Never Settle - Blog Posts

If being different is a crime then the more rare and different traits a person expresses, the more different they are and the more they're hated.

I am ASD, ADD, nonconformist, as well as extremely intelligent, I may even be a savant with extreme gifts but I'm trying to find somebody to help me determine what's what and that is proving to be really difficult.

Point is, I'm so rare and I have so many traits that people hate that I've been turned into a dead man walking for the past 24 years. I'm not allowed to speak in public. I don't have equal rights. I have no legal protections. I get denied basic medical and dental care. There's no point in me joining any group anywhere ever. No point in the investing in social media hardly at all. No point me really doing anything because it all gets sabotaged. I just keep getting my time eviscerated because of other people's unrealistic expectations and their prejudices.

Even when people aren't prejudice towards me, they still feel like they can't be my friend for whatever reason. I'm always alienated.

And then people tell me all the time, just stop talking about your intelligence. I'm like, you mean don't speak because if I speak I'll display my intelligence and get fucking canceled anyway? How about you tell some people with ASD to just not be ASD anymore? How about you tell someone who is a racial minority to just not be the color that they are? It's fucking absurd. The double standard is disgusting.

I'm not going to talk about anything else until the world faces this. Every time I say something, people respond with the same ableist still mongering apologist type of BS that was applied to protecting racism, oppression of women and every different sexual state of being.

I even have to make sure that everyone follows me outside of social media and even add email contact because I'll get banned everywhere, always. The only way to avoid it is not speaking or just sharing art or something. Which is absurd that I can't actually be honest with anybody. I can't speak intelligently without being attacked and then I'm not allowed to defend myself verbally. No wonder people turn to violence. No wonder people just suicide or mutism.

And then professionals are stumped as to why certain things like this happen. Well, that's just because they've never spoken to me before so I can't enlighten them and that's because I've been oppressed and nobody knows I exist. How convenient.

Signed, bobboss#3563 discord