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Real big mess that keeps getting bigger over here.
Hello, I'm still kicking just very exhausted and trying to figure things out.
In a nutshell, still have a hole in our roof and ceiling, insurance people dragging ass so who knows if this will be covered, staying at a friends with their gremlin and feeling weirdly healthier?, relationship miscommunication, got job?, and I haven't drawn anything and it feels like years. Also, nose piercing.
So a lot is happening.
I know it's only been a week or two since my last post, but it honestly feels like months due to the stress (I have a gray streak now, in a week got a streak), and I just want things to go back to a normal state.
Gotta put it out there, this year is balls.
I posted on my art account about how I'm not going to be making much stuff because I have a hole in my roof and ceiling along with Mold. So much mold.
In a bit of a nutshell, house is fucked, landlord/father-in-law is doing his best and is going as fast as he can. My mom told me, not these exact words, I'm a burden when I was asking for help and now I'm sitting in my friends basement (bless her) in fight or flight mode with a continuous eye twitch and all 4 of my pets and husband.
Rest in Peace Akira Toriyama
I'm absolutely heartbroken. I love this mans work and I've looked up to him for years. He was my idol and inspiration for getting into art, I'm not talking just dbz art I mean art as a whole. He inspired me so much that I went to art school.
Idk what else to add. On a personal level, this is just one more thing to solidify 2024 being a shit year, and I want the year to be over already.
Jesus christ, I wish there was a way to delete posts and it would be deleted site wide. All reblogs, quote blogs, etc.
Got this fucking child making new accounts just to message me and it's pissing me off.
I'm in my fucking 30s, go away child.
If this account becomes a DnD lore blog I will shit...
Oh look here's my upcoming campaigns. FUCK!
YO!
So I'm looking into elf stuff for my next campaign, and I found something interesting. If someone already found this or wrote about it, just ignore me, lol
For everyone who has discussed, "Why does Astarion remember Sebastián but not his own eye color?" HERE'S PROBABLY WHY!
To start with elfs are "children" until they are 50 years old or so. During this time their memories are kinda iffy, just like how when you think about your childhood it's kinda foggy.
NOW TO THE POINT!
Astarion was turned at 39, so he is still a "child" in elf culture (They're not considered adults until they're 100 btw), so he would have that same early memory fog, and that's why he can't remember what he looked like.
As for him remembering Sebastian, when they met, Astarion was 69 *noice* so he should be out of the "child" phase, and his memories are more permanent in away.
tl;dr
Astarion had the elven equivalent of human "baby" memory brain when he was turned, but when he met Sebastian, he was more memory brain stable.
Elves are fickle creatures, and in Dnd feel even more so.
Here's a link where I got my elf info ENJOY
I heard that you do dbz art And I was wondering if you still do that
I did, and not much anymore. I'm taking a break.
Dear Tumblr staff,
Can you please have a feature that allows users to turn off Tumblr Live.
90% of the thumbnails for each category is some half nude looking teen or half naked men, and it's annoying. It's really really annoying.
I didn't sign up for that. I signed up for dumb anime dudes and videogame vampires.
Sincerely,
Some tired old man.
When I get a round to it there will be some nsfw twst goods here.
I got a Bluesky account here
Now excuse me as I return to my hoooooole
Still gonna reblog my art over here though lol.
Reblogs and just Blips
OMG IT WAS THE POLLS!!!
My account was flagged for spam!
I'm back now!!!
Made a linktree cause I just want to post my art places and Tumblr got me all sad man.
Pretty bummed today.
Now that I have no set place to post my work I'm kind of at a loss.
Tumblr has been my go-to, even after my :Insert personal drama: in 2018 it's been my og, and Twitter was my second. and then everything else just falls off.
But like I said, I'm at a loss. I haven't been feeling like drawing much since I can't share it, and I'm just bummed. Bummed and tired.
I'm making 2 more snowglobe tumblers. One is officially the tweels cause I ordered specific twst decals for them, and I'm making a LoZ one for my sister.
So I got 6 or 7 double walled tumblers struned across our craft desk. There is glitter everywhere, there is food dye, uv resin, qtips and papertowels, it's a fucking mess. I want to make another even though I don't need them.
ESPECIALLY since I've only really finished one.
vvv This guy vvv
In the meantime, I'm just gonna keep reblogging everything here on main.
I still haven't heard from @support about this blog being shadowbanned (ok but seriously is it really shadowbanned or is there something else happening?) I would really like to have my dms on this side blog and the traffic back so bad.
It gives me the tiniest boost of serotonin, which is really helpful right now with [insert personal irl problems].
In other news!!!
I'm so full of caffeine that the anxiety is strong! My hands need to be doing something, but I can't think of anything to draw!
Why does that read like it rhythms? Like if you say it outloud.
Anyway, this is a mini break day so I'm just sitting here trying to figure out how to channel the caffeine into something more creative. I can't work on my twst charms right now cause that's it's own little thing I want to keep separate right now from how I'm feeling because of personal stuff happening so I may finish that Himbo prompt.
I'm rambling now, lol.
Just expect a himbo lol.
Seeing if this poll can be reblogged don't mind me.
So I'm starting on Lilia later this week, then I'm doing Malleus. but before that I want to do another poll!
I ended up removing my posts about my personal life just in case that's what caused me to be shadowbanned.
I'm worried that me mentioning the things I did went against Tumblrs guidelines. I'm not deleting the polls because I'm actively using them so if multiple polls are seen as a bot thing I sure ain't one.
Idk what to do about my blog looking sketchy, I mean I just draw fanart. And if someone reported me, then homie that's just rude what did I even do?
And lastly and hopefully, Tumblr just pooped out or something and this is just a glitch that will be fixed.
Anywho...
Main blog is @tiredlilcyclops
Tumblr I came back here because it was simple and not twitter. Now it's rolling out changes that are making it look like twitter.
I can't dm on my side blog, which I do/did business on and now I'm sitting here screeching at my phone.
Of all times for this dumpster fire to happen it had to happen now.
I am so fucking tired and I want to cry and I don't want Tumblrs bs to be the straw that breaks the camels back.
TUMBLRS DOING A THING!!! NO BUENO Y'ALL!!!
I can't get dms on my side blog now and I'm gonna scream! I had art notes and commissioner info in theeeeere!!!
I FUCKING FORGOT!!!
OMG I forgot about the Himbo!
Why is tumblr advertising Grandmas who will beat my ass???
TWITTER IS THE DEVIL!
I JUST WANTED TO COMMENT ON HOW GABRIEL FROM MALIGNANT NEEDS MORE LOVE!!!
Everytime I see Puss and Boots fanart with Death being his boyfriend I get so uncomfortable cause Puss looks exactly like my baby boy and I don't want to see his twin being intimate.
I need some help guy! I need some other people to look at some layouts for me.
I'm working on making a web page for myself (kinda work related) and I have 7 layouts sketched out.
Please if anyone can, can you drop your 2 cents in which one you like, or which one feels easier on the eyes.
I'm thinking about hibernating for a week. No posting art or checking stuff, just resting cause it's the beginning of the year and I still need a nap. December has been the busiest month of 2022 for me and I NEED downtime or else nothing is happening the rest of the year.
Now that I'm saying this out loud I'm probably not gonna all of that, cause my brain likes doing the opposite of what I say sometimes.
How many times do I need to post on this blog to stop the bots?
I get 4 to 5 bot follows a day and it drives me NUTS.
This is kind of a BS/DBAU blog. More so a BS one right now cause that one troll kept going at me about Frieza, which is kinda funny cause I was getting the vibe they wanted me to start screaming and crying about the character and show. Honey, it's a cartoon who cares. I do care about the 18 under shit though, you kids are creepy and gross go away.
Anywho! HOW DO STOP BOTS???