As I read through this book, I am confronted over and over again with my mistaken understandings of terms and with how I do not really know myself.
I have adopted beliefs about myself from outside sources and ascribed that those are who I am. I haven't ever really taken time to get to know me because I thought others would know me better. I know it is not too late in my life for me to figure myself out and learn about myself... so I think I will.
October will be a month about myself (and my marriage). I'll be offline during October and whatever posts will be what is left in my queue. If anyone wants to keep in touch through October, please privately message me so we can exchange Discord information.
Blessings to you guys. All my love.
My meds have been adjusted, and this is day three on the new dose. I am not doing well. We don't know if my body is metabolizing them, so this is doubling the dose to see if it takes. I am dissociating and I feel stuck in a dream. I don't know what to do with myself. I just want to cry.
"I'll set up my new journal!"
My cat:
when you catch yourself sitting at your computer and watching something on your phone because your attention span is so short you didn't even take time to realize you could watch the same video on a bigger screen with better audio.
me: i should really start watching my caffeine intake due to my anxiety, so decaf coffee and tea from now on
also me: SMASHES TWO JAVA MONSTERS A DAY
Time to overshare!
Therapy was a bit rough today, but I made it and I have goals to achieve. I'm keeping my head up.
Also considering joining a gym...
"Remove shoulds from your vocabulary this year. Start your journey of self-love now." - Kelly Martin
i cry a lot, but i am so productive
My beloved cares not that it storms outside, only that the pile of blankets is comfy.
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