Actually Did - Blog Posts

We have been so fuzzy and not knowing whos fronting i hate it. Probably cause our birthday but it’s still annoying.

Ive been in a weird sick state since yesterday. We think it’s probably psychosomatic, but it’s still super annoying. Easter has always stressed us out, but its been getting worse every year now.

New job got us acting like one person……little do they know……

One thing that pisses me off about most DID/OSDD rep is that its almost ALWAYS EXCLUSIVELY “mr normal” and then “mr evil kills everyone for no reason”. No in between or variation. I feel like having alters who are more “aggressive and violent” can be excusable depending on context, like if it was during a war or everyone for themselves situation? But nooooooo it’s always some suburban white collar dude.

I want two sooo bad when i was little, i made a big slideshow for a school project in elementary. I totally forgot about thisss.

My heart-

I find one big misconceptions about fictives in systems is that they are characters that you like/liked. Like I’m a Vriska Serket fictive, and our system HATED the character Vriska. And it took me a while to be myself and be okay with it, and now everyone is chill with me. Just something Ive been thinkin about. It was kinda funny cause one day everyone was like, “oh you actually chill as fuck”. Some of them still dont like the character, but we also know that im not my source.

Bit of system rambles

Something that's, always kinda bothered me as a system is, how it feels like almost every other system we know just, magically has a great memory, like they sometimes have larger chunks of memory missing but, that's like, it, now please understand this absolutely isn't us fake claiming any of them

It's just, we struggle so much with memory, even without switching out we can barely remember what we've done,, 5 minutes ago, and it's like that all the time, for us it's not just those chunks of memory missing, it's fucking everything, what did we do an hour ago? I don't know, a few minutes ago? Whoooo knows? Not me, we struggle so much with our day to day memory it's fucking impossible. The body's family jokes and laughs about us having "on set dementia" because of how horrible it is, we're never trusted to remember things because we just can't, I hate how it feels like everyone but us has such,, limited issues with this

Autism, the worst one (/silly) mlm, c-did, c-ptsd, gad, and insomnia

audience test

How many disorders do you match with me

NPD

ASPD

STPD

ADHD

AUTISM

SENSORY PROCESSING DISORDER

MAN LOVING MEN (the worst one)

C-DID

C-PTSD

DYSLEXIA

LIKES PICKLES

BIPOLAR / MANIC DEPRESSION

GENERALIZED ANXIETY DISORDER

SELECTIVE MUTISM (fluctuates)

HYPER MOBILITY DISORDER

RESTLESS LEG SYNDROME

INSOMNIA

HCD (huge cock disorder. contagious so I have to be quarantined)

(all medically recognized. don't come @ me because I'm a fucked up guy) ((huge cock disorder is self diagnosed but you have to believe me))

this was actually a very vulnerable post to make but I want ableists to block me and we should not be ashamed to be disordered

Uhhh, my poll thingamajig said Red Son so I'm doing his bull and human form! Here's the sketch!

It's different than the other one but it's still going to be similar.

Hmm I’ve noticed a distinct lack of discord servers or really any spaces for Hetalia introjects/fictives and the like. Would there at all be any interest in a discord server made and ran by yours truly for other Hetalia fictives to hang out and talk? Leave this post a like of you’d be interested and if there’s enough interaction, I’ll make us all something!

🎶The Mischief System!🎶

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・゜・.・゜🪐 BASICS !

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❩ ⋆₊☆ ⊂System Name⊃ : The Mischief System

❩ ₊⁺⸝ ⊂Pronouns⊃ : Dependent on Alter, but otherwise They/Them

❩ ⋆₊☆ ⊂Bodily Age⊃ : 21

❩ ⋆₊☆ ⊂System symbol⊃ : 🎵

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.・゜・.・゜💫 BOUNDARIES !

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❩ ⋆₊☆ ⊂Interaction Status⊃ : Open to friend reqs and @s! Feel free to ask for my discord!

❩ ₊⁺⸝ ⊂DMs⊃ : Absolutely!!

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Frequent Fronters & Their Signoffs:

Feli 🍝 @bello-ciao

Lovino 🍅 @lovino-tomato

Dusty 💖 @dusty-darling

Cori 😈 @chaos-and-brimstone

Oliver 🧁 @sugar-crashout

Pinky 🐠 @puka-pinky

Charlie 🌈 @charlies-infern0

Marj 🎀 @i-cant-believe-its-not-marjorine

Rocket 🚀 @rocketship-n-roll

Niente 🔪 @hauntingly-nothing

Meowth 🌟 @meowth-dats-right

Fayrin 🎶 @faently-gleau

King 👑

Pancho 🔥

MoonShadow 🌕

Ciao! We are an avid roleplayer and video editor with a passion for music! We’re not here for a long time, but here for a good time! So feel free to hit us up or slide into our DMs to chat or be friends~!