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I didn't know that you were going through so much, I'm really sorry for you and I hope things will turn out for the better 😔

I don't know how much my words count, but I don't think you were annoying at all (I'm not in your server, but I'm fairly sure they didn’t think that either). having meltdowns is not enjoyable but it happens, and no one can judge you or think lowly of you because of that

again, I hope you will get better soon ❤️ I would also say “don’t stress yourself too much”, but I actually know it’s easier said than done 🤭 good luck with moving out and getting a new job though!

My Apologies

So, the other day, I was acting erratic and super needy…. Here’s what went on. My real life is stressing me out like crazy…. If you’re in my discord, there are full details about what’s going on…. I hyper-fixated on Alana’s Canon, and focused too much on the one thing I have the most control over… I went over the edge and had a full blown anxiety attack. The fandom only saw the tip of the iceberg… My meltdown in real life was so bad that I went to work on Wednesday with my chest hurting and my eyes still moist from tears. If I annoyed you guys, I am really sorry. Here’s how I’m trying to fix things: 1. I’m gonna look for a new job. 2. I’ll be moving out of my grandparents’ house and going low contact with my family this year. 3. If I have to, I’ll tell my bf’s best friend off. I will not coddle this fool. 4. I’m going to calm down and take my writing slowly. 5. When COVID dies down in Texas, I fully intend on getting therapy. 6. I’m going on my vacation time from work in March. I know, I’m posting this to my MCL blog… But, I feel like I annoyed the hell out of you guys and I cannot stress enough how sorry I am for that….