Cw Vent - Blog Posts

thank god.

thanks, brothers for talking to me about life stuff.

I promise if things don't work out in the next few years I'll move home and we can rentshare. I'd rather rentshare with you then with D anyway!

my brothers are awesome. They don't support every one of my decisions but they know it's okay to make mistakes.

my brothers have been with me since i stopped simply surviving and actually started living, and i only have them to thank for that.

that said, I'm not leaving this city anytime soon. I have lots to do here still and I'm not leaving anyone behind on a bad note.

I'll never take the easy way out :)

make sure to think about them too, not just me

i don't think they'd want any parallels either...

sorry if thats not what you meant im crashing out and dealing with social interaction at the same time rn so idk what you really mean

i made a joke about devil may cry and my friends didnt get it cuz they dk what i am so now im being roped into watching it during designated crashout time

i wont be like him anymore

the parallels are done for good.

take time.

don't leave forever, just...

take time.

i don't want to never be able to see you again so just.

take time.

i will

i will take time.

I'll prove I'm better then him.

I won't take any easy way out like when he tried to.

This is where the parallels end.

if it helps, my shoulder blades hurt like shit. the wings get so heavy with guilt, they really do.

what do you do when they wont go away? they've never lasted this long or hurt this bad...

the wings and horns hurt so bad someone please distract me from this feeling

If you think it's best, I can go.

I won't be mad.

i apologize for even the smallest things like i always do. it's just part of how i am i guess

even though she was supporting me i got rid of her. no way in hell am i abandoning anybody because someone like her told me to ever again.

I'm fixing myself and I don't need someone to try and derail me again.

See? I'm learning!

I don't think that's pathetic.

Art and dance are a wonderful way to cope.

I cried there three times today. I’m glad you walked in on me actually being productive this time.

Ch almost died today but he made it through the surgery. I’m so glad he’s still alive.

He’s a great person