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3 years ago

So cute!

So Cute!

My face is always red but I didnt like the all-over option because it was a little too bright haha

Also feat a maid outfit because why not?

@gureishi @multiplefandomsblog @peachyphyr (let me know if you want to be untagged)

Picrew tag game.

Picrew Tag Game.

Here's the link , have fun.

Tagging : @chisana-risu-sama @kurucreator @ruzi-rebzy @core-vortex @justmegzmegz @asmrfarts


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3 years ago

Thank you so much for the tag lovely!

(Rules: Tag 9 people that you want to get to know better)

3 ships: NaoReko (YTTD), YooSeven (Mystic Messenger), KomaHina (Danganronpa)

Last song: Hotel by Claire Rosinkranz

Last movie: I think Saw Spiral? I can't remember if I watched anything after that, or not lol

Currently watching: Nothing, but open to suggestions!

Currently reading: Nothing, but I just finished "can’t stop you putting roots in my dreamland" (by @gureishi on here and Ao3)

Currently consuming: Nothing

Currently craving: Dr Pepper

Now to tag!

@gureishi @askingthe-rfa @katavicbun @multiplefandomsblog @gluttonousfruit @love-patient-0s-writing-world @thelemoncoffee (and the two who tagged me, though I dont want to re-tag haha)

I may be awkward at first, or just too shy to talk first (especially dms, asks are less awkward) but please feel free to come to my ask box and tell/ask me whatever! I like interacting with you guys!

peachyphyr:

astral-kins:

salami2:

hoperatwrites:

peachenemy:

wattpadscapcons:

weird-questions-from-an-infp-t:

luciantheswagchild:

galaxyemp1r3:

creativeghost51:

gundluve:

asmrfarts:

ryoma-my-beloved:

xxlovezyxx:

thetechnoshepard:

pinecones0023:

naricomplains:

the-golden-guard:

t4t-lumity:

asamimybeloved:

mosiacbrokenhearrts:

lostintheskysworld:

acciorxses:

marauders-lupin:

thotbutpurple:

sweeterthansammy:

hopeful-hufflepuff-peeves:

justfinishthis:

Tagged by @starlingflight

Rules: tag nine people you want to know better

Three ships: Hinny, Jily, Percabeth (PJO)

Last song: Wave by Meghan Trainor

Last Movie: 

Currently Reading: How to Win Friends and Influence People by Dale Carnegie (Watch out! I’m gonna friend you all and start a cult)

Currently Watching: Cool Cool Cool Cool Cool No doubt No doubt (B99 S8 drops in 8 hours!)

Currently Consuming: Cashew Nuts

Currently Craving: Chicken Nuggets

Tagging: @femellerklem @harryissuchalittleshit @hopeful-hufflepuff-peeves @joyseuphoria @mrs-stubby-boardman @ourloveisforthelovely @somesunlitdays @stuckwith-harry

Thank you for the tag lovely 💛

Tagged by @justfinishthis

Rules: tag nine people you want to know better

Three ships: Jily, Wolfstar, Aziraphale/Crowley (GO)

Last song: In nome del padre by Måneskin

Last Movie: can’t remember

Currently Reading: Dune, Called me by your name and the red lily

Currently watching: the punisher

Currently consuming: spiced apple tea

Currently craving: chocolate

Tagging: @ourloveisforthelovely @raven-riddle @laube-viendra @keep-hauntingme @foxytonic @sweeterthansammy @qqueerdearr @ughgclden @death-wife anyone who wants to join in (no pressure btw 😊)

thank you for tagging me honey!

tagged by @hopeful-hufflepuff-peeves

rules: tag nine people you want to know better

three ships: wolfstar, kiribaku, jemily

last song: quit playing games by backstreet boys

last movie: strange but true

currently reading: nothing :(

currently watching: nothing :((

currently consuming: nothing :(((

currently craving: kimari :)

tagging: @belouva @thotbutpurple @eunoniaa @acosmis-t @taylathornton @lunar-writing @hellounicorn + anyone else that wants to join!

tagged by: @sweeterthansammy <3

rules: tag 9 people you wanna know better

three ships: jurdan, bonkai, mary x marlene?? idk the ship name for them but yeah

last song: lonely star by the weeknd

last movie: superbad

currently reading: smut

currently watching: gilmore girls

currently consuming: do u mean food? cause idk i just had kichri for dinner

currently craving: my bloating to go away this shit feels so uncomfortable

tagging: @railmeharrypotter @marauders-lupin @acosmis-t @arcaneslut @eloquenceflores @tearsdeprived @sapphirepixiesworld @daisyyy2516 @pogueslandia

thanks for the tag <3

rules: tag 9 people you wanna know better

three ships: wolfstar (obviously), jegulus, george weasley x lee jordan

last song: that way - rate mcrae

last movie: avengers endgame

currently reading: the song of achilles

currently watching: peaky blinders

currently consuming: coffee

currently craving: love chocolate

tagging: @mjoubertt-1 @fire-balls-wiftie @jamespottersmommy @pansyspet @sereinegemini @alexaaahh @acciorxses @writerlyrunlove @roonilwazlibweasley

thanks for the tag!

rules: tag 9 people you wanna know better

three ships: ronarry, hinny, jily

last song: im yours/perfect two

last movie: sweet november (kinda? i never finished it jdsakdh)

currently reading: red, white and royal blue

currently watching: servant

currently consuming: water

currently craving: chocolate ice cream

tagging: @remuslupininskirts @fangirl2o20 @lostintheskysworld @toomanynotifications @simp-for-cedric-diggory @ur-the-prettiest-star @confuscita @nayshizzledivy @thecollapsingneutron

Thank you for tagging me! 💗

rules: tag 9 people you wanna know better three ships: byler, jopper, sambucky last song: happiness by Taylor Swift last movie: Charlie’s Angels (2019) yes again 😌 currently reading: Midnight library currently watching: nothing but I watch ‘The Middle’ sometimes when I’m sad so that counts ig currently consuming: water currently craving: some comfort🥲 and also some alone time without any assignments.

Tagging: @shit-thats-true @star-dust-2317 @sizzlingdazebear @theglitterymess @eccentricbookworm @yousayironisayman @johermione @mosiacbrokenhearrts

thank u sm for the tag !!

three ships: byler, shirbert, catradora

last song: all too well - taylor swift

last movie - cinderella lll a twist in time ✨✨

currently reading - carrie

currently watching - rewatching the suite life of zack and cody for childhood purposes

currently consuming - water

currently craving - therapy 💅

tagging !! @gay-mikewheeler @misuser-of-the-speaking-weight @ziggy-bermans-real-wife @asamimybeloved @disaster-bi-is-me @cruelestwonderland @lesbianwheeler @radicalrebelrebel @yelenabelovvs

Thanks for tagging me ily

three ships: byler,lumity and korrasami

last song: holy ground - taylor swift

last movie: fear street:1666

currently reading: solitaire

currently watching: the legend of Korra, Amphibia, Brooklyn-99 and hot to live with yourself

currently consuming: water

currently craving: ice cream

tagging @thevoidissmilingatyou​ @t4t-lumity​ @lumities @precious-metal-girl​ @potato-stickz167​ @flerkenkiddingme @waybrights

thanks for tagging me!

three ships: lumity, maiko, kataang

last song: i don’t really listen to music, unless soundtracks count, in that case - the owl house

last movie: ice age 4: continental drift - with my family

currently reading: avatar: the last airbender - art of the animated series

currently watching: kipo and the age of wonderbeasts, the owl house, infinity train

currently consuming: nothing

currently craving: nothing - i just ate

tagging @chaot1c-phoen1x @dysaniadisorder @the-golden-guard @ghostlyteatime @heartofmara @some-random-bubbline-shipper @whenyourfavouritedies @emokyoshi @yeetmeintotheunknown

no pressure!

Rules: tag nine people you want to know better

Three ships: lumity my so very beloved, julethief, jamaya (tdp)

Last song: ohhh ill have to remember i think it was cannibal by tally hall

Last Movie: uhhh i think i watched mitchells and the machines which was REALLY FUCKING GOOD!!!

Currently Reading: im so sorry i barely read,, uhh i did start a captain marvel comic the other day though!

Currently Watching: the owl house, and ive been meaning to start kipo n infinity train but i keep forgetting or . executive dysfunction </3

Currently Consuming: grilled chicken n broccoli!

Currently Craving: anything sweet,,, lov sugar fkglfdkldgf tagging: @badgrl-675 @raedas @catboydisaster @m4ngleds4lly @naricomplains @eggeworths @soupsy-daisy @duck-duck-its-your-boi-satan @blueisagreatcolorforawitch (no pressure at all, just if you want to ^_^!! ty 4 the tag!!!!)

tysm for tagging me!!

rules: tag 9 people you want to know better

three ships: don’t really ship but narumitsu, komahinanami, saimatsu

last song: kara kara kara no kara by kikuo

last movie: hotel belgrad

currently reading: 100 years of criminal science (i really need to read more like i did before…)

currently watching: nothing but will watch the third madoka magica movie in an hour or so

currently consuming: nothing!

currently craving: boiled corn. and plov.

tagging: @pinecones0023 @crawlingbackformore @shizshizuka @polytrich @lampee @juztinmon @catboy-komaeda @renthewerecatboi @anxious-ghost

Thank you for the tag!

Rules: tag 9 people you want to know better

Three ships: My dumb selfship (Makakuma), I’m not sure what else

Last song: the hongkong 97 song but not on loop (Don’t ask)

Last movie: didn’t watch anything yet

Currently reading: An sdr2 x reader fic

Currently watching: youtube I guess

Currently consuming: Nothing rn

Currently craving: Breakfast (idk when school starts I just crave breakfast all the time for some reason)

Tagging: @thetechnoshepard , @simpingforhajimesbigfattittys , @softskiesahead , @gl1t73r , @siramay-the-showgun-dragon ,@www-gin-ca ,anyone else that wants to do this, (Might tag more later)

Thanks @pinecones0023 !

Rules: Tag 9 people you want to know better!

Three ships : Monokumi(DR) , Saiouma(DR) , Vincretia(FF7)

Last song: We are never ever getting back together

Last Movie: Ice Age 2 (Don’t ask.) 

Currently reading: The same Monokumi stuck-in-a-closet-fic that ive read 100 times

Currently watching: The Owl House se2 ep10

Currently consuming: Berry Crunch cereal

Currently Craving: Mcdonald’s fries.

Tagging: @vivuz @plushiejay @alien-rags @peanutleaf1273 @xxlovezyxx @dollykillkill12 @fandomanimals @aesthetic-energetic @kazuichi-soda-pop

@ and anyone else that wants to to do this!

Why, thank you kindly for the tag @thetechnoshepard !

Rules: Tag nine people you wanna know better!

Three ships: Soudam (DR), Tokoyama (MHA), and Lewthur (MS)

Last song: I squeezed out the baby yet I have no idea who the father is (DR fan song.)

Last movie: Wreck it Ralph:Ralph breaks the internet

Currently reading: Perfect harmony by @bluebloodtanuki-bbt

Currently watching: Markiplier playing phasmophobia for like the fifty-millionth time.

Currently consuming: A pepperoni hot pocket.

Currently craving: Beef Jerky

Tagging:

@shslfanficreader @shslhopeboy @ryoma-my-beloved @zzyoma @some-dum-wizard-bitch

I’m sorry I couldn’t tag anyone else! If anyone else wants to join they can!

Thank you for the tag even though I’m sure it was a mistake

Rules: Tag nine people you wanna know better!

Three ships: Ishimondo (DR), and that about it. I’m not really a shipper lol.

Last song: Brooklyn blood pop x In heat Mashup

Last movie: Princess and the frog (Disney)

Currently watching: Flamingos latest video (posted 2 hours ago I was sleeping)

Currently consuming: the hopes and dreams of innocent children (nothing I haven’t eaten in a while tbh)

Currently craving: Ramen with spicy beef broth

Tagging:

@asmrfarts @cotton-candy-haired-goddess @thecryptidwitch @risewriter @sassy-jazzooo

Thats it 😻

Thank youuuuu for the tagggg fbejnfmd

Three ships- Amasai (DrV3), Ishimondo (Dr), FukaFlower (I think that’s the name shjddj)

Last song- Gurenge (Demon Slayer opening) LiSA

Last Movie- Annabelle comes home (hdndns I love horror movies)

Currently watching- Nothing, I’m in pitch black lmao

Currently consuming- A i r

Currently craving- The souls of the innocent and Cheese

Tags!

@luckysliceofbread @gundluve @just-thought-thoughts @kurucreator @piefoof

oh- i just got the notif- sorry!!

three ships: hinadam, naeishi, saimota

last song: housewife radio - ghost and pals

last movie: idk, havent whatched any-

currently watching: modern family

currently consuming: w a t e r-

currently craving: a crossiant?? smth like that-? was that the name??

tags!

@certified-sal-fisher-simp @creativeghost51 @im-so-fucking-impolite help-?? i fORGOT WHO ELSE-

rules: tag nine people you want to know better

three ships: mikan x tenko, korekiyo x kirumi x rantaro, natsuki x monika (just some ships currently on the brain for me)

last song: candy eyes- jack stauber

last movie: venom

currently reading: the downstairs girl- Stacey lee

currently watching: anohana and kakegurui (started watching, rewatching)

currently consuming: nothing but I had strawberries not too long ago!

currently craving: strawberries and a chocolate milkshake

@galaxyemp1r3 @certified-sal-fisher-simp @ohkorekiyo @bakablyat @locke-barmecide @bumblebeebubs @saiology @shsl-himbo @pure-esen-goblin

Rules: tag 9 people you want to know better

Three ships: DNF, Saiouma, Nalu

Last song: The apology song ~ Book of life

Last movie: book of life (tv: wanda vision then Muppets)

Currently watching: Falcon and the winter soldier

Currently reading: nothing but a few fanfics ((Evermore))

Currently consuming: nothing but i had donuts like 30 minutes ago 0-0

Currently craving: Nacosssss ((24/7 craving))

@natsueyama @thetearoom @lux-u-rious @varianfortunate @greemany @clearlyclueless @malinktea @luciantheswagchild idfk who else

Rules: tag 9 people you want to know better

three ships: Mikan x ibuki, iguro x mitsuri, me x rengoku 💕 (sike, makoto x kirigiri)

last song: are you satisfied by marina

last movie: the hotel transilvania 3 (idk how to spell it in english, im sorry aibskan)

currently watching: my phone, and now i realize i havent did my homework so i gotta go

currently reading: buda blues by mario mendoza

currently consuming: cookies i made 👌

currently craving: (i dont know what is that-)

tags: @gundluve @weird-questions-from-an-infp-t @otsu09 @itzrayla idk who more

Aww thank you ☺️

Peachyphyr:

Rules: tag 9 people you want to know better

Three ships: Lumity(Toh Luz x Lumity), Shuichi x Kaede(Danganronpa), Izuocha(Bnha Izuku x Ochako)

Last song: Night begins to shine by B.E.R.

Last movie: Finding Dory

Currently watching: Phineas and Ferb

Currently reading: Fanfiction on Tumblr

Currently consuming: Nothing

Currently craving: Pizza

Tagging: @spikesthatsmolder @elaineiswithyou-blog @moonmaidensdream @wattpadscapcons @moon-mars-ikemen @ibuki-loves-you @babycakes-15 @certified-sal-fisher-simp @kile-loves-anime-women and anyone else who wants to 😊

Ah! Thank you….

Rules: Tag 9 people you want to know better

Three Ships: Saiouma (Ingame & Pregame) (Danganronpa), Denki x Hitoshi (BNHA/MHA), Maki x Kaito/Kaede (Danganronpa)

Last Song: Nightcore - Young Volcanoes

Last Movie: Way too long ago for me to remember

Currently Watching: Manlybadasshero playing horror games on Youtube

Currently consuming: Salad

Currently craving: Nothing in particular

Tagging: @thetownofbirds , @novoselicdanganronpa , @stillreadingfanficsat10pm , @peachenemy , @theleaderoffnfrevival , @lily132 , @sargentlightning , @honeybun-was-here , @cartoonimegamewriting

awww thx, u awesome ❤❤❤❤ i don’t tag you because you already did the tag

Rules: tag 9 people you want to know better

Three ships: Deku X Toga (MHA) Kokichi X Shuichi (DrV3) Mikan X Hajime (DrGoodbyeDespair)

Last song: DIOR - Rev

Last movie: The Incredibles

Currently watching: Jahy-sama wa Kujikenai!

Currently reading: “Diario de un amor a destiempo” or “Diary of an untimely love” (translated).

Currently consuming: Nothing

Currently craving: Nothing

Tagging: @shuichiswritingcorner @saihara-shuichi-imagines @kokichithoughtsandheadcanons @shuichi-and-kokichi-headcanons @hoperatwrites @shumaiseyeliner @thesaioumashrine @ts4eve @cowbuild

thanks 4 the tag!!

rules: tag nine people you want to get to know better

three ships: saioumota, komahina, bakudeku

last song: baby my phone - yameii online

last movie: fear street

currently watching: soul eater

currently reading: boku no hero academia

currently consuming: blue takis

currently craving: nothing

tagging:

@eriace @dadsbongos @s-serendipit-y @murdertrialimagines @salami2 @its-nebula @kokichi-oumagines @kokichixreaderthings @call-me-yam

Hello hun! Thanks for the tag! ^^ ok I here I go

rules: tag 9 ppl you want to get to know better

3 ships: saimatsu, bandaid, and kiiruma!

last song: zavodilla - Friday night funkin’: mid-fight masses

last movie: the others (2001)

currently watching: food wars

currently reading: uzumaki (junji- ito)

currently consuming: water ^^”

currently craving: dark chocolate

tagging!:

@lovelii-ann @annastormfly @astral-kins @ohlookitsnormannn @peachyphyr @mod-kyoko @novoselicdanganronpa @dangan-tiki-bar + anyone else who wants to come!

omg thanks for the tag!!! :) i don’t talk much with my moots so this is cool!! 😳

rules: tag 9 ppl you want to get to know better

3 ships: saimatsu, chaeya and jealuc!!

last song: departure from hxh!!

last movie: spirited away 🙏

currently watching: code geass!

currently reading: one punch man

currently consuming: uh a milo be jealous

currently craving: spring rolls

tagging!:

@crystalmemoria @hydro-kins @hakkaisbf @raiincore @ali-and-stars @lisafanatic @moonlight-kins @peachyphyr and obv anyone else who wants to join :)

Ooh thank you for the tags!! @salami2 tagged me too so just tagging in case of notify (feel free to ignore:D) and my phone lagged while doing this XD/lh

Rules: tag 9 ppl u want to get to know better

3 ships: komahina from sdr2, ransara from yttd, and shuake from p5 (i just noticed these are all protag ships wksnsosn)

last song: Patchwork Staccato - Covers by JubyPhonic or by Venti’s chinese va, Heaven’s Map - Cover by Paimon and Lumine’s chinese va, Pretty Face - Public, Onnanoko ni Naritai - Mafumafu

last movie: Kimi no nawa

currently watching: Bungou Stray Dogs - Bad Apple, and some Dangan vines on youtube

currently reading: Fanfics:D

currently consuming: SnAcKs hwehehe

currently craving: Affection, and hinata (sdr2) to hold me😔 and potato chips.

Tagging: @love-patient-0s-writing-world @mlm-mod-taka @fukawaz @plushiesssforcrying @hilluxa @multi-write yall seem very cool and i’d like to know u better^^ feel free to not doing this tho no pressure😎

@peachyphyr thank you so much for the tag!! i really didnt expect that people wanted to know more about me, but here you go!

rules: tag 9 people that you want to get to know better

3 ships: ishimondo from thh, rannett from genshin, & xingyun from genshin also!

last song: i wanna be your slave, daddy issues, do i wanna know, an unhealthy obssession, 505, nobody & washing machine heart! ( quite basic, i know… )

last movie: a whisker away. ( would definitely recommend!! )

currently watching: villainous!! i was very into it back in 2017, and i decided to rewatch it for comfort.

currently reading: the first harry potter book!

currently consuming: nothing, sadly.

currently craving: mondo owada’s love and some mashed potatoes!

tags! @shuichiswritingcorner @citronsblog @kaedes-afterschool-session @fukawaz @toko-writing-imagines @pekowithabat @annas-meh-imagines @sips-tea-cutely @dangusronpus <3


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4 years ago

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Welcome to Detective Works!

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Hello everyone. I am Mod Kyoko, I'm genderfluid but please consider me agender, and at the moment I have no preference on pronouns. I am a minor so please keep that in mind.

This is somewhat similar to a Danganronpa imagines blog, except I only take requests for certain things, such as fanmade executions and killing game rewrites. I will be posting my writing and headcanons here but will not take requests for them, unless it is just a request for character or ship headcanons.

I am also looking for one other mod to be Mod Shuichi, hence why I chose the blog name.

Anyways, that's enough talking from me, please read the rest of this post, which will be under the cut.

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4 months ago

WOW, oh wow ow wow wow and ouch! This is wonderful,another absolute banger from you! His two contradictory feelings! His fantasy of death and how belos would react, of hurting himself or being killed?! The mix of hate and desperate want for approval?!! God you write such good monologues! W o w. By the conclusion, I can only imagine Amity is in for an absolute shitshow.

Here’s a little oneshot wip(?) for @pincushionx, who inspired me to write a little BPD Hunter character study that takes place during Eclipse Lake

TW: violence, rage, swearing, suicidal ideation, self-harm ideation

There’s no point anymore. Hunter’s done for. This was his chance to prove himself to his uncle, and he blew it.

A wave of despair washes heavy over his body as he falls to his knees. When he doubles over, the dirt is cold under his gloved fingertips, and he can barely breathe over the weight on his shoulders and the sudden, pooling rage in his stomach.

The all-consuming sensations flooding in urge him to scream, fight, and destroy everything in his vicinity just as much as they make him want to throw himself off of a cliff and smack his head against every rock on the way down.

Either reality melts a bit, viscous and toxic, or something’s shifted sideways, pixelated and fuzzy; he’s not sure which, but he does know that he’s filled with the inescapable awareness that everything is wrong. His entire world isn’t right anymore, now that he’s failed, and all he wants is for everything to stop.

He wants this rabid animal under his skin to shred his body to pieces until he’s nothing more than mutilated flesh left behind in the dirt. He wants to make his shameful face so unrecognizable that no one will ever figure out what happened to the boy behind the mask. He wants this world to move on without him, and he wants to pretend he never dared to disgrace it with his presence in the first place.

He wants to die.

He wants to die, die, die.

He pictures himself grabbing his go-to knife in his nightstand and slashing wild gashes into his thighs. He thinks about how good it would feel. How maybe, if he wasn’t such a coward, he could dig deeper and deeper until he’s lightheaded from blood loss. How maybe, if he did a good enough job, he’d bleed out on the floor and never have to face his uncle’s disappointment first-hand. How one minute, he could be there, and the next, he could be gone, leaving behind only a husk for no one but his Uncle to mourn.

The thought of Belos finding him murdered by his own hands sends a bolt of thill through his body. He can't help but fantasize about it. Belos would walk into Hunter’s room, gasp in shock at the state of his poor, beloved nephew, and try to revive him. He would watch in distress as the healers try to revive him, to no avail. When there’d be truly nothing left for Belos to do to fix his mistakes, he would feel so bad about just how much anguish he put his poor guard through. He would look back fondly on all the ways Hunter had helped him over the years and bury his nephew with guilt-ridden tears streaming down his cheeks. He would be so, so sorry, and Hunter could rest in peace knowing that he’d at least be loved unconditionally in death.

Or not.

Hunter lets out an anguished whine as he tangles his fingers in his hair and pulls.

He’s only deluding himself, isn’t he?

When has Belos ever felt bad about anything when it comes to hurting Hunter? When has Belos ever wiped away Hunter’s tears without mocking him, or acknowledged Hunter’s efforts without some kind of ridicule undermining the entire whisp of praise? When has Belos ever said the simple promise of “I love you” without it having to be a reward to chase after?

Hunter understands why Uncle is so harsh. Hunter knows that Belos only wants the best for him. He wants to train Hunter well enough that Hunter will be able to survive in a world without having innate magic. Uncle’s reserving this special position just for Hunter so that the teen won’t grow up without employment. He provides Hunter with the best instructors and the best artificial staff so that Hunter can make up for his deficits. Yet despite the accommodations, Hunter spits in Belos’s face with his failures every single time.

Hunter tries so fucking hard, and for what? Nothing he does ever matters. Hunter always just takes, takes, takes, from Belos, and nothing he brings back from missions is ever enough to buy Belos’s kindness for more than a day. Hunter was born wrong; he knows he needs to earn the right to live, but he wishes it wasn’t so soul-crushing to bear the curse of an unruly body like this.

If Hunter was just good enough effortlessly, Uncle would love him more, but unfortunately, Hunter eventually has to fuck it all up. His heart always has to drop every time his Uncle sighs heavily in his direction.

It’s not fair.

He sounds like a child, he knows, and he hates himself for it, but it’s not fair.

Dirt gathers under his gloves as he scrunches his fingers to curl into fists. A revelation boils under his skin so hot and vapid that it can’t help but change the tide of rage. He grabs a handful of dirt and screams as he pelts it across the empty lake.

He hates his Uncle.

He hates him so much.

How dare the man string Hunter along like this? If he knew that Hunter was such a fuck-up from the start, why did he even give Hunter the time of day? Why did he breathe false hope into Hunter by saying that Hunter could ever truly achieve anything worthwhile?

Surely he had to have known this would happen. Surely he had to have known that Hunter would never be good enough. Hunter should have been killed from the start, and he hates Belos for treating him with the cruel mercy of of an unearned life.

Hunter’s not sure when he’d started sobbing.

He untangles his knees from the dirt and repositions himself to sit on his bottom with his knees pulled to his chest. From this position, he can wrap his arms around his legs and scratch his forearms as hard as he possibly can.

The sting of pain isn’t enough. He wants to flay the meat of his arms open and cause as much damage as possible. Sadly, gouging welts into ins skin with his hands isn’t as productive. There’s no way he can cut anywhere near as deep without a knife.

He looks around through blurry tears and comes to a decision. He’s already here. The Blight girl should be arriving anytime soon. If he’s lucky, she’ll be kind enough to kill him. That would be much easier than dragging himself back to the castle to do the job himself. He’s quite tired from this whole pointless endeavor, anyway. It would be good for her, too—she seems to hate his guts.

He loves a fair trade.

With a cautious serenity lifting the haze of negativity ever so slightly, he unclenches his fists and puts his hands to work, just like his Uncle likes.

It wouldn’t be fair to make the Blight girl dig his grave, too.


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