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What do you combine with eggs to make it tasty but still low-cal??
My dad hit me so badly today he ripped my hoodie and he's seen my cuts. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I wanna leave.
THIS IS FOR EVERY ADULT WHO THINKS ABOUT THIS! This is unacceptable! Adults should know better! THAT IS MY BESTIE! IDC IF THEY CHANGED THEIR GENDER OR ANYTHING I still care about them! Because of you adults out there or about to be hurting my friend’s feelings…they are now hurting themselves! Shame on you!! Thank you, for being the sibling of my friend and telling me this, very mature
I know I might not post alot but please. I AM not asking for money or any of that, this is something I'm saying about a minor being harmed by people who are close to being adults!
!!Read this!!
Welp, my used to be sister but now brother, @biblicallyaccuratedipperpines almost committed suicide because of the problem with @drifting-stars-mabel
Yes, that's right, this was libbworl but he changed his username. Now they go by he/they now.
I want to spread this out to the attention of others to say, that he has hurt himself for awhile and still is. And almost committed suicide!
I'm really mad at a bunch of people, so is my dad. Very pissed off at @dipperpinesrpblog Because your attitude sick and not in the good way. Fuck you!
@kirbytimelma0 also threatened him to kill himself
I also know @msnihilist has helped
I'd really appreciate it if anyone out there will take the post down, please.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DO
reblog this post, anything to help my brother from committing suicide people! She is not a bad person! She never shipped Mabill, she doesn't ship proships or anything like that!
All of you should think about yourself and maybe think this is a real person behind the account, me aswell. Do not hate!
Report this post by @drifting-stars-mabel and take it down.
Please do so, he's not a bad person!
@thestrangelyalwaysconfused @eliqwerty-1206 @cartoon-cat7241 @river-billcipherfan @candyclazzyashton @the-love-giver all of her friends help! @pinetreethefinetree pa-lease...
Reblog this post to spread this message whether or not you are friends with him!
Tw: self harm, self loathing
A girl lies on her bedroom floor.
She bleeds through her eyes and cries through her veins.
I watch her helplessly and let her fall apart.
Everyday she fights long lost battles and dies gruesome deaths.
Her life is nothing but a grave full of dead hopes.
I watch her and do nothing.
Perhaps because there isn't much left of her to be saved.
She is covered in bruises I don't recognize her anymore.
I watch her with curiosity.
Her eyes dark and cold like the night itself, she reeks of misery.
A home full of ghosts, none of them remotedly as dead as her soul.
I watch her mercilessly.
After all that's what monsters like her deserve.
I say, and I stop watching her.
No part of her deserves to be loved.
I say, and I step away from the mirror.
Tw: self harm
Broken mosaic
Broken like a mosaic, this grief is beautiful.
Cold as a grave, this silence is peaceful.
A pain drenched tartarus was what made childhood.
A longing filled asphodel is what makes life cruel.
Sinister evil spirits, they whisper in the dark.
Cold harsh voice, it will shatter up your heart.
The silence kept saying with such delicacy.
But mind kept begging for sincere secrecy.
So close your little eyes, home is full of ghosts.
Hide your own self, it is terrifying to be known.
Shred your skin, once again you'll be filled with relief.
One last cut; an eternity of sleep.
Tw: self harm
Autumn still
The spring air is filled with laughter and serenity.
Not something to be tainted with my goddamn tragedy.
But I am alone and my wrist is bleeding.
Despair surrounds me like death to the grieving.
I don't know peace; I perhaps never will.
For my disconsolate existence it is autumn still.
Pic via pinterest
Tw: eating disorders and self harm
The monsters in my head. They won't leave.
An empty stomach. A grave where I live.
Scars on my thighs. A strange relief.
A disconsolate existence. A sigh of grief
My shattered childhood. It haunts me still
Whimpers of pain. A broken will.
Venomous family. Full of greed.
Begged you to stop it. It never did.
Tw: self harm, ed
Alternate universe
In an alternate universe,
I am 14 and alone in my room,
And my hands haven't harmed myself yet.
In an alternate universe,
My mom isn't emotionally dead,
And my dad isn't the monster yet.
In an alternate universe,
I still have her by my side,
I haven't screwed everything yet.
In an alternate universe,
I don't flinch when I look in the mirror,
There are no scars on my thighs yet.
In an alternate universe,
I still eat like a normal person,
I haven't ruined myself yet.
how to go viral on the $h and/or the 3d side of tumblr no glue no borax
im so tired but i NEED to cvt
i NEED to cvt myself more after i have a shower... i need to drown in my thoughts for a bit
oh how i wish it wasnt so warm where i live already i wish i could cvt my arm more but i guess i have to do my legs instead where i can cover it..
TW for SH
finally relapsed after 3.5 years clean. i'm a junior in college and have been clean since senior year of highschool. i'm not sure what i do now
Everything hurts, i have chronic pain everywhere. I dont want to do anything. It huts, it hurts. Where is your humanity for me? Am i sub-human in your eyes? Dont you get it? IT HURTS. I cant eat, i cant sleep, i cant do anything without pain. Do i deserve it? Is that what you think?
1/20
Hey guys! ٩(ര̀ᴗര́)
Heres a short vent:
Tw: ana/sh/crybaby
Hey yall, im struggling like usual! /srs tho.
Im falling back in the ACTUAL PITZ OF HELL i crawled out of, i relapsed (sh) and every inch of confidence i had, got snuffed out this weekend. I got kicked out for 4 days and all my friends told me i was annoying/called me ugly x2 or just said sm that hurt my feelings.
Context: my best friend (hes my best friend, im not his) called me annoying for alway following him around while we’re in the city hanging out, plus just talked shit abt me. All my friends call me ugly, like i just get voice messages of people calling me a ugly bitch.
Lolz idk why either because i literally try to be the nicest friend; i go to their sport events, i buy them food when they don’t have any at home, i inquire about their personal life, and like so much more.
It literally hurts my feelings so bad that they don’t care about me like i do them. I’ve LITERALLY gave these people ALL i have, both physically and emotionally. But they just don’t like me, i dont know whats wrong with me, its just like everyone automatically hates me. It makes me feel so guilty for being alive, it makes me feel so weak.
Im kinda giving up on friendships, Sometimes i think like, what about me makes me everyone hate me? I think, why do i make everyone want to hit me? I wish i could just be invisible all the time so i couldn’t be annoying and bother anyone. Idk, even just saying this stuff makes me want to say sorry,
im sorry. :p
INTO POST
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Intro into the un.know!
Welcome to my online-public diary )^o^(
My name is $&#% :/info:corroded:///:http
But you can just call me uni!
Im 15-16 years old, i have no preferred pronouns.
Sorry if im to srs/sad all the time : /
Im into: bugs! Animals! Art! Anime! Mangwa! ELLOTT SMITH!!!!!!!
¡Caution!
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If…
You’re a pedo( its okay if you have p-ocd, its a safe place)
You’re racist/says Derogatory terms(figure out where you’re hate comes from frl...)
You’re here just to be freaky(im non-sexual on here)
But if you’re pro
Right to choose!
Pro-everything-not-evil!
Pro homo!!
Pro woman-rights
Mental health recognition 
FOLLOW ME :D
GUYS, I JUST DONT GET IT.
Why is being in recovery called “being clean” but its the dirtiest you’ve ever fucking felt, i constantly feel dirty for even covering them(⭐️’s) in the first place. AND NOT EVEN TALKING ABOUT SHOWERING. sometimes all i can do is stare and them and miss the blood. I really dont even understand why im clean, its not like i want to. Being clean just feels like means to end, like its just a break and ill get right back to it.
AND DONT GET ME STARTED WHEN IT COMES TO PEOPLE SEEING YOUR ⭐️’s,
God forbid, i get a little confidence and act normal and not some freaky creep. Like what compels a person to see someone with ⭐️’s and point at them and say suff.
LIKE WHAT THE DUCK.
Customize my book too hard now I can’t read in public😒
I avoided eye contact with the woman next to me as I wiped away the blood. I didn't care what the people around me would say now. I burst out laughing hysterically as tears streamed down my cheeks. I was drunk, my vision was blurry and she was talking to me. She asked if everything was okay, to which I obviously lied. She continued talking and I went along with it. I didn't dare look her or my friend in the eyes. I focused on her gold necklace until she placed her hands on my cheeks and asked me to look into her eyes.
"I could have killed myself"
A bandage was put on me, I regained my senses and helped myself.
"Should we go outside?
For some fresh air?"
I nodded.
Did I crossed the line?
tw: sh
i didn't even manage to stay clean until my birthday :)
The worst part of being suicidal is people trying to talk you out of it
I often want to grab the nearest sharp object and bury it in my arm but I'm too scared to clean up after, so I'll just stick to biting my arms till they bruise.🙂
⚠️🚨TW: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, SUICIDAL IDEATION,SH🚨⚠️
Me when I see someone who has sh scars because they actually cut themselves instead of harming themselves in a way that didn't scar like a coward: you have something I want
Me when I see people who have tried to kill themselves instead of crying and begging god to kill them like a coward: you have something I want
Me when I see people who can't brush their teeth,take a bath or even get out of bed because of depression instead of doing all of those while still dying inside because they "don't want people to worry" like fucking cowards: you have something I want
Me when I see people who are actually taken seriously when they say they have depression because they actually look like it instead of being called dramatic because they perfected the "I'm fine, don't worry abt it" face and people actually believe that now: YOU HAVE SOMETHING I WANT
"how are you feeling today?" gives me war flashbacks.
A midnight breeze whispers, sudden and cold,
tracing her thighs, with fingers sharp and bold.
little photo dump, because i genuinely look so beautiful aaa
@moonkissedlily love u bby <3
i need to see blood.
SFX Makeup, fake blood
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Some old pics :)
