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ingrained

... I truly am haunted. Sadly there is no exorcism for the memory.

reality loop error

connecting all the dots now.

a circle has no end.

i make this lone circuit.

do you understand?

i look back with sorrow.

the things that should have been..

i walk forth so blindly.

my eyes are wide open.

the past will always be here..

i will never change.

the future holds yet nothing.

nothing stays the same.

memory now failing.

the time has come you see.

everything a reflection.

never skipping beat.

no way to start over.

mistakes ill soon repeat.

reality is fading.

become dark fantasy.

im the virus in this program.

Error in the registry.

who is in control here?

monkey or machine?

... Or Give Me Death.

Im nobody, the faceless.

the one you forget and leave nameless.

the one who cares for the careless.

teaches fear to be fearless.

thatll pick you up and be proud of.

the one who will give it all up.

who will bare your pain for a smile.

and all the while....

Im nobody the faceless.

the one forgot, burred nameless

the one trying to find where this pain fits.

wears a mask where their face is

fast loosing their patience.

one thats tired just waiting for days end.

questions existence.

that just want to KNOW.

they made one persons day

then the pain was worth it.

but not taken away

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Vulturesby offermoord

Bite me scratch me bruise me. leave your mark. Make me remember everything, every move we made.

I’d like.to have my perfect dream girl but, I’ll settle when I find the one that makes me forget it wasn’t her.

Hopeless devotion.

you were so good.

never better.

every word.

every letter.

meticulous.

flawless.

right down to... the way you dress.

Everything... in its place.

that soft look... on your face.

those promises... that we made.

you said they meant... everything.

all your hopes... and all your dreams.

never suspected... anything.

you were so warm.

I melt for you.

Ill do anything.

Just ask me to.

learn from your mistakes.

Im getting old. The more you pay attention to time the more it matters to you. Hindsight is 20/20. maybe it wouldnt have been hind if Id have had my head on right. Though the past it cant be helped like our hearts had surely hoped. the future is a mystery fumbling in the dark with eyes closed. Grasping for the handles on the doors left wide open. Not in hurried disarray but with excitement and discovery. may fear be what I leave behind. Nothing in my pockets and nothing in my way.