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I've become a lustful little bitch and lust for all things sexual, perverted, or sadistic! I am somewhat of a masochist and pain turns me on sexually....
Lust or Love your choice
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It's about knowing what's happening and how to cope.
Is there any cpl or single guy here in africa ???
Touching you like this, it always feels like the first time and I suppose it will be in a sense.
Let me love you like the beautiful man that you are ~
youâre more than a body.
This is coming from a formerly âbiâ person: please donât sell your body. (I donât mean to force anything on you,) but Turn to Jesus and Heâll take care of you.
âFor I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Marvelous are Your works. I know that full well.â -Psalm 139:14
You donât need validation from other people. these people donât care about you. They donât care about your personality, what you like or dislike. What your favorite cereal and superheroes are. What your favorite movie genres and hobbies are. What your favorite music genres are. They just want to use youâ-use your body as a pawn, a mere object, a mere sack of meat For their own gain. They donât care for your well being.
please. Please donât do this. Enjoy your wife (guys)/husband(ladies) for yourself. And your wife/husband should enjoy only you. This will lead to emotional cheating if this is not followed. Itâs already physical cheating to an extent. And God made private parts private for a reason. (Exodus 20:26)
Iâm gonna tell you what I tell the others.  Hear me out.
(I donât mean to force anything on you,) but ask God to send the right friends in your life and to remove the wrong ones for you. Same goes for your future husband/wife. Just pray and wait. keep God first as Billy Graham said.
Also, I have to inform you that you CANT divorce UNLESS you get cheated on, and you CANT get remarried after divorcing someone unless your divorced spouse dies. So make it count the first time. (Matt 5:32, Rom 7:1-3)
Look around you. People did things THEIR way and now people commend cheating (emotionally and physically), open relationships, and open marriages. (They ended up cheating/divorcing later on! Learn from them!)
The real one that God has for you wonât cheat on you and wonât want open relationships and open marriages. Itâll be magicalâ-your wife/husband will only want you and no one else. He/she will only want to be with you and know you while serving God with you. How cool is that?
After all, âThe Blessing of the Lord brings wealth. He adds no painful toil to it.â -Prov 10:22
And âHe who finds a wife finds what is good and receives favor from the Lord.â - prov 18:22
And âHouses and wealth are inherited from parents, but a prudent wife is from the Lord.â -Prov 19:14
all these men and women are your brothers and sisters.
âThat man sitting next to you, thatâs your brother. That woman over there, thatâs your sister.â -Stan Lee
Treat them as such. Besides, some of these people are taken. How would you like it if someone gave your girlfriend/wife or husband/boyfriend a certain look?
Ayo, i donât mean to force anything on anyone, but we have various types of evidence for biblical events, if anyone is interested. I also found ways to combat lust, if anyone is interested. (Iâm talking archaeological evidence, miracles caught live, arguments against evolution, divine revelation, science, cosmology, fulfilled prophecy, evidence for the Bible outside of the Bible, Godâs work in peopleâs lives, etc.)
You need to shut up you fucking gay faggot. Fuck god, fuck Jesus. Fuck you in general. Stay the fuck off the posts because they will not listen to you. Rot in hell because your God does not love gay or bi sexual people. He created man and woman. Not man and man or woman and woman. Anybody who identifies as gay or bi will not go into heaven. They will go to the fire pits of hell. That's where you are going when you die. not heaven. We are here to cause sins and have sex with each other and there is nothing you can do to stop us. We are all stronger than your weak ass. So again fuck you
God loves us all. But is He pleased with us?
look at it this way: your love your spouse or friend, but he or she hurts you in some way. The love is still there, but are you happy with that person? Probably not. But youâre willing to reconcile, arenât you? Thatâs exactly how God works. Thatâs what marriage is aboutâa reflection of the relationship between God and man. Intimate, deep, nothing hidden.
It's one thing to be TEMPTED, another to ACT.
Lots of people have actually thanked me for calling them out. And Iâm not trying to put anyone down. I donât want you to suffer as I have. You are going down the same road I have and I want you to be better than me. Weâre here to love God and love people. Not have sex. To serve others and bring them to God. Thatâs all, my friend. Be better than me. I know you can.
âyou wanna know whatâs on the other side? Ask someone whoâs coming back.â So ask me and many others who are willing to kill themselves over their past mistakes.
âa wise man learns from his mistakes. A smart man from othersâ mistakes.â
you curse me, I will bless you. I love you, sir. More than you know. Iâd die for you in a heartbeat. But I guess no dying is coming for now, so⊠just take my advice, pretty please
This is coming from a formerly bi person (19 M when I write this)
How to combat lust: Triggers
âTrace it, face it, erase it, replace it.â
TRACE the triggers, FACE it with Godâs help (you canât do it on your own. Trust me), ERASE all triggers, and REPLACE it (put a different activity in its place. Remember how the house was cleaned, but then seven more demons showed up and trashed the place? Luke 11:26)
The fact that youâre trying is good. After all, âFor the righteous man falls seven times and rises again.â (Prov 24:16)
âBlessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be filled.â Matthew 5:6
âWhere is God when I need Him?â
How temptation really works
Make sure to cleanse your mind. Donât think about certain things, donât check out girls (Or check out guys, if youâre a girl). Keep your eyes on their faces. Even then, just straight up donât look at them if itâs possible.
Watch out for the music you listen to (dirty words. That is a trigger. Trust me. I know.)Â
Try some ACTUALLY GOOD Christian music (see below)
Check these out forÂ
Metal: some skillet, theocracy, divinefire, golden resurrection, REFORMED
Rock: dcTalk, red, skillet, ashes remain, old Tobymac, Kevin max (from dcTalk), thousand foot krutch, jars of clay, switchfoot
Also, watch out for The shows, memes, etc. you watch. Those are triggers as well. (Dirty jokes and whatnot)
Get the correct amount of sleep. Your hormones will be thrown off.
Donât look at men or women in a certain way.Â
In the words of Stan Lee, âthat man sitting next to you, thatâs your brother. That woman sitting over there-thatâs your sister.â
Besides, some of those people are taken. How would you like it if someone gave your boyfriend/husband or girlfriend/wife a certain look?Â
Also, the people you see in those videos are people who are being trafficked and rap3d. Itâs NOT what you think it is. Imagine if that happened to your girlfriend, wife, sister, friend, mother, grandmother, aunt, etc. them begging for their life inside while ACTING as if itâs okay? Theyâre called âACTORSâ for a reason.
My friend, donât do this. These men and women are just trying to get by. They donât need anyone looking at them in a certain way. They just want to be loved, Not lusted after. Not looked at and used like a s3x toy and put away when not needed. They might be low on money, they could have been traumatized, they could be su!cidal, they could be selling their bodies unwillingly so they can get cash. Please. You donât know what theyre going through.Â
protect and look after everyone as if they were your children. Care for them as you would your own spouse or closest/only friend. Love and look at them as if you had one hour left to be with them.
Ayo, i donât mean to force anything on anyone, but we have various types of evidence for biblical events, if anyone is interested. I also found ways to combat lust, if anyone is interested. (Iâm talking archaeological evidence, miracles caught live, arguments against evolution, divine revelation, science, cosmology, fulfilled prophecy, evidence for the Bible outside of the Bible, Godâs work in peopleâs lives, etc.)
#Over-penetrated #curbing desire
Tell me about all your dreams - every bright hope and every dark fantasy.
Pillow Talk
Close the distance on this large bed and tell me everything on your mind. I want to be your comfort, I want to be your warmth. Give everything to me, release all your woes and all your energy into me. Iâm yours tonight and forever. Iâm yours to love and yours to use.
She submits willingly, I enjoy immensely.
There are instances which while I am not particularly proud of to boast, did present a mix of intense pleasure, a bit of pain and valuable experience.
Without getting into too much of details, letâs just say that the âgentlemanâ I report to in my office enjoys a lot of "consented"-privileges on me. It wasnât a willful decision on my part at the beginning, rather a Hobsonâs choice. Having said that however, I also must add that over a period of time of getting to know each other âvery closelyâ while deriving pleasure, a level of fondness did develop and what started as a coerced submission eventually paved its way into willful enthusiasm in full consent. That although didnât mellow him, he knew he wonât have to struggle to enjoy his rights at his will.
A time came when he knew about his âownershipâ status on my physical being and being personally very satisfied, it was then extended to his very close friends and few men whose decisions mattered a lot on the scope of new business to be won. It was on one of these âextended privilegesâ that I found myself in a position similar to the image here, which reminded me of it. I was summoned into his office on one of the days and I found one of his friends sitting in his cabin, someone who had been close to me a few times at my bossâ home. Something told me the mood prevailing inside the room wasnât a very upbeat one. âYou have an assignmentâ, my boss told me very matter-of-factly. âI wasnât sure if I wanted to send you for this one, but then I trust only you to handle this. He will tell you of the rest while you will be on your way in the car this eveningâ, he said, pointing me towards his friend. He then turned towards his friend and told him, âyou need to assure that she is safely escorted out after the âassignmentâ is over and faces no difficulty in reaching home. You need to be present yourself there and not through one of you other employees. I will not risk her at all. You need to assure me of thatâ. His friend responded with a complete assurance and his physical presence at all times permitted. âCall me once you are out upon completion of the task and have reached home. I will be anxious about your returnâ, he told me.
While in the car on my way to a really posh hotel that evening, his friend explained. A really big decision is awaited from a political leader of a western country. Apparently he would be leaving India in the coming week and by then would have formed his mind about the decision which will have a direct impact on the business that this friend is engaged into. So far, he feels that the decision would be in his favour. However he has been privately ârequestedâ by this leader that while in India, he was desirous of trying out everything Indian to satisfy himself as to if he should sign the document in favour of a businessman in India. He wanted to be with someone Indian to show him around the city on the next day in case he liked her company today. He paused and looked at me and the implications of âeverything Indianâ sunk into me. Hence is his need to borrow my presence from my boss for the evening.
He made a call to the people in the hotel to ensure that I am not made to wait in the lobby under any circumstances and be escorted to the appointed suite immediately. He told me that this leader made it very clear that no compromise to be made on the quality and thus only someone with a recommendation be allowed to come inside his room. Definitely not someone who is available for a price. And so, I am from this moment on be known as his best-friendâs wife, someone who he had to coax and persuade a lot, a lot to her agreement to come over for a while today and show him around the city for the rest of his stay here.
We reached the hotel. The organization was flawless, I was forthwith escorted by my âhusbandâs best-friendâ to the floor where the suite was. When he knocked, the door was opened by a gentleman who greeted both of us with a big welcome. We came inside and the door was locked behind us. Our host said he was very pleased that I could come to spend some time with him today and maybe over the next few days to show him around. I smiled and pointed to my companion and said, I came only because he and my husband are best-friends andâŠâ, I paused and added, âand he really really persuaded me to meet youâ. I guess my mention about my exclusivity impressed our host and he invited the two of us to have a drink. My bossâ friend quickly mentioned that he had to attend to some very important calls and would rather be there. He requested our host to call him so that he could come to pick me up once our host is ready. He rose and left.
My host poured me a glass of wine and asked if I wanted to have a small dance with him. I said I am not very good in it but probably can try. Gulping down a few quick ones, he put on a nice waltz and beckoned to me to join him. The dim yellow lights really played on with our moods. I adjusted my saree and offered my hand to him to lead me into the dance. He pulled me closer and pretty soon his hand was pressing down on my waist while pulling my torso firmly against him as we waltzed around. There were smiles and giggles and touches and feels all over me. Somewhere between the drinks and the dances I realized I was in the process of losing my saree and the petticoat. He paused for a moment to look at me. I think he felt satisfied savouring the sight of everything Indian in a dusky brown complexion which was a stark contrast against his fairness. I saw him loosen his belt and unbuttoning his trousers which fell to the ground as he stepped out of it. I saw him pulling the elastic of his underwear down till his lower body was in nude. He stepped closer and a push backwards landed me on the soft, smooth, pristine white linen on the big bed. A combination of several rapid movements made me realize I was pinned down on the soft, white bed while his entire fair-skinned physique with hairy chest hovered all over me, pausing to feel specific places before moving on to the next. Despite his urge, he exercised good control over myself to ensure I get into the mood too instead of just submitting. It felt good and I allowed him to keep playing. A while later, I don't know how long was it after, I realized he was trying to align himself with me to engage in coitus while pinning me down under his huge frame. A momentary sensation of a robust erection trying to find its way inside me was followed by the feeling of a 'void' inside me which got gradually filled. There were a few seconds of rest while he rejoiced in the successful breaching of the castle door and then he assumed his primal masculine form to begin the process to summon his seeds. The thrusts were powerful enough to jerk my entire body upwards even while being under his enormous masculine weight.
It may sound funny now, but the last thought that flashed through my mind before the pleasure of his maleness numbed the consciousness out of me was that the pristine-white bedsheets wonât be as white tomorrow morning after they dry.
Iâd shower with you
I wish
Iâm daydreaming rn
You out the showerâŠ
1st time weâve shared such a space
Based off our interactions & now face 2 face again, you trust your intuitions more⊠our magic is more real
So you walk out in just your towel - wrapped just enough around you to keep warm, hide nipples, and tease treasure
Eye contact
We both smile
Words not needed
You took the trusting step and we both recognize and celebrate it with excitement
I say âlet me help youâ
I come over. Grabbing the towel i spin you to where your back is to me, but i have control of the towelâŠ
I move your hair and dry your back
Your waist⊠never fully reaching your front đ
Then i say âexcuse meâ as i spread your legs futher apart, drop down, and dry from your inner thighs to toes
Your right leg
Then your left
While on one knee i ask you⊠âturn around, please?â
Never looking up, i begin at your feet
Left shin
Left knee
Back down to right shin
Right knee
As i adjust the towel in my hands, i look up at you
And ask if you are cold
With the towel as i need it i shuffle closer, face less than an inch from your skin
Exhale so you feel the warmth of my breath on your drying skin
(And to compose myself, because what your eyes are saying is str8 starting shit đ)
I pat. I dab the towel, that is wrapped behind you right leg - across the front of your lower thigh⊠working my way up
And just beforeâŠ. I switch to your lower left thigh⊠doing the same
I Lick my lips
And askâŠ
âMay I?â
I kiss just under your belly button
My warm lips are contrary to the cold touch from the tip of my nose
Your body reacts
As it does you realize where my hands are, as they supportively grip you to go no where
I kiss lower, as my right arm begins to lift your left thigh
You reach for balance (wall, chair, bed, door, whatever it there)
I lick my lips again as you look to see why i slightly paused
You can sense my breathing has changed
And u like itâs intensity
I put your left thigh on my shoulder, adjust my kneeling accordingly
And lick between your lips gently
Letting my anxiety to taste you be your moisturizer
I gently lick again
Ever lower
Ever closer
Till my moisture is met with yours,âŠ
Just after, your clit gets the first glimpse of what this tongue can do
I can taste you
How ready you are, only deepens my breath
Exhaling want and desire, you can feel its warmth
As i quickly say âLet meâ before i dive in - never allowing you to respond (verbally)⊠only to respond (physically) as i spell the alphabet in lowercase and capitals until i learn (from your reaction) your letters of the day
Lowercase âLâ
Capital âWâ
Lowercase âAâ
Lowercase âEâ
I grip your waist as you teach me your code to unlock your goddess
Until i stop
Because as a gentleman, i need you not to strain⊠and standing is getting difficult
I just stop and stand
Place my right hand on the side of your face
Gently turn your head to your left
Lean into where our bodies touch and my lips are grazing your neck, just below you ear
And i say âŠ
âMmmm. Baby? I need you to lay down.â
You move without words, but i hold you in place
In the same spot i speak - while embracing you closerâŠ
âMay I⊠do more?â
You take a few steps back as i lead you, like we are ballroom dancing
You lay back on the bed
I return to my selfishness, tasting my way to your clitâs password
You can sense how i like it when you slip from receiving to giving - trying to ride my tongue
As you become more expressive, i only come up to quickly say things like:
âLet goâ
âThatâs itâ
âGimmeâ
âI want you to cumâ
âGood girlâ
And very possibly, if your day was as stressful/eventful/energy-draining as recent days
Then after your climax
I savor the flavors you gifted me, as i calmly grab the lotion
And begin to lotion you like we should have done 3 orgasms ago
I ask you to roll on your back, as i finish and our eyes talk for us
I intermittently place kisses here and there
You lay on your left as we embrace and i tease you with kisses and talking - where my lips intentionally run gently against yours
I get lost in your eyes again
Start rambling
You smile. Put your finger over my lips⊠&
Kiss me like there is no such thing as an ending
And roll onto your right side⊠keeping my arms around you like itâs the only blanket you have
I slightly adjust to be as comfortably close as possible
We snuggle
I move your hair and kiss the back of your neck
And say âthank youâ
You roll over to be face to face
I break eye contact to admire your body⊠and bring my eyes back to yours
Never breaking eye contact i take a deep breath in and exhale
My eyes become more sincere
You see my truthfulness b4 i say a word
I smile (as you always make me do)
And sayâŠ
âThank you for sharing your pleasures with me.â
I swear whatever exists beyond this life can be seen - in glimpses - in your pleasures
Eyes
Smile
Voice
Body
MmmmâŠ!
I love your language
-the end
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pati3ntwo1f (04272023)
Itâs only natural to be daddyâs stress toy đ
How I love to caress the soft perfect curve of your ass as we make out. Slow languid kisses and caresses. Letting the tips of my fingers brush over your panties and your soft folds ever so lightly, knowing the caress is making you ache for more, making you slowly soak your panties. Feeling the vibrations of your moan in my mouth at the touch. Our hunger building with each kiss, with each caress. Tongue playing, biting lips and nibbling on necks and ears. Caressing your beautiful face, fingers through your hair, brushing against your cheek, across your lips as I kiss you, sucking on fingers and tongues before kissing you hard and long. Slipping my hand down along your chest, wet fingertips brushing against hard nipples, circling and teasing them before slipping lower and back across your ass. Feeling how wet your panties are as my fingertips brush over the fabric. Your hips pushing towards me as you try to grind against me. Can you feel how hard you make me baby girl? Feel daddyâs cock swelling and aching for you. Waiting for that moment when I can slip inside of you and fill that sweet dripping cunt with daddyâs desire for you. Soon my sweet angel, but not yet. Daddy isnât donât with your luscious ass and your sweet hungry kisses.