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@somerandomdudelmao I felt the need to draw it

First - mine

Second - Cass’s

little tboy ! jackie taylor headcanons !! ⤷ featuring : he him jackie 𓈒 toddler re 𓈒 tmasc cgs ! shauna & nat 𓈒

regressuary day 7 : LGBTQ themes | link to bingo card & @regressuary

spotted these jorts and was reminded of this jackie outfit and couldn't stop thinking about tmascjackets agere 𓈒𓈒𓈒 this is purely self indulgent i fear 𓈒 you can find my yellowjackets masterlist here and my upcoming list here 𓈒

jackie who tearfully comes out first to nat and then to shauna 𓈒 the weight of his secret is crushing him , each time they call him "she" or girl hitting like a slap to the face 𓈒 nat who holds him , letting the boy cry , rubbing soothing circles into his back 𓈒 shauna who shrugs it off as no big deal , casually dropping that in fact he's in a similar position though it had been much easier for shauna , now shaun to accept 𓈒

jackie (who still wants to be jackie at least for the time being) begins regressing more often in the freedom of nat's cramped room in his trailer , far from the taylor's own sprawling manor 𓈒 nat , no stranger to jackie's regression is pleased to take on the big brother role , seeing it as euphoric not only for himself but also to be a part of giving jackie his "proper" childhood 𓈒

with nat and shauna being the only two to know about jackie's being trans , he'll often go to them tearfully when he's feeling dysphoric 𓈒 dysphoria is one of jackie's biggest triggers to regress , oftentimes leaving nat and shauna with the large task of dealing with a dysphoric toddler 𓈒

nat is more open to having emotional conversations with jackie regardless of if he's regressed or not 𓈒 shaun on the other hand isn't great with tears , trying not to cringe and doing his best to coax a more calm jackie out with a toy car or dinosaur 𓈒

nat calls him "buddy" , "little man" , and "bubba" which always brings a shy smile to jackie's face 𓈒 shaun has affectionately dubbed him "squirt" and "booger" which he always delivers with a playful toss of jackie's curls 𓈒

although he's certainly not a baby , jackie's still little enough to sometimes have accidents 𓈒 he'll be busy roughhousing with shaun who won't stop tickling him and all of a sudden it's too late 𓈒 his laughter will stop abruptly , tears filling his eyes in embarrassment 𓈒 as if it's not bad enough to have an accident while playing with your big brother , jackie's quite dysphoric about the situation 𓈒

shaun will stop teasing him immediately , exchanging a look with nat 𓈒 jackie's clearly doing his best not to cry , legs crossed and hands covering the crotch of his pants 𓈒 nat is always able to calm him down though it's a process 𓈒 "shhh , shhh 𓈒" he'll soothe 𓈒 "you're okay , jack 𓈒 it's just an accident , huh buddy ?" jackie will initially refuse to talk around shaun , worried that he'll bully him 𓈒 he's a hiccupy mess but after reassurance from shaun that it's okay he'll let nat help him clean up and calm down 𓈒

nat who saves up his money to buy jackie supplies both for his transition and his regression 𓈒 he gathers together a box of things for his little brother , giving it to him the next time he's over by himself 𓈒 nat doesn't have much money and as much as he loves shaun he's worried he'll be jealous or want stuff from him as well 𓈒 the box is full of items squirreled away by nat : pull ups ( the boys ones ) , nat's old binder , a new package of boxers , a few shirts from goodwill and a mostly new set of army men toys 𓈒

jackie gets shy at seeing a few of the more intimate items but can't thank nat enough 𓈒 nat beams at his little brother , tousling his hair and letting him know how proud he is of him 𓈒

jackie is so fascinated watching nat do his t-shots and shaun expertly put on his trans tape 𓈒 he's too afraid to try trans tape himself , not wanting his parents or another one of his teammates to find out but he's very curious about it 𓈒 sometimes he'll get upset hearing nat's deepening voice or just how flat shaun can get his chest to look 𓈒 he wants to look like a boy too 𓈒 nat helps him into his old binder , teaching him how to move the tissue of his chest so the binder is more effective 𓈒 although he can only wear the binder at nat's jackie can't help but sob the first time he feels his flattened chest and sees the effects of the binder in nat's shitty bathroom mirror 𓈒

jackie's not supposed to wear his binder while regressed yet he often tries to get away with it 𓈒 shaun doesn't mind as much , just wanting jackie to be comfortable but nat will gently but firmly scold him 𓈒 when jackie learns that wearing his binder too long can affect him getting top surgery in the future he's really upset 𓈒 although he's typically well behaved he'll throw tantrums when he's feeling dysphoric not wanting to give up his flat chest even if he's already been wearing his binder for too long 𓈒

it's not until shaun offers up his most oversized flannel that jackie stops fussing 𓈒 still he's moody for the rest of the afternoon , hardly wanting to play with his toys or joke around with his brothers 𓈒

growing up an only child with overprotective parents , jackie was never allowed much freedom as a child , hardly even allowed to play outside 𓈒 nat and shaun are determined to make up for this , teaching him how to catch frogs and skip rocks 𓈒 ( nat is a real master at skipping rocks 𓈒 )

Prompt Fluff: “Are you flirting with me?” “You finally noticed?” - Ram x Sita - High School AU

!!!! this was so fun!!! short and sweet lol (sorry!) but thank u so much for the prompt hope u like it!! 

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“Are you flirting with me?” 

Sita looks up from the book she’s pretending to read, sitting across from Rama as she always has when he chooses to study in the library during their shared lunch period. Her foot rests against his sock-covered ankle, as it has the last twelve times they have been here. Rama, hair slightly ruffled after nearly half a day of class, tie slightly undone under his vest and school blazer on the table to discourage others from joining them, is staring at Sita as if for the first time. 

It isn’t scandal, Sita decides after a minute of observing his expression, nor is it disgust. Just surprise. 

So: “Yes,” she says, shrugging, “I am. You finally noticed?” 

His eyes widen. “Finally? Has...” Rama swallows. “Was this not the first time?” 

Sita would laugh if she didn't know that the Head Librarian was just waiting for an excuse to finally toss her out, Sita’s study partner being the son of a major school donor notwithstanding. She smiles. “It’s been a few months,” she admits, trying to be kind. It wasn’t like she hadn’t known that he would be obtuse after so many years of watching him accidentally reject the offers of other girls, not even realizing he was doing so when he walked past them to sit next to Sita on school trips, trade books with her in the hallways, drive her home after school. 

“Months!” Now Sita hears the scandal, and begins to blush. 

“It’s ok if you don’t like me back,” she mumbles, watching her fingers trace the lettering on the spine of her book. “I just thought --” 

“Not like you back?!” Sita’s eyes snap up in alarm because Rama sounds as near hysterical as she’s ever known him to be. He’s raised his voice in the library of all places! “Sita,” he leans back, chair scraping as he stands up, towering over her as he makes his confession. “I’m in love with you!” 

“What?” Sita stands up so quickly she gets tangled in her chair, tripping slightly as it moves back. Rama’s hand shoots out to grab hers as she flails back, and when she’s steady enough to look at his face again he’s smiling gently, eyes fond as if he really is in love. 

But wait -- “You always look at me like that,” she accuses. 

“Like what?” 

“Like you love me! I just thought you looked at all of your friends like that.” Or well, she’d hoped, which was why she had spent the last few months trying to get his attention, but she hadn’t known.

Rama’s brow furrows. “I don’t have any other friends,” he says honestly as if that doesn’t break Sita’s heart every time she thinks too hard. But in a way, that’s kind of her point. 

“How do you know it’s love then, and not just....heightened friendship?” 

His face relaxes back into the smile. “How do you?” 

“I....” So many things, Sita thinks, but none that can be said in the middle of the library on a Wednesday. Especially not when she knows that the Head Librarian is undoubtedly creeping the stacks, trying to listen to their conversation so that she has something good to pass on at the next faculty meeting. Sita bites her lip. “Because of this,” she decides, left hand reaching out to grab him by the tie, right hand tangling in his hair. 

Their first kiss is a mash of noses and lips, and the rim of Rama’s glasses biting just slightly into the skin of Sita’s cheek. He’s leaning awkwardly over the table, hands planted like trees at the edge of the table, and Sita realizes very quickly that neither of them has ever done this before -- and she knows that the only movies he sees are the once he watches with her. 

Still: “Good?” she asks when they split apart. 

“We’ll practice,” he says dazedly, eyes roaming the contours of her face as one hand coming up to wipe what she assumes is spittle at the edge of her lip. “But yes, I’d say so.” 

Sita smiles. “Good.” She leans in to peck him quickly on the cheek. “I love you too.” 

For Aithusa doodles, may I suggest Aithusa with her head stuck in a doughnut, or tangled up in a curtain she was hiding behind, or maybe trying to drag Excalibur off even though it's much bigger than her?

She’s so so helpful!!! (x)

Themmmmmm <3

(Part two coming tomorrow)

My cat really likes my shadow keychain plush :3

Rhonda finally feels safe enough to take her first nap in decades and wakes up under a pile of jackets; a letterman, a denim zip up, brown suede, and a band uniform jacket

woah dude *gummies you*