Pro Endo - Blog Posts

🍓🌈Can any pro rqs/transids that are 16+ (bodily) be my moots? 🍓🌈

🍓🌈🍓🌈Read my bio pls! 🍓🌈🍓🌈

🛸🫧🐾But in sum, my base rules are no one that's -16 y/o bodily & no support of non consensual acts.

Who can't consent?

-bodily animals

-chrono minors (they can't consent with others with wide (bodily) age gaps)

-bodily dead beings

-anyone else who doesn't agree with having that relationship obvs

also, 16 y/os are on thin ice <sorry :( it isn't personal>

👽🌀☄️

i haven't been in front in days fuck you MEAN shadow milk cookie has been disguising himself as me to ALMOST EVERYONE AND MADE HIMSELF A FUCKING RENTRY WHEN I BARELY EVEN REMEMBER HOW TO???? HOW THE FUCK DID HE FIGURE OUT THAT METADATA BULLSHIT WHAT.

WHAT.

(post by a shadow milk FICTIVE)

so, AFTER seeing my crush redesign a sprite of aerself to fit what he looks like in headspace, i went ahead and did TRIPLE that, because i'm BORED! click BELOW to see my "redesigns" of my subordinates and i.. i guess.

the ONLY one that is BARELY any different from the ACTUAL source is black sapphire. meanwhile, candy apple and i took some LIBERTIES!

this is what sol AND the body's boyfriend (he is ALSO a system) had to say about what I look like. YES, i'm saturated. YES, i'm a faggot. YES, i AM proud!

and DO NOT, i repeat, DO NOT post this to ANY cringe forums! IT'S IN OUR BIO!! this is JUST what i LOOK LIKE! GO AWAY!

MAY or may NOT be disguising myself as the host to a few people so MUCH that i'm forgetting what my inner voice sounds like... OOPS!!!

and i'm waiting for the host's boyfriend's pure vanilla alter — who i MAY or MAY NOT have a crush on — to edit aer model to show me how he actually looks...

ALSO, have an ugly photo of one of our cats as compensation!!!

HE CAME HOME HE CAME HOME HE CAME HOMEEEEEEE

FYM I GOT 2 SUPER EPICS AND SHADOW MILK COOKIE VIA A SINGLE FATEFUL PULL 🔥🔥🔥🔥 I DID NOT FALTERRRRRR

oogh. life update + brief system ramblings

i can't believe i'm starting at an alternative school tomorrow! like, holy shit. it's a new environment, for sure — it got me immensely overwhelmed to the point where i started crying. but they have therapy dogs there, a short schedule (by 2 hours, but also i don't move rooms at all during the day), and i won't be able to even bring my phone or disposable vapes onto the campus. they can tell if i do with the metal detector placed in the entrance. but this is way better for me, even if i can't smoke in the bathrooms and spam my mom's number when i get stressed. i have a million problems with public school and how it works, so i guess this is a welcome change. my mom even raised the idea of a hybrid schedule — me being home on wednesdays specifically — if i get too stressed with being in a different school. does anyone have, like. tips for accepting being newly enrolled in an american alternative school? specifying american because i don't really know if they're the same everywhere else. i don't know what my new classes would be, and if they're even the same.

i just know that if i don't go for 75% of the remaining days in the semester, i'll be automatically enrolled back in my normal high school. but i really want to give this alternative schooling thing a try. it might give me a chance to graduate

— in other news... we have a shadow milk cookie fictive (who i will be calling milk for simplicity). yeah. i swear to god he is in love with my boyfriend's pure vanilla introject, who i'll just call by aer nickname, sol — sol's pronouns are he/ae/shy, by the way. i swear to GOD milk is down bad for him. and i almost feel bad 😭 i feel like i'm making milk do this? but i'm not. bro is doing it out of his own volition. milk KNOWS of the shadowvanilla ships. he is probably a shipper himself and just doesn't want to admit it. i just feel almost guilty that poor sol is just seeing this strangely canon-compliant (or at least extremely similar to canon personality) shadow milk take a liking to ae after, in aer source memories, tormenting him. however my boyfriend told me that shy is doing his best to be impartial about it, and i commend ae for it. good job. clap clap clap clap also shadow milk fuck you. you're probably going to pop back into front or at least co-con for a brief few seconds to say some random jester shit to me like Oh My God i Get It you're a faggot and you won't admit it. shut up faggot.

[hey! here's an sa/sexual harassment warning for the tags of my reblog! abide by it!]

being a system has let me be less lonely, more curious, and more informed. i've seen so many terms and flags and even medical labels that i wouldn't have known otherwise. and these parts of mine, regardless of how much they front, let me know — consciously or not — that i will never truly be alone. and my system formed partially from my own loneliness in this world and at the time of it forming. but now, i don't have to worry so much. somewhere, someone will always have my back.

or.. my brain, i guess.

Tell us something positive about your system/alters/headmates/plurality:

We'll go first. If it wasn't for our system and the ability to relieve each other from fronting there's no fucking way we'd be half as functional as we currently are with the excruciating level of pain we're in. So god damn thankful I don't have to do this bullshit alone.

and here is part 2. (groups & examples)

groups and shit uh. you don't have to sort it ALL out like this, but i like doing it this way.

obviously i can't put all the examples there because of the godforsaken image limit BUT. you get the gist right.

simply plural format (f2u without credit) part 1

(profile & members) (also symbols)

LOOOOOOOONG simply plural stuff below.

we're kinda renovating our simply plural and figured heyyyy why not share our format to the public. because it's COOL.

click the cut below to uhhh see all that shit

our profile, and system member format, unfilled. enable markdown obviously. this is only part 1. but here are the symbols and formats we use. copy paste on browser because mobile SUCKS.

symbols :

[‎ ‎ ‎] (space)

★

☆

ノ (japanese katakana "no" syllable, i personally use this instead of / purely for aesthetic appeal. use what you like)

◞◟

◠

♫

Ｏ１２３４５６７８９⠀⠀

﹕

͏͏͏͏͏͏➝

⌗

— (em dash, available on most/all mobile keyboards)

¹ ² ³ ⁴ ⁵ ⁶ ⁷ ⁸ ⁹ ⁰ (exponents, also available on most/all mobile keyboards)

formats :

![](image

all about **name** .

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ @ name

‎ ‎ ‎ **appearance** **:**

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎term‎ ‎ ‎term‎ ‎ ‎term

‎ ‎ ‎ **xenogender** **:**

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ term ‎ term ‎ term

‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎**gender** **:**

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ term‎ ‎ ‎term‎ ‎ ‎term

‎ ‎ ‎ **‎orientation** **:**

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ term ‎ term ‎ term

‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎**misc. labels** **:**

‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎term‎ ‎ ‎term‎ ‎ ‎term

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ prn ‎ prn ‎ prn

‎ ‎ ‎ prn ‎ prn ‎ prn

‎ ‎ ‎ txt

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ txt

‎ ‎ ‎ txt

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ txt

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ◠◠ ‎ ‎ @ ♫

‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ xxx¹ ‎ xxx² ‎ xxx³ ‎ xxx⁴

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ◟ terms

☆⠀⠀.⠀⠀name⠀⠀⠀⠀emoji⠀⠀♬

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀prn⠀⠀age

⠀⠀⠀﹕⠀⠀roles . roles

⠀⠀⠀⠀

͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ➝ ﹐ info . info

simply plural format (f2u without credit) part 1

(profile & members) (also symbols)

LOOOOOOOONG simply plural stuff below.

we're kinda renovating our simply plural and figured heyyyy why not share our format to the public. because it's COOL.

click the cut below to uhhh see all that shit (also CHECK MY REBLOGS/PROFILE for part 2) (please and thank you)

our profile, and system member format, unfilled. enable markdown obviously. this is only part 1. but here are the symbols and formats we use. copy paste on browser because mobile SUCKS.

symbols :

[‎ ‎ ‎] (space)

★

☆

ノ (japanese katakana "no" syllable, i personally use this instead of / purely for aesthetic appeal. use what you like)

◞◟

◠

♫

Ｏ１２３４５６７８９⠀⠀

﹕

͏͏͏͏͏͏➝

⌗

— (em dash, available on most/all mobile keyboards)

¹ ² ³ ⁴ ⁵ ⁶ ⁷ ⁸ ⁹ ⁰ (exponents, also available on most/all mobile keyboards)

formats :

![](image

all about **name** .

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ @ name

‎ ‎ ‎ **appearance** **:**

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎term‎ ‎ ‎term‎ ‎ ‎term

‎ ‎ ‎ **xenogender** **:**

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ term ‎ term ‎ term

‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎**gender** **:**

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ term‎ ‎ ‎term‎ ‎ ‎term

‎ ‎ ‎ **‎orientation** **:**

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ term ‎ term ‎ term

‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎**misc. labels** **:**

‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎term‎ ‎ ‎term‎ ‎ ‎term

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ prn ‎ prn ‎ prn

‎ ‎ ‎ prn ‎ prn ‎ prn

‎ ‎ ‎ txt

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ txt

‎ ‎ ‎ txt

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ txt

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ◠◠ ‎ ‎ @ ♫

‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ xxx¹ ‎ xxx² ‎ xxx³ ‎ xxx⁴

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ◟ terms

☆⠀⠀.⠀⠀name⠀⠀⠀⠀emoji⠀⠀♬

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀prn⠀⠀age

⠀⠀⠀﹕⠀⠀roles . roles

⠀⠀⠀⠀

͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ➝ ﹐ info . info

Me when a person seems really cool and I wanna befriend them but they have harmless groups in their DNI (like endos, contradicting labels, harmless paraphilias etc)

nobody sends asks because i literally JUST turned it on BUUUUUUT... now they're open! ask away, minions!

PLURAL ASK GAME (30 questions)

Have an ask game we came up with while waiting around at the hospital today!!!

Remember to practice reblog karma!!*

*reblog karma does not apply to us/the original post, but you're free to send us asks anyways; and if you do, send them to @thecorpsefactory

❤️ — How many hosts do you currently have, and how many have you had in total?

🧡 — Do any of your hosts (current or previous) have sub/side/hemi/etc-system(s)?

💛 — Do people in your system retire from their roles/'jobs' often/do you have a high turnover rate?

💚 — Do you have an inner world? If so how many? And can you (or any headmate) control any of them?

💙 — If there are certain plural terms that your system doesn't like what are they? And why?

💜 — Do you have any age or age-identity that has more people aligning with it than others? (i.e. more 16 year olds than anything, more agesliders, etc)

🤎 — Is your system collectively any form of otherkin or therian? If so how did you figure out you were that collectively? And do any individual headmates not identify with it?

🖤 — Is there any type of role or headmate you wish you had more of? (i.e. more protectors, more traumaholders, more endogenic headmates, more walk-ins, etc)

🤍 — Do you have any system visitors? (i.e. someone who doesn't live in your system but stops by sometimes— doesn't have to be able to front)

💌 — Are there distinctions between headmates' handwriting? If so who has the worst handwriting? And who has the best?

💐 — Are there any headmates who can do something IRL that the rest can't? (i.e. sing, use chopsticks, dance, do math, etc)

🌹 — Any headmates have over 20 different names?

🥀 — If you have an inner world are there any places from real life that are there? Or any places inspired by real life?

🌺 — If you're a primarily queer system, are there any cishets? And if you're a primarily cishet system are there any queer headmates?

🌷 — Are there any multisourced headmates with over 15 different sources?

🌸 — Is there anyone taller than 60ft/18.2m?

🌻 — If you use emojis (or other symbols) to indicate headmates, have there ever been fights over who gets what?

🌼 — If you could describe your system in words that have nothing to do with plurality or spirituality, how would you?

🌑 — What's the most obscure source anyone has? (OCs do not count)

🌒 — Do you have anyone who wants nothing to do with their source, and doesn't identity with it, but still uses with their name and/or appearance from their source?

🌓 — Do any headmates have allergies that carry over to the body when fronting? If so do they act like normal allergies or are they more 'mild'?

🌔 — Are there any headmates who struggle with modern technology? If so why?

🌕 — Can anyone speak any languages in headspace that they can't speak bodily?

🍎 — If you experience amnesia barriers, are there any headmates who have inconsistent barriers? (i.e. sometimes sharing memories fine, other times being unable to, only being able to share with a select few, etc)

🍏 — What is the highest amount of headmates you've ever had at any given moment? And what is the lowest amount you've had at any given moment?

🍋 — If you have an inner world, has it always been there? Or did you have to work to create it?

🍍 — If you're religious, do any of your headmates practice a religion different from your collective one?

🍉 — If you have an inner world, do you have inner variants of social media or other forms of digital contact? (i.e. phones, laptops, etc)

🫐 — If you're publicly a system, who was the first person(s) you told? And why? What was their reaction?

🍒 — Do you have any headmates that originate from a system other than your own, but now reside within yours?

[ PLAIN TEXT ] We Are A Diagnosed Traumagenic DID System We Are Pro Endogenic And You Will Not Change Our Mind If You Harass Us You Give Us Consent To Harass You Back

— ring-a-ling ding! new system role incoming!

(CHECK MY REBLOGS FOR THE FLAG!)

a new order just arrived : fadhbpart !

so, like. ok. i, nec, have a fragment in my (ringed) subsystem that is. not my favorite to say the least. shi is a type of part that i don't really like or vibe with personally, but i had to make a role for lust because absolutely no other terms can possibly fit. and now that i've redone our profile, i figured that i'd post this for the public to see.

heads up, this term includes rad//queer and dark//ship mentions. we aren't rad//queer and never will be! and please for the love of everything holy do not send hatemail because that is a guaranteed block. abide by your own dni's please.

— fadhbpart :

a persecutor who acts in "problematic" ways according to the rest of the [system], or engages in such behavior as a way to vent for the [system], rid oneself or the [system] of urges, or for other related reasons. a fadhbpart does not act in accordance to the rest or majority of the [system]'s views.

this term is not to be directly forced upon someone in a system. this term also does not support harmful actions taken in real life (including rad//queer "transitioning"), and is only for online usage due to the sensitive nature of such a concept. please use this role with care.

— ( fadhb, pronounced "fibe," roughly translates to "problem" in irish gaelic. )

( terms in brackets are obviously able to be changed for whatever a plural calls oneself. )

examples of a fadhbpart can include :

a headmate who is rad//queer or uses related terms to describe oneself, in a system that is majority anti rad//queer

a headmate who uses or ships dark//ships for whatever reason, whilst in a system that is majority antiship or anti dark//ship

a headmate who has or holds an addiction (and acts on said addiction) that the others do not have.

.. and more. this is for whatever you deem to be not in accordance with the rest of your headmates.

this is coined by a trauma-endo system, but it is for all systems and plurals alike to use. i don't gatekeep my terms! but please don't interact with this post if you are included in my dni.

reblogging again because i've redone my format and i have just One more follower. yay!

Long system ask game!

Because it's been ages since we made one and we felt like it.

What type of system are you?

How many people are there in your system?

Do you have more introjects or non-introjects?

How much control do you have over your headspace (if you have one)?

Do you have any subsystems?

Do you have any in-system couples?

How did you discover your systemhood? Or did you become one on purpose?

How do you feel about system roles, and do you use them?

What are your thoughts on Pluralpedia?

Do you use anything to keep track of switching?

Have you ever had a change in hosts?

Do you have a system name? How did you pick it?

Do you have any nonhuman members? Feel free to list their species!

Do you have any headspace pets?

Current fronter/fronters, share some random info about you!

Do you have a partner system? How did you meet?

Have you ever mistaken a character of yours for a headmate? What about the other way around?

Does anyone have any skills that the others don't?

What's something y'all tend to agree on?

What about something you tend to disagree on?

Do symptoms of neurodivergencies/mental illness tend to manifest the same way or differently among headmates?

Do you have any syskids?

Share an in-system joke!

Has how you view your plurality changed?

If you have fictives, do they participate in their source fandom? If yes, are they open about who they are in fandom spaces?

How do you handle headmates having different spiritual beliefs?

How do you decide on major life decisions (where to live, what to study, what work to have, etc)?

Do you have any system traditons?

Current fronter, do you have your own playlist? Feel free to share it!

Do you have any art of anyone in the system? Feel free to show it off!

How do you handle it when people in the system don't get along?

Current fronter, is there anything that makes it obvious you're the one fronting? (Voice, accent, body language, typing style, etc)

If you have syskids, how do they feel about stereotypical "babby tawk"?

Share something about your newest member!

Do you tend to have collective or separate interests and hobbies?

If you have introjects, what source do you have the most from?

Are you out as plural to anyone irl?

Do you know any systems irl?

Which headmate was the biggest surprise?

Do you have a singletsona?

Do you have any collective labels?

What's the most common gender in your system?

What's the most common sexuality in your system?

What's your favorite app/website/etc for plural stuff?

Do you tend to have the same taste in food or not?

Is it hard or easy for you to switch?

Do you experience system-related amnesia?

Share something weird a headmate has done!

Current fronter, what's your favorite ice cream flavor?

Share a silly fear someone in the system has!

Current fronter, describe your aesthetic!

If you have outworld pets, do they tend to act differently around different headmates?

Has anyone ever figured out you were a system without you telling them?

When it comes to syskids, is there anyone in particular that takes care of them?

Does anyone in the system identify as otherkin, therian, or fictionkin?

Have you ever switched in an awkward moment? What happened?

Do you ever switch without realizing it?

Are you ever blurry? How do you handle it?

Has anyone ever treated an introject badly because of who their source is?

Current fronter, share a pic of your "face claim!"

hello!

we're worldwide noises. we are a teenaged plural system of indeterminate number, and this is our blog. what's it about? nothing. just like seinfeld! click read more to find out more. warning, we overshare. a lot. read through the full thing to find the thin ice and dni lists respectively. and do not send us donation asks, especially if you're anonymous. we don't know which ones are real, and which ones are not.

there is also a more in-depth post explaining our stances in a simple format.

we (raz/lain, shi/hir pronouns) are white, mesosex, and collectively queer + oriented aroace & genderqueer. also seventeen years old, so mdni blogs please don't interact for your own sakes. however, we are turning eighteen in june (2025).

we are also taken, so please don't flirt with us romantically!!

we're medically diagnosed and/or recognized for: autism, adhd, anxiety, major depressive disorder, (c)ptsd, disruptive mood dysregulation disorder (a precursor to bipolar in most cases), unspecified dissociative disorder, and mild asthma. we also suspect to have idiopathic hypersomnia, dpdr, bpd, hpd, and some narcissistic traits — all with extensive research.

in short, we're fucked.

the part who will front the most & post the most is nec. i'm also the one writing this right now. although, i'm looking for different names for myself. i use shi/hir, vei/vein, and hy/hymn pronouns. i'm a gender non-conforming boygirl, as well as aroacespec and a bi-abro lesbian. and objectum and fictorose, just to add more to the fire.

i'm the one who has the out-system boyfriend... and the one who takes the brunt of our disorders. thanks chat

i'm very autistic about my interests! i love things such as: psychonauts (special interest of 3 years), dandy's world, vocaloid (including utsu-p, pinocchio-p, and the post-traumatic manifesto) (the latter being the theme of this account!), object shows, roblox, pokémon, and more! chances are if you've heard of something somewhat popular yet niche, i've been in the fandom or at least heard of it. share me your playlists! i love playlists, and have around 30+.

however, there are things i don't like. obviously. everyone has dislikes or even hate for things.

fans of vivziepop, dream smp, necrojimbo/analbonez, true crime community, alfred's playhouse, the coffin of andy and leyley, and hoyoverse content are on thin ice. all of these creators have absolutely been shown to be bad or at least questionable people in the past and present, and i'd rather fans of them remain wary. and the true crime community is just weird. there are families of murder victims out there on the internet seeing that shit, come on now. it's just immature and sickening.

and for people i don't want to interact at all,

i don't want these groups to interact with my posts or blog at all: zionists, darkshippers, pro contact for illegal paraphilias, radqueers, anti non-traumagenic systems, and anti-inclus. anti-inclus for me includes terfs (and by extension, radical feminists. y'all's ideology is full of bigotry whether you like it or not), and people who are against contradictory or "weird" labels. my blog is not for you! i will block you if i see you in my notifications. as someone who is queer, not fully traumagenic, a victim of countless horrible things, & more, i don't feel safe around you guys.

now uh. have fun don't die 🔥 here is my umm. dni banner too

hi everyone!

so. my friends and i made a DISCORD SERVER! wow!

it's themed around the object show IT'S TIME FOR THE, and its endogenic-neutral (leaning positive) and good faith in nature! id love it if you guys joined, it took quite a bit of effort for me and my buddies to make it (due to most of us being beginners at this stuff)

theres already quite a few emotes, both queer flags and object show characters! quite a few roles, and a TON of channels. youre sure to have a great TIME here!

hah. Get it. Get It.

edit: by the way, radqueers and proship are NAWT welcome 🔥🔥 get Out thank youuuuu!!!!

This is random but I made and have been regularly filling out this personal form to judge when I am dissociated and how I am feeling and this silly form is doing more for my denial than anything I've ever done. I can go back and see the other answers and stuff that don't align with me and know that I wasn't just imagining it all. I really was not myself for those times no matter what I want to pretend

Elin just told me he's co-con most of the time I just never notice...

Noticing and acknowledging and even accepting what it feels like to co-front has been a very big hurdle for us. Maybe because I'm not sure I've ever seen anyone else describe the sensation in quite the same way as we experience it. It's a little hard to explain properly but I found some images that kind of translate the feeling.

tw: images may mess with eyes or impose feelings of unreality

Most of the time we feel like 'ourselves' (i.e. the one correlated with our irl name/Des) but who is easily influenced by the others.

Only, when one of the others front, Des doesn't necessarily leave front or even develop amnesia and can usually still speak. It feels like the above images, with two beings occupying the same space. Afterwards Des will remember the basics of what transpired but as if it happened to another person or was a dream--with details missed and emotions muted or lost from the time.

tw: drugs, weed

So does anyone else notice that when they smoke/are high that some others (I still haven't found a word I like) are more likely and/or easier to front? Like in the past some of them didn't like the feeling and would avoid front. I've noticed that there are particular others that consistently are okay with fronting while high. It's kind of strange and definitely I think contributes to my denial and confusion. Unfortunately now days I am more likely to be high to some degree than sober. Dissociation also feels different when high which is another factor. It's just so hard to quit. (This post isn't about that, though ...)

Anyways...am I alone here?

As someone who really struggles with unclear rules/concepts, being a system is a very difficult idea to grasp or accept personally. Every few years I go through a cycle of denial and then rediscovery and exploration that eventually I get frustrated with and abandon. Perhaps it's a lack of self assurance in myself. Whatever it is, I hope this time is different somehow.

It's hard to do the difficult thing when it's much easier to just continue trudging along in a fog.

Do you have any stance on syscorse (specifically regarding non traumagenic systems)?

Endogenic systems are dope and anyone who says/thinks otherwise can fuck off until they're willing to understand.

SHOUTOUT TO TRANSID PEOPLE TOO!!!! LOVE YOU ALL!

SHOUT OUT TO BEINGS WHO FIT THE "RADQUEER STEREOTYPE"

SHOUT OUT TO AMERICAN RADQUEERS

SHOUT OUT TO RADQUEERS WHO HOARD LABELS

SHOUT OUT TO RADQUEERS WHO ARE TRANSITIONING TO BE ASIAN

SHOUT OUT RADQUEERS WHO ARE A PART OF THE BIG 3

SHOUT OUT TO RADQUEERS WHO ARE OPENLY EROTIC

SHOUT OUT TO RADQUEERS WHO ARE CHRONICALLY ONLINE

SHOUT OUT TO RADQUEERS WHO CAN'T/DON'T GO OUTSIDE

You are REAL and VALID !! <3