patiently.
i wanted to make it.
we have lived a life of should-haves. all of usâand it goes back further than that summer: we should have turned left on jackson instead of right when we were just kids and maybe we never would have found ourselves in itâs path. and i should have told you, so many times. i had every chance. i should have followed you, gone wherever you wanted, driven west in that car i saved up for and forgotten all about new york, forgotten all about anything that wasnât you. but we never really got it right.
when the claw went through my chest, it didnât hurt. when i said your name and my mouth filled with blood, it didnât hurt. when you laid me against the rock and pressed your hand to my stomach, it didnât hurt.Â
but it hurt when i laughed and it hurt when you smiled that split-second smile. (thatâs when i knew i would not last much longer). it hurt when your smile fell. it hurt when you walked away from me. it hurt knowing i could not get up and follow you. and it hurt knowing that when you came back to me, you would have to find me dead and i could not hold youâi would never be able to make the pain go away anymore and i would be the cause of it.
i knew i was going to die for you a long time ago. i had just forgotten for a while. i didnât know it would be like thisâi thought maybe youâd hold me a little longer, maybe iâd tell you then.
i donât know what i said while i died. i wanted to say, i wish you wouldnât go. i wanted to tell you i was sorry i would not keep my promise to hold on. i hope you know i wanted to. i remember the blurry and fragmented image of you, walking away after slipping your pinky from mine. most of all, i wanted to tell you that tomorrow, we should get up early and go back home to our place, how about it my love?
but the last thing i remember is you, behind me on the cliff at the quarry on a summer day, reaching out to take my hand before we jumped, your voice shouting my name. and thenâ
would it be a nice day tomorrow? would the sun be shining on you, the way i always liked?Â
i wonder.Â
au where Ray, Sissy and Harlan come back to the future with the academy and Klaus makes a big event of locking everyone in the library and giving a ridiculous powerpoint thatâs like âHow To Speed Run The Past 70 Or Whatever Yearsâ (Five from where heâs been handcuffed to the bar: âitâs 55 you dumbass-). highlights include:
- opening with a picture from the jfk assassination (since they were all a little busy when that was going on) with a big :( drawn over it
- a fifty minute long side-tracked rant about the Vietnam war that only Five is interested in
- âAnd finally, after a long, painful battle for the sensible people of the worldâŚthe Beatles were Defeatedâ
-Â âHighlight this note because it WILL be on the test later- Britney Spears was born on December 2nd, 1981âł
-Â âSo one day in 1989 43 babies with magic powers were born from women who hadnât been pregnant, and like? you know? no one ever really looked into that further? weâre in our 30s, I feel like we should have some answers by now?â
 âSpeaking of 1989, thereâs this fantastic album-âÂ
  Vanya: âKlaus they donât need to know who Taylor Swift is-â
  Diego: âLet Him Speak.â
-Â âAnd on this day I was innocently reading a magazine and discovered my previously beloved sister Allison is friends with Beyonce and she never bothered to introduce me or invite me to a single party-â *powerpoint slide switches to a picture with Allisonâs head photoshopped onto a snake* *Sissy asks who Beyonce is and that turns into another sidetracked explanation that takes nearly two hours and involves Everyone screaming*
- âAnd this is when Luther went to the moon-â
  Ray: âtheâŚmoon? the fucking moon?â
  Klaus: âdidnât the moon landing happen for you guys yet?â
  Allison: âno that was â69???â
  Klaus: âFUCKâ
  Luther: âCan you try to go in order? You didnât even tell them Dadâs an alien yet-â
 everyone: W H A T?!!?!?!!?!
- 2004: the tragic beginnings of Vanyaâs weaboo stageÂ
- 2006: Diego has his first kiss with an Ambassadors daughter after a mission and IMMEDIATELY pukes on her after they finish. (next slide features news footage of the event; Luther has to hold Diego back from attacking Klaus while everyone else is losing their shit)
-Â âKlaus I really donât think Twilight counts as a historical eventâ
  Five: âNo, actually, it does-â
- *2 hours spent infodumping about Chernobyl while his audience gets progressively more drunk*
-Â âKlaus, can we please move on from the 90s already-â
  âTHEY NEED TO UNDERSTAND WHAT THE MEDIA DID TO WINONA RYDERâ
- footage of Allisonâs Less Than Graceful reaction when she got snubbed at the Oscarâs one year
- at some point he tries to explain Modern Speak⢠and Internet Culture⢠to them and it ends up going like this:
-Â âanyway hereâs a list of probable war crimes our dad committedâ
- *explanation of Ellen DeGeneresâ entire career from start to finish*
- *footage of 14 year old Luther dancing like he got a touchdown after he killed a man in battle*
- Cha Cha Slide: The Song That Changed Everything
- he slips an Entirely Fake historical event in there just to prank them and his siblings try to call him out on it but then Five backs him up because heâs drunk and wants to cause problems. Three Years Later Ray will still mention something about like The Fall Of Telephonia that resulted after a bloody battle between the two rulers and whoever heâs talking to just like. smiles and nods politely
-Â âAnd hereâs the news clip where 10 year old Five found out on live air that Santa Claus isnât real. We literally never saw him smile ever again after thisâ
- he starts explaining Kardashian/Jenner scandals as if theyâre political scandals
but anyway. not the most educational lesson plan but I want everyone to have a break and laugh thank you goodnight lmao
Minerva Mcgongall pulled out her notebook and turned to the page that listed the names and details of that years Gryffindor Quidditch team. Her heart swelling with pride she jotted down the name âHarry Potterâ next to the position âSeekerâ before closing the book and opening a second drawer. She took out a small, wooden box and rummaged in it for a few seconds before withdrawing a worn out envelope, inside of which was a short letter and a photograph.
âDearest Minnie,
Hope youâre doing well! Iâm the same of course, driving Lily up the wall as usual, she sends you her love by the way!
Now I know I told you that youâll never find a chaser as good as me ever again, but it just goes to show that even the brilliant are sometimes mistaken. Iâve found you (made you!) a replacement who will one day outshine his old man by leagues! Enclosed is a photograph of your new Quidditch prodigy so that you may assess his skills for yourself. We have him chasing the cat for practice. Heâll be unbeatable by the time he starts at Hogwarts! The youngest Quidditch player in a century!
I guarantee it, Minnie. And you know Iâm never wrong, though youâll never admit it!
Missing you and Hogwarts terribly,
Lots of love,
James
P.S. Sirius says his marriage proposal still stands.â
Wiping away a single tear that ran down her cheek and chuckling to herself, she smiled down at the photograph of a small, gleeful, black haired boy zooming along on a toy broom, a pair of legs chasing after him and a young woman laughing hysterically in a corner.
âRight again, Mr. Potter.â
YA literature? You mean books about Super Special White Girl and Her Mysterious Brooding Boyfriend?
Pssst
Hey, are you an artist or writer with WIPs?
Come here... I got a secret for you pssst come âere
Vanya and Diego, 1994
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1) this is so inspired by @the-rivendell-librarian and @himbohargreeves for the whole baby hargreeves wholesome family idea.
2) this is also from an au that never lifted off because I cannot write, but I also canât draw babies.