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Hope for the future
Fear for the past
Withered like my memories
That I’m scared won’t last
Lesson’s already learned
Yet left those questions still not asked
Maybe then I’ll see
The dye not yet cast
History slips through my fingers
Like sand in a noose
Endless thoughts trapped in my pen
Nothing but everything to lose
Mind set ablaze
While my heart is drowning
Nothing left to save
But my will is howling
Thoughts surrounded by suffering and pain
By happiness and laughter
By thunder and rain
Comfort until frightened by this storm again
Horrid daytime and soothing waves
Thrashing water still taking me under
The burn of that sun still aches
Stolen breaths and a wonder
Does love always have to take?
Take my hurt and my heart
Build me up just to tear me apart
Give until I’m gone
A shade they’ll never find
Until a shine of moonlight came to my mind
A ray of hope
Not bright, not burning
Not a noose, just a rope
And my heart’s relearned yearning
Moonlight in a forest
A campfire in spring
Fascinations like a florist
Of softer love i hear a ring
Time healing and mending
What they scraped and clawed
A love unrelenting
In letting me be ok with the flawed
A song and a book
A dance and a phrase
My chiadrah, my Villain
Your love in my gaze
No longer lost and all broken
All jagged edges too brittle
Now, through you, tempered and so open
Now soaring is the hope that was once so little
My heart is yours
My violence, my violet
My shadows and love all yours
And my best to describe it