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"A skirt should be the size of a belt" 😝
I'm gonna try to do specific workouts for a thigh gap I'll tell you how it goes😆
bodycheck
I can like almost fit both of my hands around my thighs lol like a 2 inch gap 😝 unfortunately I do not have a thigh gap 😔😔😔😔
my stomach sticks out now it never did before idk what to do about it
ITS TOO LATE TO THROW IT UPPPPPP WTFFFFFF
my omad was ice cream 😝
I always look skinnier laying down
I miss when my ribs showed 😔😔😔😔😔
I keep on trying to get my mom to be okay with me (TRYING TO) model and shes like no it's such a toxic place it promotes eds and they'll want you to lose weight and show your ribs and I'm just like....I'm actually wanting that already
LIKE MY POST TO GET SKINNIER OR SOMETHING ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️this is the only form of social media where I show my face 😭 so I'm not too worried about people finding me I love my severely triggering communities though 😝💕
idk why I'm posting this tbh
I hate the fact that I naturally have a wide rib cage 🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁 No matter how much weight I lose or how skinny I get I won't have the super tiny waist and the slim upper body ☹️☹️☹️
lightning makes it always look different lol
it looks like I'm fat but I have abs 😭
let's just say my stomach looks like that cuz I ate a lot tonight 😝
also my pants are actually so unflattering there's literally no way to look good in them
Got my period. Binged. Purged. Cried.
have you ever taken pictures and think you look good and then it's like woah reality check 😓😓😓😓
I finally realized that I gain weight when I eat more than usual!!!!! yayyyyy (I'm joking I want to cut the fat right off of me)
I hate when my stomach sticks out a little because I'm girl and I have a uterus 🤬🤬🤬🤬
I just did the second pics because I LOVE THIS SHIRT SM IT MAKES ME LOOK THINNER 😝😝😝😝
tw bodycheck at the bottom (I look kinda fat bruh 🙁)
the urge to slit my wrists is insane ngl but I kinda wanna make one of these my pfp which one should I do??? I hate vertical pics so much they make my face look so long 😭
random outfits 😝 tw for talking about Ed stuff under it tho
that is a actual wedding dress lol
I need to find better places to take pictures omg
I had the best vacation but I can't wait to eat less again 😭😭 it's so weird to eat 3 meals a day
does anyone else just want to purge? I just really want to at random times and it's really hard not to 😕
Can't wait to lose weight 💕
y'all I'm literally so clever for thinking of that omg 😝
this is literally the most basic fit on earth but whatever 😓
also I don't actually have a thigh gap I'm just doing the thing where I lean forward lol
why does my face look so weird 😭
what are your ways to punish yourself when you binge or eat more than you want to? besides the basic starving,binging more lol, purging and stuff. like unconventional ways or something
I think about it so much when I eat more, it's all I think about for hours and I really wanna sh and stuff but I also like deprive myself of stuff I like too, just things I like to do.
I'm just curious what weird stuff other gorgeous but ed girls do
IT LOOKS DECIVINGLY LIKE I ALMOST HAVE A THIGH GAP BUT THEN WHEN I SIT DOWN THEY RUB TOGETHER AND ITS SO BADDDDDDD
i would die for the pretty aesthetic pics (I tried when I looked good and I sucked lol)
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I like genuinely am so bad at taking pictures even when I look cute
btw I gained weight so my thighs belly (AND BUTT THO) got bigger lol
there's some hippies in it and they are all like so so pretty AND thin omg I just like to look at thinspo pictures I think they're just so nice but they just give me a vague feeling of want BUT THIS MOVIE MOTIVATED ME LIKE HELL 😭😭😭😭
idk why the pose is weird but like the outfits are bomb in the movie too
Does anyone else feel just so bad about wasting some people's money on food that they can't do anything about it, like I have to eat it all and it has to stay down because I just can't id feel too guilty
or does that get better once I level up in anorexia
i want to starve until I can't walk right and see stars
I want to eat everything that I can, maybe even just one bite of everything that I can reach until I want to throw up
I want to throw it all up once I'm done and then redo it
I want to be sickly ghostly hauntingly pretty
thiso I'm at my aunt's and uncle's house for two weeks and I just finished my first week. it's only me and them there and we eat a lot all together. The thing is we're actually eating super healthy but it's STILL too much food for me and I feel my stomach getting fatter 😓😓😓. idk what to do because we're active too. I think I'll just try my very best to starve when I get back home 😕
not before im perfect.
I don't see myself and my child self as the same person. As a child I was so good. I love her and I think that she deserves the world, but it breaks my heart to know that she is cursed to grow into me.
One day food stops being a treat and then it becomes a sin. One day she will start to smile as she almost falls as she stands up because that means that it's working.
When she does eat she hates herself.
And she misses the days where she felt beautiful. When she didn't get dizzy every time she sees sharp objects. When she didn't know what they feel like in her skin. When she didn't do it anyway because it hurts twice as much when she is so afraid.
And she can't help but wonder when it changed. When she started looking for the diet version of everything. When she stopped eating with her family. When she convinced herself that she was so utterly unlovable.
I wish I could save her because I deserve this but she doesn't. She was young and good. She deserved to end up happy. But she will end up where I am now. And playing dress up will change into dressing the cuts on her skin.
Suddenly make believe food is all that she will eat. Suddenly she's afraid to hug her mom because she knows that she'll feel her bones and she's come too far to stop now.
And she will realize that there is nothing keeping her here except for her fear.
This young girl who had so much love and so many dreams and ambitions is withering away as she grows but nothing changes because she is already too far gone.
And she watches as her health deteriorates because that means that she is small.
But once upon a time she was small, but she was happy and she didn't need to be small because that was not all that she was.
She was smart and kind and hopeful and so so loving
But now she is dying
And she is happy because she will finally be small again and then maybe someone will finally love her like they did back then
Because no one loves her unless she is fading
And she just wants to be held but no one is there anymore and she dreams of the big and warm arms from when she was young, but now her concerns don't make sense anymore, and people are getting tired of her
But she was once a small girl and that girl is doomed because one day she will stop loving herself and she will change everything just to feel loved even for a second
I'm sorry little me. You deserved better and I love you and I'm sorry that I failed you. You were too good for me.
Now I WOULD definitely OMAD a bottle of wine
my friend was complaining about how she didn't like the sweets she was trying and I said "awwww" as in a friendly banter kind of thing and she just shot back, "Well, at least I am eating."
She said that so accusingly as well but I felt super fucking happy
( Then you better stop calling me skinny )
I will do absolutely anything for this 🦢🩵
Hello I am Snoop!
This is mainly an 3d Blog, but I may post other stuff too.
My other account recently got banned and I lost all my moots and my safe space. It truly broke my heart and since I opened this account I haven’t been active much, but I hope to finde new moots snd loose all the weight I gained since :))
Here are some facts about me:
• I have 4n4 , Mia and B/P
• I am a vegetarian 🌱
• She/her , Bisexual 💕
• I have BPD (although not medically diagnosed, cause I hate any and every medical care)
• I speak three languages
#s to find me:
#rockroads , #snoop
HW : 53.7 kg
LW : 48.2 kg
CW : ?
GW : 45 kg
UGW : 40 kg
IVE BEEN WANTING TO TALK ABOUT MY OC'S FOR, FOREVER. Okay so I have 6 of them and how I made them is I listen to music and just find a vibe of a song I like and base their experiences off that song's vibe. FOR EXAMPLE: Ariel (one of my oc's) her song that she came from is Feather - Sabrina Carpenter. Her backstory is that she finally is free from her ex-boyfriend and now she feels like she doesn't have to hold back from what she likes doing. Another example is Steven his song is See You Again - Charlie Puth, Wiz Khalifa, and his story is that he lost his girlfriend on a hiking trip and now he's suffering with the guilt and self blame that he couldn't save her and that he maybe he could've if they didn't go hiking. ALRIGHT that's all :D
I'm curious--how do you guys go about creating your OCs?