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I immediately thought of her...
Even though I am usually thinking of her.
This hit me the hardest
The moment when distraction break. When we realize that we live our lives going from one task to another trying not to obsess over one thing over one being.
Then moments like this when distraction breaks and we realize we were living a lie. The person is never truly gone and distractions won't change the fact that we are in the end, all alone
The hurt. That makes us pause. That hurts something special.
I was widdling a stick to make it smooth and my cousin says...
"Oh, you're skinning a stick... Who broke your heart?"
I immediately thought of her...
Even though I'm usually thinking of her.
I wanted to tell my cousin that I've been in love with the same person and or girl for the last 7 plus years...
But I didn't.
Even though my cousin is, I think the only one in my family, other than my Mom, to know I'm not exactly straight.