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Rant about my overconsuption with nail polish below. Read if you dare lol
The struggle of having so much of one thing you love the the point of it overwhelming you to the point of not wanting it anymore is such a bitch. I always get it with my massive nail polish collection. This only started with me becoming a fan of simply nailogical back in middle school. I became such a fan that me and my mom bought many polishes for myself, and then in recent years, she started to buy nail polish for herself too. My collection is so large that it's in or near the hundreds. It's all on these racks my mom bought (she had to buy a second to fit all the polish, and still I have some in extra bins). But now all I can see is the overwhelming amount of nail polish that I own, some drug store/ walmart brand, and some that are expensive, like Holo Taco. I've gotten so much nail polish over the years, some as holiday gifts and others just from passing by them in the store. I had a problem with buying, but now I have a problem with being unable to get rid of it. When I try to paint my nails, the self-doubt of if I'll hate it later latches onto me like a bloodsucking leech. I wish I could get rid of it like old clothes I don't wear but my mom won't let me. I know when I move out, I'm not taking all these nail polishes with me, I just can't. It's all too much, and I execute my solution.
If everybody lived like that economy would collappse, society would not be stable..." i hear this so often...and it makes me the odf one out in my small town and in my family .
tbh: a diffrent society and the end of economy as it is now wouldn't be that bad in my opinion.
I love spirituality,art and crafting. I believe that life is than just work We don’t want kids. I work only part time to have time for my partner, to take care for a loved one with dementia, for my art and spiritual progress.
No interest in owning a house, car or other status symbols. Only buying what i absolutly need , having hobbies that requiere no money ( walking, yoga, reading books from the libary...)
My peace and feeling fullfilled is my top priority. ...and obvisouly that's going against the capitalist doctrine.I once read the sentence: " happy people are the nightmare of economists bc the don't need so much stuff anymore!" My goal in live since then is to be the absolute nightmare if this people.