Traumagenic System - Blog Posts

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Alter role coining - Lifedreamer

Lifedreamer - An alter that holds non-traumatic memories that others dont have access to, these memories are often seen similarly to through the eyes of a child and may be hazy and even fantasy or dream-like in nature. in our case these are very very early memories.

Life - (In the context of someone's past, in relation to the memories) Dreamer - (In the context of the memories being childlike, fantasylike, and/or dreamlike in nature)

Traumagenic only. we do not want endos using our terms.

the terms "non-medical system" and "sysmed" is so crazy bc it is a *MED*-ICAL-DIS-ORDER???

⠀ ﹒⠀⠀⠀⠀➴⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀˚⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ 𓂂　⠀⠀⠀𓇼

⠀hi⠀hi!⠀i’m⠀marco⠀or⠀eiji.⠀i’m 16 years old⠀&⠀boygirl, nonhuman ( it + ) i’m mixed ( 🇨🇺 🇯🇵 ). my birthday is june 3rd. i'm taken by my lovely boyfriend and partner 🤍

⠀byi: i’m a system (osdd) & have bpd, autism, and others (ask if VERY close).⠀i struggle to talk to people and don't use tonetags (unless asked) please don't use them on me!⠀i use a screenreader and english is NOT my first lang.

⠀dni: basic dni,⠀you say "i like (interest) more than you" and "i'm gonna touch you,"⠀your only sense of humor is nsfw jokes,⠀ragebait,⠀anti-recovery,⠀those ranfren / okegom / regretevator / 8:11 / southpark fans,⠀i block freely.

⠀interests: animanga,⠀roblox (daybreak, limbo, regretevator +),⠀sparklecare hospital,⠀idv,⠀be more chill,⠀tmf,⠀sam and max,⠀mysme,⠀omswd,⠀twst,⠀amphibia,⠀voltron,⠀it,⠀starberry,⠀spicymints,⠀alien stage,⠀sam and colby,⠀8:11 and more (bold is what i'm most fixated / defensive on right now)

⠀blog info: this blog is mostly for whatever!⠀reblogs, interacting with others, and maybe making my own posts…⠀it really just depends on the day!⠀i may disappear for sometime, mostly due to school or just being with my partners!⠀if anything, that's what i'd post most about.⠀interact with caution if you're iffy with obsessive / posessive, vent-ish, borderline posts!

⠀anons: none..

★ Aatamixx, the Echoflower System's Introduction 💫🪻

Hello, welcome to my blog, I'm Aatami (AKA Mishka or Snep)! Well, that's just collectively speaking. If you're talking about the whole system, you can call me (us) the Echoflower System. My collective pronouns are he/him, but kit/kitself, nya/nyaself, and star/starself are all good too. I'm pretty new to Tumblr (well I had a blog in like 2020, but I've forgotten basically everything about it… also I use parentheses way too much, gosh), but I plan to use this blog as a sort of archive for all the xenogenders I've coined, as well as getting into the MOGAI and plural communities on here. I hope I can find my people on this website. /lh

(This post will be periodically edited as things about myself change, of course.)

★ So Now That I Know This Aatami, Where Can I Find Him? ★

In case you had it in you for even more rambling, you can check out my about me literature on Toyhouse (I use it like a Carrd). More things are already linked there, so I don't need to re-add them all here. I also use the account that it's posted under for posting the occasional bulletin (and storing my original characters, but those are all private and will remain as such for the foreseeable future).

★ Small Facts About the System ★

(Switching to using plural language for this was a little jarring lawl, I'm very much used to referring to myself singularly.)

★ We have OSDD-1B (recognized by our psychologist, but unable to be officially diagnosed due to not being disordered — we've achieved functional multiplicity, surprisingly enough) and are of mixed traumagenic origins

★ We are an aceplex

★ We're a theriosystem

★ We are very male- / masculine-heavy, due to our gender dysphoria affecting everyone

★ Because we're so male-heavy, we default to using he/him instead of they/them when referring to an unspecified alter or one whose gender identity is unknown

★ We're also somewhat angel-heavy

★ Due to our maladaptive daydreaming, our system has countless paracosms (the most active ones of which being the worlds our original stories are set in, as well as our fandoms, especially ones we're hyperfixating on)

★ Our headspace is exclusively set in our daydreams, and is not something that's just there in the background — it has to be consciously visualized and visited (or well, accidentally while zoning out)

★ We are a dreamway system of sorts, but I should mention that we don't experience walk-ins and pretty much none of our alters are paragenic

★ Our alters almost never interact in the headspace, but they can use things like the Simply Plural chat and get a conversation going if need be

★ Alter Signoff Chart ★

(I originally planned to list their roles here too, but I ended up deciding against it, since I'm unsure of what some of their purposes are and uncomfortable with sharing a few others.)

★ The Hosts ★

⚡️💙 = Fritz ★ He/Kit/Spark

🌈🌺 = Sindri ★ He/Kit/Meow/Nya/Star/.Exe

🌀🎧 = Samuel ★ He/Him

❄️🌙 = Mikko ★ He/They/Kit/Nya/Snow/Star

★ Alfred's Subsystem ★

🐾🩸 = Alfred ★ He/Him

🐾🚬 = Ekkehard (Eike) ★ He/Him

🐾🤍 = Kelso ★ He/Him

🐾✨ = Aleksi ★ He/They/Pup

🐾🎀 = Salem ★ She/He/They/Pup

★ Everyone Else ★

☀️🥀 = Akatsuki ★ He/Kit

❓❗️= Alois ★ He/Him

🌻💛 = Asriel ★ He/They

🌹👑 = August ★ He/They

🐦‍⬛🌙 = Corbin ★ He/Him

🔪🚬 = Dylan ★ He/Him

🐈‍⬛💜 = Ender ★ Xae/They/He/Kit

📘⭐️ = Felix ★ He/They

🌊🦈 = Finnley ★ He/They

🪽🏹 = Gabriel ★ They/He

🪖🔪 = Ivan ★ He/Him

🐛🌈 = Jeremy ★ He/Him

🍪💖 = Katsumi / Sabrina ★ She/They/He/Kit/Meow/Mew/Nya

🐺🩸 = Lavrentiy ★ He/Him

🌿⚔️ = Malachi ★ He/Him

🍌🦮 = Nanner (trying to think of a new name for himself) ★ He/She/They/Pup

🌐🖥️ = Prototype (trying to think of a new name for himself) ★ He/Him

🥀🗡️ = Reinhard ★ He/Him

🪐🌌 = Saturn ★ He/They/Pup/Star

🎸🧡 = Shalva ★ He/Him

🎀🐇 = Sylvan ★ He/They/Bun

🪳🩸 = Vermin ★ They/He

🗝️🩸 = (Currently undecided on a name for himself, very recently discovered.) ★ He/Him

We have been so fuzzy and not knowing whos fronting i hate it. Probably cause our birthday but it’s still annoying.

Barely anyone irl knows I’m a system, and i want to keep it that way. I think if more people knew id be even more alone.

Weve had a few splits these last few days, but can only identify one atm. Maybe she can find them?!?!?!?

New job got us acting like one person……little do they know……

One thing that pisses me off about most DID/OSDD rep is that its almost ALWAYS EXCLUSIVELY “mr normal” and then “mr evil kills everyone for no reason”. No in between or variation. I feel like having alters who are more “aggressive and violent” can be excusable depending on context, like if it was during a war or everyone for themselves situation? But nooooooo it’s always some suburban white collar dude.

I want two sooo bad when i was little, i made a big slideshow for a school project in elementary. I totally forgot about thisss.

My heart-

Ive been up since four in the morning but i dont remember any of it this is so annoying. Seems we got a lot done today so thats a plus.

System Tree

Quick recap of terms:

Split - When an alter "splits", forming two or more new alters from the original one.

Blend - A temporary fusion between alters.

Primary Alter - An alter who is most commonly present, the "default mode". This is a term we personally created for our own system.

Additionally, "whole" is in quotation marks because of how systems form! There technically never was a state a being whole, but because M/N refers to a potential final fusion and blend as well as us before we became a system, we have chosen to use that term.

As a semi recovered persecutor, this, I understand and know that my actions have hurt and scarred the people in our system. It's fully understandable for them to hate me, I'm not upset that they are, I've hurt them, or people they care about, you can be mad at someone or hate them without demonizing them for something out of their control, and it's important people remember that

Reminder that while persecutors aren't evil, or bad for the trauma they went through or hold to have resulted in how they act — you're allowed to be upset with them, dislike them, hate them even for the actions they take against you/your system. You are allowed to feel hurt by their actions.

Persecutors shouldn't be shunned or demonised, but that shouldn't remove them from the responsibility for their own actions (if they have control over their actions, some alters don't, but of course even then you can still be upset).

Suffering trauma from within your own system is hard, and you're allowed to be angry, upset, disgusted, whatever you feel about it.

Bit of system rambles

Something that's, always kinda bothered me as a system is, how it feels like almost every other system we know just, magically has a great memory, like they sometimes have larger chunks of memory missing but, that's like, it, now please understand this absolutely isn't us fake claiming any of them

It's just, we struggle so much with memory, even without switching out we can barely remember what we've done,, 5 minutes ago, and it's like that all the time, for us it's not just those chunks of memory missing, it's fucking everything, what did we do an hour ago? I don't know, a few minutes ago? Whoooo knows? Not me, we struggle so much with our day to day memory it's fucking impossible. The body's family jokes and laughs about us having "on set dementia" because of how horrible it is, we're never trusted to remember things because we just can't, I hate how it feels like everyone but us has such,, limited issues with this

It's so wild to me still how different some of the others are. And it's no wonder I would try to supress the differences. It can be kinda scary and uncomfortable to suddenly feel like you hate something you love or feel suddenly angry for no reason. And that's just being influenced by *one* of them. It's so strange sometimes of course my instinct is to think it's not real.

Noticing and acknowledging and even accepting what it feels like to co-front has been a very big hurdle for us. Maybe because I'm not sure I've ever seen anyone else describe the sensation in quite the same way as we experience it. It's a little hard to explain properly but I found some images that kind of translate the feeling.

tw: images may mess with eyes or impose feelings of unreality

Most of the time we feel like 'ourselves' (i.e. the one correlated with our irl name/Des) but who is easily influenced by the others.

Only, when one of the others front, Des doesn't necessarily leave front or even develop amnesia and can usually still speak. It feels like the above images, with two beings occupying the same space. Afterwards Des will remember the basics of what transpired but as if it happened to another person or was a dream--with details missed and emotions muted or lost from the time.

tw: drugs, weed

So does anyone else notice that when they smoke/are high that some others (I still haven't found a word I like) are more likely and/or easier to front? Like in the past some of them didn't like the feeling and would avoid front. I've noticed that there are particular others that consistently are okay with fronting while high. It's kind of strange and definitely I think contributes to my denial and confusion. Unfortunately now days I am more likely to be high to some degree than sober. Dissociation also feels different when high which is another factor. It's just so hard to quit. (This post isn't about that, though ...)

Anyways...am I alone here?

Looking at our blog now is very silly. We were always so worried like “oh we have so many theriotypes” like,,, let me tell you something

Vero/Kit . 21 . It/They/He

Autistic traumagenic did system with bpd. This is a blog for us to keep our stuff on. Maybe make friends idk. Mostly Vero probably.

Not going to censor anything we say (as this is going to act as a sort of "open communication line" as we don't have good internal communication), but will tag appropriately.

DNI: under 18s, gatekeepers, "disorder police", cringe haters

BYF: This blog will contain NSFW, trauma-sharing, fictional depictions of sensitive topics, self-harm discussions, favourite person discussions. Probably more, will try to add accordingly.

Frequent fronters:

Vero: host. Subhuman dogthing who has intense source ties (delusional.) and needs intense therapy. Copes with his source which is a fictional world we created.

93: autism holder. Likes webcore, viruscore, and old technology. Interact with care.

Coda: persecutor. Not good, lets put it that way. Usually only around if Vero is around.

I HOPE THIS HURTS.

[Drawn by an Anya fictive ^_^]

Greetings and Salutations!

(SYS INTRO)

The Ghosttown Syndicate

BYI/DNI:

We are a truamagenic system who does not support any other sys-type. Kindly DNI if you support, are, or have “endo/other sys type” safe pages. Please block us. We don’t want your interactions! /g/srs

We are fictive heavy!

As of now, we have all male/male presenting alters.

Anyone above 23 DNI! Anyone below 15 DNI.

Not all of us will have intros!

Please do not treat our alters as their source. Assume they don’t want to be.

HOSTS!!: (Name - Role(s) - Tag)

QSMP!Cellbit: main host, Comforter, Soother - 🔧 (taken..sorry I wanted to add that lol. -🔧)

Some info about us!

We are an OSDD-1b system of almost 50! We are also artists. (Please don’t ask us for requests!)

We have autism, ADHD and BPD!

We are Minecraft pros!! We really enjoy Minecraft, Roblox, CRK, QSMP, Pokémon, and tons more. (We also slightly enjoy DSMP but understand we do NOT support Dream! ^^ /srs)

Anyways, we don’t know how to fucking use Tumblr so heres a wall of infoboxes LMAAOOOO 😭😭

don’t you know that I’M the only one who can satisfy you in this way? the only one who could quench that deep, growing need to take control? the only one you let close, the only one you let lie in your bed at night?

i’m the only one.

won’t you love me in the most vile way possible? . . . won’t you hurt me in the most saccharine way possible?

he may be this..this manipulative, god-status-having figure. but i am nothing if not a willing devotee, offering up my heart, body, mind and soul.

「★」 TO THE MOON, AND NEVER BACK . . .

all likes and followings will come from @vulpes-ventricle

⟢ hello and welcome to my “secret” space .ᐟ

you can call me curly! this is my source memory-based, yearning-based account.

i want to say that everything talked about on this blog is SAFE, SANE, and CONSENSUAL. nothing i’ve done in the past, and nothing i’ve written about, was outside of my own volition.

if you are uncomfortable with any of the following . . . ⇒ Curly x Jimmy ⇒ “doomed”, or toxic relationships ⇒ co-dependency ⇒ alters/headmates who AREN’T source separated ⇒ NSFW concepts ⇒ obsession-themed romance ⇒ manipulation . . . then you probably won’t enjoy this blog.

⟢ ABOUT ME .ᐟ

Captain Grant Curly 𓏵 ageless (appears 30s) 𓏵 he/him/his 𓏵 cisgender male 𓏵 bisexual

⟢ TAGS .ᐟ

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