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switching between needing physical touch and wanting to rip my skin off at the thought of another human being touching me

Why would I need to cut myself your words cut just as deep and are just as sharp.

good to know i dont deserve any compassion, i'll think about that the next time i cut

i feel so suicidal tonight, theres no escape

Happy valentines day to all the people who got broken up with this week cause it's truly heart breaking

Happy valentines day to yhe couples to I hope yall are happy

I just lost the one thing I had

Someone pray for me

An suddenly my heart has been ripped out of my chest and sat neatly infront of me

its okay. Its okay i know you hate me. Im so sorry. I only make things worse and im so sorry, i really did try my best to make everything so nice and perfect for you, but i know im cursed to only make things worse and for you to hate me and to never be loved. Theres nothing that could fix me and i deserve the loneliness i feel. Im so sorry i got so attached. Im so fucking stupid for thinking things can be okay when im involve with it. Im such a dumbass. I deserve to be killed. It would be the greatest mercy anyone could grant me. If i were to kill myself and succeed it would be the one thing in my life i ever did right. You deserve better. Im not good enough for you and im so sorry i made you like me for the idiot that i am. I want nothing more than to bash my brains in with a hammer and wish that the sight could make you smile one last time, because at least then i would still make you happy instead of being angry and disappointed with me.

i can see it in the way you text and write to me. You havent told me things were okay. I didnt mean to make things worse.

Please. Just kill me

How can i feel so numb but fucking feel everything all at once. I dont understand and i never will. I actually just do not want to fucking exist anymore dude.

I'm a monster wearing human skin.

Getting too comfortable with dragging the metal across my skin

The last people I would ask for help from are my parents. They will learn everything from my suicide note.

Suicide doesn't sound so scary anymore 🤷🏻‍♀️

FUCK I'm bleeding so much

Dm for sh pics

I've lost everything

I've lost my spark

I've lost my world

please stop looking at me like that, i promise i’m still human even if i have to cut my own flesh just so i can feel like one. please, please, please, don’t look at me like i’m a monster

SH culture is wanting to rip out your own gvts and bleed out on the sidewalk or just completely mutilate your body beyond repair but also being horribly afraid of death as a concept 👍

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I look like a zebra lol

Dm for pics

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Awwwww :))

I want obsessive love and I want to be loved however you want but no matter what the thing that happend 11 years ago will always ruin me

I don’t want to get sexualized. But if you don’t Sexualize me then you don’t love me. That’s how it goes right? People only love me when they sexualize me right? They only want me when I show off my body.

I just want someone who can’t get enough of me. Someone who will find out my perfume brand to spray it on a pillow when they can't have me beside them. Someone who will make a shrine of my pictures, of the things they collect of me. Is that too much to ask?

pretty faces deserve to be grabbed and kissed consistently throughout the day

I b staring at your pictures when we ain’t talking

lay on my chest while you tell me about your day

I have to sides when it comes to love

Tender soft pure love and obsessive love where I'm destroyed in the process