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I'm done being moderate, I'm done being the person i was when 2024 starts , it's embarrassing I know ... it's not for the show but ..still embarrassing to myself too that i haven't changed it's not that I haven't done challenging things ...in the whole 2024 but ... I'm that satisfied or maybe I'll never be ....but still ..i don't want 2025 to go the same.. i don't want to come out of 2025 and be thinking I could have done better , i could have been more than what I'm...no because this way ......one day i would be on my death bed ... And still be thinking I could have done that . that ....etc ...you know that drill . But the point is life is short , i know it's so talkative or the most boring line to say ..but it's what it is. There was a time when we were in 2020 and now suddenly it's 2025 where all those years in between go .... Have i done the most challenging thing I said to me to do.... Have I ???? I'm not criticizing myself... I'm being aware of what the hell has happened. In those all years and I'm still that person, but my Higher self , my own self , my inner critic know i could be more of what I'm..... And I'm done ... I have deleted all the social media apps which were distracting me in the smallest possible way ...my social media usage never exceeds 1.5 hrs ...but still . Not even the smallest possible distraction.... I know I would be bored... But boring means I'm getting better ..... So I'm going to start a challenge from today , it's sem break and I have 10 days left to my 2nd sem to start and I have them whole 2nd sem but still I'm going to start bygones bygones .... 2025 will tolerate the new me ....new version of my body , my personality, my future , my face , my body language, my speaking, my actions, my words , my behaviour, my confidence.
So hey , I'm the Ist year CSE major college student and I'm going to document my life with the people I never met but we are all going through the same phase , same challenges and we need each other on this journey to survive 2025 in the best possible way and I'm sure we are going to come out of 2025 with the shine on our face which we have never imagined to be there .