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Was making tea (dinner) when I was chapping a capsicum (bell pepper) one come out looking like gums that lost all there teeth
Mind reading
I don't really get people who say they tihnk mind reading would be a bad super power to have, most reasons I've seen for it are that you'd get to know all of the bad things people think of you but...
Wouldnt that actually just be a positive? I mean at least to me (may or may not have some issues with paranoia tbf) it's like sure I'd know what other people think of me and some of what they think might be negative but at least I know they see me negatively or positively and all things considered I'd be satisfied with that knowledge.
I do suppose it kind of depends on the mechanics of the mind reading to say for sure but that might already be looking into it a bit too deeply.
Just a random thought I've had for a while.
So I just realized that Kai was sent to the prison world on MAY 10TH 1994, the exact DAY that the blue Weezer album was released (which does make a lot of sense considering the episode title references).
I'm wondering tho if they made it that date intentionally bc of the song "the world has turned and left me here" (which also became one of the episode title)
I used to think I had nothing to offer to the world. That my writings were shit. Lacking in pretty much everything. That no one would want to read them in their right mind. That I'd be better off dead.
Fuck that.
I'll carve my path in blood if need be, if even one person feels heard by a word I wrote.
(I'm just being poetic, policeman)
I need someone who will let me rest my cold hands on their skin 😊
i played r.e.p.o for the first time, i can confirm it is as funny as it sounds, 10/10 would recommend
i love my dad dearly but my god i remember when he said "if someone pretends to be gender theyre not, theyre mentally ill" my dear father if you ever find this post i havent forgiven you because guess what dad you cant stop me from being mentally ill no matter my chromosomes >:3
do men ever just walk around their houses without pants on
do you ever just make a post exactly like this and dont know why
I don’t know if i was ever meant to be here; it’s been a debate in my head on a constant if i was intended or not. if i was a loss of judgement or a testament to love before marriage. Either way, i myself, have always felt lost. like a message in a bottle adrift at sea, without purpose, and everything surrounding you clueless as to what is inside you. No one ever wonders about me, believes me when I say I’ve endured trauma and mental struggle more than the average, that i have been exposed to things no innocent should be. But what do i know right? I’m just the person living in someone’s aftermath. In fact, this is true of multiple people. Because I’m not just my parents, but the friends I’ve encountered, the relationships I’ve had and lost, the sufferings they’ve had and the anguish they still endure, I’m forever tethered to it all. Unable to breathe in my own breath without wondering about them, wondering if i could have done something better to make them happy, satiated, perhaps more stable, when in fact i am the one left unhappy, unsatisfied and unstable. I’m left is a state of disrepair i can not mend even myself and everyone is unaware; because i keep chasing their problems and create solutions to everything but to my own trials. There are so many miles i have yet to see and yet i barely have the energy to make it past mere feet, I’m not certain what i will ever be when all I’ve ever been is in misery of those who creating me.
Long rant
i have school tomorrow. I'm going to "wake up" (I'm not actually sleeping, I'm just gonna stay up all night) at 6:00 am and go to school before 7:30 (Because that's when first hour starts), I'll skip breakfast, I usually just don't eat breakfast because I'm late or am busy talking to friends.
Anyways, I'm probably just gonna be quiet most of the day, I get days like that sometimes, not usually though... I'm probably gonna be a bit more snappy than usual too... Sorry Ms. J & Mr. T (Their my 5th and 6th hour teachers, I see them after lunch and an usually really agitated for no reason after lunchtime)
Anyways, I don't really know where I was gonna go with this, not exactly a vent, but not really a ramble..? Kinda just a mix of Both...
Anyway, I'm gonna go watch some videos now! :3
Reading is fundamental, but critical thinking is essential. -Me :)
Y’all random talk! What type of artist are you? Digital? Traditional? What apps do you use if you are a digital artist? What pens, markers, and pencils do you use if you’re a traditional artist?
I just have a wierd thought.
Garbage collectors must have fun sometimes, like imagine you just take someone trash and can see some wierd shit. I just saw trash man laughing at someone's garbage it kinda made me laugh to myself.
I have basically no body fat, and what I do have is for some reason concentrated on my glutes and thighs (IT SHOULD BE ON MY ABDOMEN, BC THERES SUPPOSED TO BE A LAYER OF FAT COVERING YOUR ORGANS)
I look like a stick and weigh a LOT more than people think I would.
Me having an absurd amount of muscle mass is only thing keeping me from looking like a starving Victorian orphan who fell down the old and uncleaned well in the middle of winter.
(Oddly specific I know- that’s what made me make this Tumblr post)
Shower thoughts & random ass things about me:
-By dental standards, I have been an adult since I was 11
-got to love having joint problems and borderline scoliosis that I can negate for the sake of hide & seek to hide in a CLOTHING DRYER!
-my friends find it terrifying that I can make my movements completely silent at a moments notice, even when wearing a backpack or something like that
-I’m 5’11” (still growing) but I look 5’6” bc I’m almost always hunched over, and it’s funny how when I stand up straight I’m suddenly so much taller
-my first and only ever special interest/autistic obsession has been Pokémon since I discovered it as a neglected 4 year old needing dopamine
-I’m very dexterous and sleight of hand, and I would steal things as a small child. The only thing that kept me from shoplifting all the time was feeling guilty and returning the items that no one even realized were missing.
-I act legitimately drunk when sleep deprived; slurred words, bad coordination, really giggly, slow reactions, etc
-I’m basically addicted to the color purple, I get a dopamine rush anytime I see a thing that’s purple. I literally say ‘OoOO Purple :D’ whenever I see it
-my trauma started at 4 years old (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)
-The only straight thing about me is…I legitimately can’t think of anything, IVE TRIED FOR 5 MINUTES TO THINK OF SOMETHING STRAIGHT ABOUT ME-
-OMAHGAWD- THE ONLY STRAIGHT THING ABOUT ME IS THE LINES I DRAW IN ART PIECES THAT NEED TO BE STRAIGHT
-My vocal chords are so flexible that I can mimic people’s voices, which my friends find both very cool and very terrifying
That’s all for now, bye bye :3
All Bluetooth headphones either make beeps to indicate stuff or have a passive aggressive Asian woman that says things. ‘Low battery, charge up’ I KNOW, I SEE THE PERCENTAGE ON MY PHONE-
I think the reason that it’s always that voice has to do with voice synthesis, since it was first made in Japan, it would be best adapted to Asian accents and stuff.
Hey so am I the only one who wishes slime rancher was on the Nintendo switch?
I wish I could take care of cute slimes on the go...😢❤️🙀
gangle is me. i am her. we are the same person. goodnight everyone
EPISODE 4 IS THE GSNGLE EPISODE??? IM STIMMKNG EMEKEHDHSHSNDBHSNSS
attempting to make a clangen comic please let me have the motivation for this..
i was rooting for skibbidi toilet wtf
god help me
me when i realize i have too many ask blogs so i delete a bunch of dead ones and i still have 10 left over
THE TADC EPISODE WAS EUEUEUEUEUE
one thing i'm realizing is what is with brown tabby tom's with amber eyes who become leader and being shitty husbands (brambleclaw/star, raggedstar, tigerstar II, onestar kinda)
the urge to make animatics of my favorite characters to songs i like is so real but i know DAMN well i do NOT have the time or energy for that
biden x trump shippers how we feeling
"integrity and kanako/dalv would be fri-" no they would not 😭