[Neon Speaking] I've Acquired Many Forms Since I First Showed Up A Few Years Ago, But I First Showed

[Neon speaking]

I'm having a strong velociraptor shift (jurassic park specifically) at the moment and it feels great, EXCEPT the feelings of the upraised talons on my feet 'clipping' into things, and having extra fingers that feel extremely out of place ):/ not to mention how it feels like my tail is clipping through our clothes. grr

I love feeling more like myself but its so viscerally uncomfortable to feel like my body is stuck inside objects it can't even interact with physically

[Neon speaking] drawd... the jonesy

i love him so much my heart hurts

[Neon speaking] We took parts of our old username, I took the first part of it as my name because people called me it all the time online and it stuck, and our system was named the other part of the username, mirage. It got more meaning over the years for us because of our disconnect with reality and our memories at times, with memories and some experiences with reality feeling like a mirage, unclear as to if they're real or not. irl we just get called the body's name in most circumstances though, and we're comfortable with it usually

How do people come up with system and collective names?

[Neon speaking] doodled this in the middle of the night for/with our fortnite headmates because theres many things in the fortnite lore that confuse us or we just. remember differently lol

only person not in our system is the jonesy, he's in our partner system

HULLO Y’ALL!!!! How you guys doin? :3

[Neon speaking] Fairly well, I'm gonna be honest I don't really know how to respond since we don't really get asks ^^' Doing things like therapy and drawing and other intensely exciting tasks /sarcastic lol

[Neon speaking] remembered I made these gifs of garn because most gifs about garn47 are gifs of car and not enough of the lean green slapping machine so here

[Neon speaking] Coining another term as I explore my experience :P

Flightdraconic is a gender that relates to how it feels to be a draconic being while flying. It can relate to the feeling of the wind on one's scales, how the action of flying feels in one's draconic body, or any other variation of experiencing flight while being draconic, be it fluttering around in a meadow or straining against the winds of a storm.

[Neon speaking] OOO THATS SO COOL THANK YOU!!! yummy art i EAT it!! hehehe

[Neon speaking] Howdy! I saw yalls mention that requests were open and figured I'd request smthn, specifically whatever yous would like to draw of the form I showed up in a few years ago, that being a dragon :] whatever is drawn i know i will cherish it.

Hey, here you go! We absolutely love your colours.... Enjoy the pic.

[THIS IS A REQUEST, DO NOT USE UNLESS YOU ARE THE INTENDED RECIPIENT]

Program: Firealpaca Approx. Time: 30m Original Date: 13.04.25 Commission/Trade/Collab status in bio/pinned! Art Of: Neon of @mirage-system (System Member Artist: Shrapnel)

[Neon speaking] update: i binged learning the fortnite lore until like 4am last night and my head hurts so much. but also our autism for fortnite has been strengthened immensely i LOVE fortnite sm even if the story is messy and hard to follow sometimes!!

thats not to say its perfect in any way oh my god does it have issues

[Neon speaking] doodled this in the middle of the night for/with our fortnite headmates because theres many things in the fortnite lore that confuse us or we just. remember differently lol

only person not in our system is the jonesy, he's in our partner system

[Neon speaking] curious, are there any gender identities/terms already coined that pertain to actions? like a gender that's best described by an action, like running, swimming, laying down, or something like that, I haven't seen any yet :o

if not i may coin some terms myself