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HeadSpace House (Proper Intro)!!!

Hello.. Internet!

I made a simple little website with google sites that i had already posted on here... But i was in a rush making said post-

Sooooo... I wanted to give it a proper introduction!! =D

Here's the link now if you don't wanna read the rest lol:

sites.google.com

HeadSpace House

This is basically a story / series about a girl (Claire) who has a ton of voices in her head and about their interactions and their life! Mo

HeadSpace house is a little "Show" (The eps are read, but i'm calling it a show for some reason?? Yeah, no, I can't really explain this one-) that I've created! I started it at school (Oh, yes, the wonderful school computers that need me to filter out "Bad" words with "@" and "!"s and such-) And then turned it into a whole little project!! =D I had been working on how to get a working website every day in study hall for like a week and then finally did it!!

Exp that it was on my school acc and there was no way to move it to my personal acc.. (Yes, I did straight-up remake the whole thing. It took a few hours.) But I got it done anyways and was able to post it! =D

Now, HeadSpace House is (If you say it before or guessed from the title) About plurality! It's actually about the inside of a girl's head and her headspace and her "Alters" (Typically referred to as the voices-) and their life! = )

It's 100% based off of real life. My life. And I personally LOVE it (I'm biased towards my own work. Who woulda guessed-) I just really hope that you (And all of Tumblr) Likes this little thing I've created, all based on actual things that happened, Or the actual event that happened, no editing.. I really hope that you enjoy it!!!!!!!!! = )

sites.google.com

HeadSpace House

This is basically a story / series about a girl (Claire) who has a ton of voices in her head and about their interactions and their life! Mo

Btw: For updates on this website go follow: @headspacehouseofficial (My other acc!!)

as someone who USED to use generative ai (character.ai mostly, nothing correlating with ai "artwork." i have ALWAYS HATED ai-generated images) before the apathy and guilt finally caught up to me, i'm so pissed about the ao3 ai scrape. so many works by so many people were fed into generative ai so that sluggish, worthless, negligent "authors" can make their own fanfiction, stolen from actual talented writers who go to that website.

including mine. my book isn't even a piece of fanfiction — it's poetry. poetry describing my deepest, most hidden feelings to the world, even if but only 5 or so people have ever taken the interest to view it. i just locked my fanfiction to registered accounts only, because i'm scared of something like that happening again.

ai should've only been used as a tool to help, and to assist people in need with only small tweaks. instead, it is being used as a tool to create something out of just a singular prompt. people don't want to believe it, but it IS killing artists' livelihoods, slowly but surely.

and this isn't even JUST about visual art. this is about writing, photography, fashion, music, and so much more. all of the arts are SOMEWHERE at risk, just because people would rather be lazy and eat away at the environment instead of either learn or graciously give a real person a few dollars to do it for them.

yes, i DID use to use generative ai. YES, i feel bad for it. and i feel that i sound like a hypocrite because of that. but at this point, growing out of using it and condemning others that still do is better than continuing to use it despite the very real hardships that artists continue to go through because of it.

to other artists who post on ao3: if your work is between the id numbers 1 and 63,200,000, toggle the setting to make it only viewable for registered users. you can view the id number in the url when you copy and paste it.

i haven't been in front in days fuck you MEAN shadow milk cookie has been disguising himself as me to ALMOST EVERYONE AND MADE HIMSELF A FUCKING RENTRY WHEN I BARELY EVEN REMEMBER HOW TO???? HOW THE FUCK DID HE FIGURE OUT THAT METADATA BULLSHIT WHAT.

WHAT.

YES!!

it's TIRING not being able to fully remember your own voice, ESPECIALLY when you're in front for a long time! how do you think i FEEL when i have to look up MY OWN LINES?!

Do any other fictives ever rewatch a piece of source to "refresh" their inner voice? Or is that just a me thing

(post by a shadow milk FICTIVE)

so, AFTER seeing my crush redesign a sprite of aerself to fit what he looks like in headspace, i went ahead and did TRIPLE that, because i'm BORED! click BELOW to see my "redesigns" of my subordinates and i.. i guess.

the ONLY one that is BARELY any different from the ACTUAL source is black sapphire. meanwhile, candy apple and i took some LIBERTIES!

this is what sol AND the body's boyfriend (he is ALSO a system) had to say about what I look like. YES, i'm saturated. YES, i'm a faggot. YES, i AM proud!

and DO NOT, i repeat, DO NOT post this to ANY cringe forums! IT'S IN OUR BIO!! this is JUST what i LOOK LIKE! GO AWAY!

MAY or may NOT be disguising myself as the host to a few people so MUCH that i'm forgetting what my inner voice sounds like... OOPS!!!

and i'm waiting for the host's boyfriend's pure vanilla alter — who i MAY or MAY NOT have a crush on — to edit aer model to show me how he actually looks...

ALSO, have an ugly photo of one of our cats as compensation!!!

i totally forgot to post my tptm tattoo, oops. anyways.. i got nurse parallel lyrics tattooed on the inside of my arm so click below to see 💔💔

ignore the low quality and the foot with the croc. but i had my mom try to do a watercolor-esque style on it, and it's really growing on me. it's not perfect, and that's okay! it gives it charm, and makes it human.

i had her touch it up again around a week ago and now it's done! i hope the community likes it. this may or may not be the first tptm tattoo... that's AWESOME.

(idgaf if people opposite of my views interact with this one post, mostly because i like the attention and i'm so proud of my mom's tattoo work)

here's your reminder to be proud of your nontraumagenic friend today!

whether it's a fellow headmate, alter, part. whether they're traumaendo or mixed origins or willogenic or so on. whether they're you're best friend or a mutual on tumblr.

be sure to let them know that there are people that support them for who they are!

oogh. life update + brief system ramblings

i can't believe i'm starting at an alternative school tomorrow! like, holy shit. it's a new environment, for sure — it got me immensely overwhelmed to the point where i started crying. but they have therapy dogs there, a short schedule (by 2 hours, but also i don't move rooms at all during the day), and i won't be able to even bring my phone or disposable vapes onto the campus. they can tell if i do with the metal detector placed in the entrance. but this is way better for me, even if i can't smoke in the bathrooms and spam my mom's number when i get stressed. i have a million problems with public school and how it works, so i guess this is a welcome change. my mom even raised the idea of a hybrid schedule — me being home on wednesdays specifically — if i get too stressed with being in a different school. does anyone have, like. tips for accepting being newly enrolled in an american alternative school? specifying american because i don't really know if they're the same everywhere else. i don't know what my new classes would be, and if they're even the same.

i just know that if i don't go for 75% of the remaining days in the semester, i'll be automatically enrolled back in my normal high school. but i really want to give this alternative schooling thing a try. it might give me a chance to graduate

— in other news... we have a shadow milk cookie fictive (who i will be calling milk for simplicity). yeah. i swear to god he is in love with my boyfriend's pure vanilla introject, who i'll just call by aer nickname, sol — sol's pronouns are he/ae/shy, by the way. i swear to GOD milk is down bad for him. and i almost feel bad 😭 i feel like i'm making milk do this? but i'm not. bro is doing it out of his own volition. milk KNOWS of the shadowvanilla ships. he is probably a shipper himself and just doesn't want to admit it. i just feel almost guilty that poor sol is just seeing this strangely canon-compliant (or at least extremely similar to canon personality) shadow milk take a liking to ae after, in aer source memories, tormenting him. however my boyfriend told me that shy is doing his best to be impartial about it, and i commend ae for it. good job. clap clap clap clap also shadow milk fuck you. you're probably going to pop back into front or at least co-con for a brief few seconds to say some random jester shit to me like Oh My God i Get It you're a faggot and you won't admit it. shut up faggot.

and here is part 2. (groups & examples)

groups and shit uh. you don't have to sort it ALL out like this, but i like doing it this way.

obviously i can't put all the examples there because of the godforsaken image limit BUT. you get the gist right.

simply plural format (f2u without credit) part 1

(profile & members) (also symbols)

LOOOOOOOONG simply plural stuff below.

we're kinda renovating our simply plural and figured heyyyy why not share our format to the public. because it's COOL.

click the cut below to uhhh see all that shit

our profile, and system member format, unfilled. enable markdown obviously. this is only part 1. but here are the symbols and formats we use. copy paste on browser because mobile SUCKS.

symbols :

[‎ ‎ ‎] (space)

★

☆

ノ (japanese katakana "no" syllable, i personally use this instead of / purely for aesthetic appeal. use what you like)

◞◟

◠

♫

Ｏ１２３４５６７８９⠀⠀

﹕

͏͏͏͏͏͏➝

⌗

— (em dash, available on most/all mobile keyboards)

¹ ² ³ ⁴ ⁵ ⁶ ⁷ ⁸ ⁹ ⁰ (exponents, also available on most/all mobile keyboards)

formats :

![](image

all about **name** .

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ @ name

‎ ‎ ‎ **appearance** **:**

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎term‎ ‎ ‎term‎ ‎ ‎term

‎ ‎ ‎ **xenogender** **:**

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ term ‎ term ‎ term

‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎**gender** **:**

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ term‎ ‎ ‎term‎ ‎ ‎term

‎ ‎ ‎ **‎orientation** **:**

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ term ‎ term ‎ term

‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎**misc. labels** **:**

‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎term‎ ‎ ‎term‎ ‎ ‎term

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ prn ‎ prn ‎ prn

‎ ‎ ‎ prn ‎ prn ‎ prn

‎ ‎ ‎ txt

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ txt

‎ ‎ ‎ txt

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ txt

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ◠◠ ‎ ‎ @ ♫

‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ xxx¹ ‎ xxx² ‎ xxx³ ‎ xxx⁴

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ◟ terms

☆⠀⠀.⠀⠀name⠀⠀⠀⠀emoji⠀⠀♬

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀prn⠀⠀age

⠀⠀⠀﹕⠀⠀roles . roles

⠀⠀⠀⠀

͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ➝ ﹐ info . info

simply plural format (f2u without credit) part 1

(profile & members) (also symbols)

LOOOOOOOONG simply plural stuff below.

we're kinda renovating our simply plural and figured heyyyy why not share our format to the public. because it's COOL.

click the cut below to uhhh see all that shit (also CHECK MY REBLOGS/PROFILE for part 2) (please and thank you)

our profile, and system member format, unfilled. enable markdown obviously. this is only part 1. but here are the symbols and formats we use. copy paste on browser because mobile SUCKS.

symbols :

[‎ ‎ ‎] (space)

★

☆

ノ (japanese katakana "no" syllable, i personally use this instead of / purely for aesthetic appeal. use what you like)

◞◟

◠

♫

Ｏ１２３４５６７８９⠀⠀

﹕

͏͏͏͏͏͏➝

⌗

— (em dash, available on most/all mobile keyboards)

¹ ² ³ ⁴ ⁵ ⁶ ⁷ ⁸ ⁹ ⁰ (exponents, also available on most/all mobile keyboards)

formats :

![](image

all about **name** .

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ @ name

‎ ‎ ‎ **appearance** **:**

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎term‎ ‎ ‎term‎ ‎ ‎term

‎ ‎ ‎ **xenogender** **:**

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ term ‎ term ‎ term

‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎**gender** **:**

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ term‎ ‎ ‎term‎ ‎ ‎term

‎ ‎ ‎ **‎orientation** **:**

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ term ‎ term ‎ term

‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎**misc. labels** **:**

‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎term‎ ‎ ‎term‎ ‎ ‎term

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ prn ‎ prn ‎ prn

‎ ‎ ‎ prn ‎ prn ‎ prn

‎ ‎ ‎ txt

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ txt

‎ ‎ ‎ txt

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ txt

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ◠◠ ‎ ‎ @ ♫

‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ xxx¹ ‎ xxx² ‎ xxx³ ‎ xxx⁴

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ◟ terms

☆⠀⠀.⠀⠀name⠀⠀⠀⠀emoji⠀⠀♬

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀prn⠀⠀age

⠀⠀⠀﹕⠀⠀roles . roles

⠀⠀⠀⠀

͏͏͏ ͏͏͏ ➝ ﹐ info . info

Sometimes I hate being plural, I wasn't fronting this morning and one of these fuckers in my head ate the last slice of my cake 😭

okay so since uhh. my request for someone to make a flag got declined and i kinda for the most part chilled out, i decided to make my own flag.

if anyone wants to redesign it pleaaaase go ahead. i had no ideas for the flag aside from the persecutor flag by epikulupu. the inside is also inverted from said flag, to either symbolize the specific part that is different, or the rest of the system that is different — you decide.

who won?! who's next?! you decide! (reference)

but yeah um. say hello to my shittily made flag.

— ring-a-ling ding! new system role incoming!

(anyone is free to make a flag for this, as well as post it on pluralpedia!)

a new order just arrived : fadhbpart !

so, like. ok. i, nec, have a fragment in my (ringed) subsystem that is. not my favorite to say the least. shi is a type of part that i don't really like or vibe with personally, but i had to make a role for lust because absolutely no other terms can possibly fit. and now that i've redone our profile, i figured that i'd post this for the public to see.

heads up, this term includes rad//queer and dark//ship mentions. we aren't rad//queer and never will be! and please for the love of everything holy do not send hatemail because that is a guaranteed block. abide by your own dni's please.

— fadhbpart :

a persecutor who acts in "problematic" ways according to the rest of the [system], or engages in such behavior as a way to vent for the [system], rid oneself or the [system] of urges, or for other related reasons. a fadhbpart does not act in accordance to the rest or majority of the [system]'s views.

— ( fadhb, pronounced "fibe," roughly translates to "problem" in irish gaelic. )

( terms in brackets are obviously able to be changed for whatever a plural calls oneself. )

examples of a fadhbpart can include :

a headmate who is rad//queer or uses related terms to describe oneself, in a system that is majority anti rad//queer

a headmate who uses or ships dark//ships for whatever reason, whilst in a system that is majority antiship or anti dark//ship

a headmate who has or holds an addiction (and acts on said addiction) that the others do not have.

.. and more. this is for whatever you deem to be not in accordance with the rest of your headmates.

this is coined by a trauma-endo system, but it is for all systems and plurals alike to use. i don't gatekeep my terms! but please don't interact with this post if you are included in my dni.

🌺 and 🌑. :3

HI MY BOYWIFE HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYWIFE I LOVE YOU DEARLY. anyways the questions...

🌺 "if you're a primarily queer system, are there any cishets? and if you're a primarily cishet system are there any queer headmates?"

a: yeah we're mostly queer. you would know that wouldn't you. anyways tavish (demoman tf2 fictive) is the only cishet in here and he's barely fucking here anyways.

🌑 "what's the most obscure source anyone has? (ocs do not count)"

a: if we're not counting parts who are no longer here, i'd say ūnit01, who is a partial kintroject (robot/androids), aesthetive (based on cyber y2k + mechagirl aesthetics), and has the appearance of niche internet influencer yūnmago. if we ARE counting parts who are no longer here, i'd have to say EITHER vince (introject of vince from voodoo vince) (2003, original xbox title action-platformer) or bunny (the song "hey bunny" by baby bugs, and generally an introject of 2020 alternative styles, especially n3kobit3/nekobite)

(boywife i can't @ you to let you know i answered but i did)

💌 and 💐 for the plural ask game? :3c

HELL YEAH BRO 🔥🔥 sorry guys that is an OOMFIE!

ask game answer under da cutttt

💌 "are there distinctions between headmates' handwriting? if so, who had the worst handwriting? and who has the best?"

a: there's not really much, if any of a distinction between us. though, i seem to always be just a little bit sloppier sometimes.

💐 "are there any headmates that can do something in real life that the rest can't?"

a: well we can all sing in this body because of us being a choir kid so that's out of the question.. honestly i have no clue. although i am the only one with a bad sense of smell. they're all decent or just better than me. fuck them and their noses

( @confettisketty to let you know i've answered! )

nobody sends asks because i literally JUST turned it on BUUUUUUT... now they're open! ask away, minions!

PLURAL ASK GAME (30 questions)

Have an ask game we came up with while waiting around at the hospital today!!!

Remember to practice reblog karma!!*

*reblog karma does not apply to us/the original post, but you're free to send us asks anyways; and if you do, send them to @thecorpsefactory

❤️ — How many hosts do you currently have, and how many have you had in total?

🧡 — Do any of your hosts (current or previous) have sub/side/hemi/etc-system(s)?

💛 — Do people in your system retire from their roles/'jobs' often/do you have a high turnover rate?

💚 — Do you have an inner world? If so how many? And can you (or any headmate) control any of them?

💙 — If there are certain plural terms that your system doesn't like what are they? And why?

💜 — Do you have any age or age-identity that has more people aligning with it than others? (i.e. more 16 year olds than anything, more agesliders, etc)

🤎 — Is your system collectively any form of otherkin or therian? If so how did you figure out you were that collectively? And do any individual headmates not identify with it?

🖤 — Is there any type of role or headmate you wish you had more of? (i.e. more protectors, more traumaholders, more endogenic headmates, more walk-ins, etc)

🤍 — Do you have any system visitors? (i.e. someone who doesn't live in your system but stops by sometimes— doesn't have to be able to front)

💌 — Are there distinctions between headmates' handwriting? If so who has the worst handwriting? And who has the best?

💐 — Are there any headmates who can do something IRL that the rest can't? (i.e. sing, use chopsticks, dance, do math, etc)

🌹 — Any headmates have over 20 different names?

🥀 — If you have an inner world are there any places from real life that are there? Or any places inspired by real life?

🌺 — If you're a primarily queer system, are there any cishets? And if you're a primarily cishet system are there any queer headmates?

🌷 — Are there any multisourced headmates with over 15 different sources?

🌸 — Is there anyone taller than 60ft/18.2m?

🌻 — If you use emojis (or other symbols) to indicate headmates, have there ever been fights over who gets what?

🌼 — If you could describe your system in words that have nothing to do with plurality or spirituality, how would you?

🌑 — What's the most obscure source anyone has? (OCs do not count)

🌒 — Do you have anyone who wants nothing to do with their source, and doesn't identity with it, but still uses with their name and/or appearance from their source?

🌓 — Do any headmates have allergies that carry over to the body when fronting? If so do they act like normal allergies or are they more 'mild'?

🌔 — Are there any headmates who struggle with modern technology? If so why?

🌕 — Can anyone speak any languages in headspace that they can't speak bodily?

🍎 — If you experience amnesia barriers, are there any headmates who have inconsistent barriers? (i.e. sometimes sharing memories fine, other times being unable to, only being able to share with a select few, etc)

🍏 — What is the highest amount of headmates you've ever had at any given moment? And what is the lowest amount you've had at any given moment?

🍋 — If you have an inner world, has it always been there? Or did you have to work to create it?

🍍 — If you're religious, do any of your headmates practice a religion different from your collective one?

🍉 — If you have an inner world, do you have inner variants of social media or other forms of digital contact? (i.e. phones, laptops, etc)

🫐 — If you're publicly a system, who was the first person(s) you told? And why? What was their reaction?

🍒 — Do you have any headmates that originate from a system other than your own, but now reside within yours?

[ PLAIN TEXT ] We Are A Diagnosed Traumagenic DID System We Are Pro Endogenic And You Will Not Change Our Mind If You Harass Us You Give Us Consent To Harass You Back

— ring-a-ling ding! new system role incoming!

(CHECK MY REBLOGS FOR THE FLAG!)

a new order just arrived : fadhbpart !

so, like. ok. i, nec, have a fragment in my (ringed) subsystem that is. not my favorite to say the least. shi is a type of part that i don't really like or vibe with personally, but i had to make a role for lust because absolutely no other terms can possibly fit. and now that i've redone our profile, i figured that i'd post this for the public to see.

heads up, this term includes rad//queer and dark//ship mentions. we aren't rad//queer and never will be! and please for the love of everything holy do not send hatemail because that is a guaranteed block. abide by your own dni's please.

— fadhbpart :

a persecutor who acts in "problematic" ways according to the rest of the [system], or engages in such behavior as a way to vent for the [system], rid oneself or the [system] of urges, or for other related reasons. a fadhbpart does not act in accordance to the rest or majority of the [system]'s views.

this term is not to be directly forced upon someone in a system. this term also does not support harmful actions taken in real life (including rad//queer "transitioning"), and is only for online usage due to the sensitive nature of such a concept. please use this role with care.

— ( fadhb, pronounced "fibe," roughly translates to "problem" in irish gaelic. )

( terms in brackets are obviously able to be changed for whatever a plural calls oneself. )

examples of a fadhbpart can include :

a headmate who is rad//queer or uses related terms to describe oneself, in a system that is majority anti rad//queer

a headmate who uses or ships dark//ships for whatever reason, whilst in a system that is majority antiship or anti dark//ship

a headmate who has or holds an addiction (and acts on said addiction) that the others do not have.

.. and more. this is for whatever you deem to be not in accordance with the rest of your headmates.

this is coined by a trauma-endo system, but it is for all systems and plurals alike to use. i don't gatekeep my terms! but please don't interact with this post if you are included in my dni.

reblogging again because i've redone my format and i have just One more follower. yay!

Long system ask game!

Because it's been ages since we made one and we felt like it.

What type of system are you?

How many people are there in your system?

Do you have more introjects or non-introjects?

How much control do you have over your headspace (if you have one)?

Do you have any subsystems?

Do you have any in-system couples?

How did you discover your systemhood? Or did you become one on purpose?

How do you feel about system roles, and do you use them?

What are your thoughts on Pluralpedia?

Do you use anything to keep track of switching?

Have you ever had a change in hosts?

Do you have a system name? How did you pick it?

Do you have any nonhuman members? Feel free to list their species!

Do you have any headspace pets?

Current fronter/fronters, share some random info about you!

Do you have a partner system? How did you meet?

Have you ever mistaken a character of yours for a headmate? What about the other way around?

Does anyone have any skills that the others don't?

What's something y'all tend to agree on?

What about something you tend to disagree on?

Do symptoms of neurodivergencies/mental illness tend to manifest the same way or differently among headmates?

Do you have any syskids?

Share an in-system joke!

Has how you view your plurality changed?

If you have fictives, do they participate in their source fandom? If yes, are they open about who they are in fandom spaces?

How do you handle headmates having different spiritual beliefs?

How do you decide on major life decisions (where to live, what to study, what work to have, etc)?

Do you have any system traditons?

Current fronter, do you have your own playlist? Feel free to share it!

Do you have any art of anyone in the system? Feel free to show it off!

How do you handle it when people in the system don't get along?

Current fronter, is there anything that makes it obvious you're the one fronting? (Voice, accent, body language, typing style, etc)

If you have syskids, how do they feel about stereotypical "babby tawk"?

Share something about your newest member!

Do you tend to have collective or separate interests and hobbies?

If you have introjects, what source do you have the most from?

Are you out as plural to anyone irl?

Do you know any systems irl?

Which headmate was the biggest surprise?

Do you have a singletsona?

Do you have any collective labels?

What's the most common gender in your system?

What's the most common sexuality in your system?

What's your favorite app/website/etc for plural stuff?

Do you tend to have the same taste in food or not?

Is it hard or easy for you to switch?

Do you experience system-related amnesia?

Share something weird a headmate has done!

Current fronter, what's your favorite ice cream flavor?

Share a silly fear someone in the system has!

Current fronter, describe your aesthetic!

If you have outworld pets, do they tend to act differently around different headmates?

Has anyone ever figured out you were a system without you telling them?

When it comes to syskids, is there anyone in particular that takes care of them?

Does anyone in the system identify as otherkin, therian, or fictionkin?

Have you ever switched in an awkward moment? What happened?

Do you ever switch without realizing it?

Are you ever blurry? How do you handle it?

Has anyone ever treated an introject badly because of who their source is?

Current fronter, share a pic of your "face claim!"

long kinda vent ahead hooray. it's kinda system-flavored this time. tastes like lemon. 🍋

sometimes it's really hard being a system, especially one that is so, like, hyper-aware of everything i have. every disorder, every disability. thing is, i can't do anything to fix myself!!

i've literally told my own mother about separate identity states and the memory loss and whatnot. she said to my therapist that i "was right about the dissociative thing," even if we were only diagnosed so far with unspecified dissociative disorder. the dmdd diagnosis typically leads to an adulthood diagnosis of bipolar, which i'm actually scared about. i fit much more into borderline, just like my mom.

ugh, i don't know. i don't even know what i'll be diagnosed with, come adulthood. i mean system-wise. we're a trauma-endo system (which some fuckheads will already think is enough to not warrant a diagnosis, thanks for that) that doesn't switch from the main host a lot. we have good communication when i can switch out from the front, but we don't have complete memory loss. if anything, it's more like emotional amnesia and the memories are kinda gone too, but they can come back at a later date.

for example, our medic fictive had to call the cops (they didn't even do anything either, but it was our mom's last resort) one night at 2 am last year. i don't remember it well, but i remember it happened. he was terrified that night and he couldn't switch out.

but what the fuck could we even be diagnosed with? i want a diagnosis. i want to figure out exactly what is going on with my brain. most of my parts aren't exactly same-y. they're different people, at least most of them are. sure, we have to mask a little bit, but they think and act a little different than me. we have the memory loss, but i've always had a horrid memory, even before our late syscovery in january of 2021. but i sometimes feel like it's not "bad enough" to warrant a full-on did diagnosis.

it just confuses me. a lot of the times before, my mom would see me looking up disorders and go "oh, shi's just looking hirself up again." but i'm just that aware of what's wrong with me. people either see me and disregard my research, or i just don't know how to help myself. those are the 2 results. yes, i have a therapist. yes, i open up to her and she makes me feel safe, much more than any other therapist i've had in the past.

i just don't know how to help myself. to help us. i want to live in functional multiplicity, mostly because i get so tired and i get so lonely. i don't want these people to be gone at all. if anything, they give me someone to talk to, even if our headspace isn't permanent and we don't remember our own conversations, even if we jot them down. my memory absolutely sucks. i can't remember faces, names, or even voices sometimes. i can't remember people.

basically, i love and yet hate being disabled by anything my mind and body throws at me. i like the community, i like learning about myself. i hate the symptoms, i hate the confusion and the doctors not being able to do their fucking job. ahem, looking at you doctors who only tested me for SLEEP APNEA, which i definitely do not have. now they want to test me for narcolepsy... which i probably don't have, either.

sometimes i wish what it was like to be of sound mind and body, even if it was for just one singular day.

extra boost for the server. it's kindaaaaa dead rn. oops my bad

hi everyone!

so. my friends and i made a DISCORD SERVER! wow!

it's themed around the object show IT'S TIME FOR THE, and its endogenic-neutral (leaning positive) and good faith in nature! id love it if you guys joined, it took quite a bit of effort for me and my buddies to make it (due to most of us being beginners at this stuff)

theres already quite a few emotes, both queer flags and object show characters! quite a few roles, and a TON of channels. youre sure to have a great TIME here!

hah. Get it. Get It.

edit: by the way, radqueers and proship are NAWT welcome 🔥🔥 get Out thank youuuuu!!!!

hi everyone!

so. my friends and i made a DISCORD SERVER! wow!

it's themed around the object show IT'S TIME FOR THE, and its endogenic-neutral (leaning positive) and good faith in nature! id love it if you guys joined, it took quite a bit of effort for me and my buddies to make it (due to most of us being beginners at this stuff)

theres already quite a few emotes, both queer flags and object show characters! quite a few roles, and a TON of channels. youre sure to have a great TIME here!

hah. Get it. Get It.

edit: by the way, radqueers and proship are NAWT welcome 🔥🔥 get Out thank youuuuu!!!!

ok i just saw some dumb shit on an anti-end0genics blog, not saying who because i dont want them to be attacked either. i only searched so i could block them HAHA

but... aspen? as in the person who has consistently fakeclaimed other systems for not being what a system 'should be' in their eyes? the person who removed pluralkit and then called people who complained larpers? the same person who has called other systems delusional fakers? among other really shitty things to say to people who are mentally ill, and most likely minors (bc, cmon. tiktok is full of children)? are we REALLY talking about the same person?

like, i support (and am part) of the endogenic community myself but there is no way in hell that aspen is a supporter of endogenics. if anything, aspen is a bootlicker of psychiatry (which, though it is incredibly useful, there are things that are either not explained by it, or there are more vague and broad experiences that others have) and a spreader of harmful misinformation that harms both traumagenics and endogenics alike. you are literally only saying that because you dislike them.

(if anyone is reading this and knows who the blog is, do NOT post this on there. the last thing i need is to get attacked but legitimately that is a STUPID take)

hi all! anyone can interact with this post regardless of syscourse stance, but ive realized that the carrd to the syscourse code was deleted for whatever reason. im not sure of why as such, heres a link to the last web archive of it, for anyone who wants to continue to use it without scouring the internet for answers to the questions. (if the original creator of the carrd sees this post and wants me to delete it for any reason, i will!) click here for the wayback archive!

Sometimes I forget I have hair now

i love pestering our introjects for their exomemories

In an effort to make more friends that kin or are comfortable with it here's some of our kins/sources; if we share a source and you wanna chat or even be mutuals just interact with this post!

Hunter x Hunter

One Piece

Saiki K

X-men

Marvel

Teen Wolf

It

MHA

This guy has left the same message in like 5 different places...

So we have a new member, an introject, and he is struggling to adapt to things a bit and feeling kind of emotional. But I have my own stuff going on too and don't have the energy really to deal with this rn. I'm just...augh...tired. I wish I could help him more but I really don't even know what to do since this has never happened for us before

Oh yeah I forgot how restless this guy is

I realized one of my issues if that some of us act very differently and don't really know how to 'mask' properly when in front which can lead to some awkwardness and stuff. And it makes me feel embarrassed, which makes it hard for me to let go and let them around front. This also makes communication a lot harder for us...