Latest Posts by yudzukii - Page 5
You asked me to
Meet you at the bridge
I went there
And you burned it down
Do you even care?
Maybe
Maybe I care too much
Maybe I don't care enough
About things I can't change
About all the different ways
It could've, would've been
It ended and began
About what has been said
About what it meant
Antidote
Trying to convince myself that everything’s alright
Let’s be honest it was never bright just got used to endless night
So please
Kiss me hold me in your arms and let me sleep tight
Give me all your sweetest dreams and bless me with silence
Longing for a touch
But fearing the sensation
It tears me apart
Just go step by step
Take all the time you need now
Don't rush through it all
Just an alien amongst humans longing for a connection.
A connection back to my homeworld, where we get each others way of communication.
That bright shining star far, far away, somewhere in the seemingly endless void.
Anxiety runs deep
While awake
While asleep
A staircase too steep
An end seems
Out of reach
Lost myself somewhere
Traveling the path and I
Found myself again
So many hours lost
Thinking about many things
Which are unresolved
When I told you that
Your opinion matters to me
My heart skipped a beat
I don't know where you are now
And haven't even known you well
But kept you close to my heart
For the way that you helped
Me and probably many others
And so I wanted to tell
You about the call I made
And all the tears that fell
All I can remember
Is that I fainted
I took my last breath and
Lost all my senses
Now Im
Barely being,
Anxiously creeping
And haunted by something
With vague reflections
Walking on thin ice
Trying to get a grip
Too scared of the fall
So I better don't slip
Or should I give up
To fight the fire
And give in?
To see you suffer
Over and over
And feel your sorrow
Again and again
Knowing that
The helplessnes
That I feel
Is only an
Approximation
Kills me
Sometimes it's like
there is a realist
and a romantic
who fight inside
Medusa's soul
and
a lion's heart
You won't see my true face
Till you're able to face truth
While you've been runnin' from urself
I've been waitin' here for you
Aufgewacht auf offener See
Schwerelos in treibender Flut
Blau-roter Nebel durchzieht meine Seele
Geschmack von Tränen und Geruch von Blut
Frag' mich ob es dir auch so geht
Was du grad machst
Ob ich dir fehl'
Und hoff' doch von Herzen es geht dir gut
They said you'd be a broken mess but
For me you've been a mesmerizing
painting
Sprawling, full of details in the most intense colours
And when they said youre confusing to them
To me you've been a puzzle my soul never got tired of solving
Lunatic Luv
You'll surely overthink
If you try to understand me
A paradoxical chaos
Far beyond comprehension
Look at me through blinded eyes
Loose sanity in my undertow
You have to leave your mind behind
To scrutinize my heart and soul
055
I don't know what I am
Just know what I ain't
A neverending mess
With no inherent sense
A pitch-black nothingness
Defined by distress
Everyone who met me
Bound to forget me
I'll leave a hole in your mind
Call me 055
Heartless
Tell me that my lies are true
So I can believe into myself
Kill yourself for me tonight
And I'll blame someone else
I've got no shame to speak of
no responsibility, just guilt
And if you don't obey to me
Then i'll bend you to my will
Silent Cry
Really if I'd knew how to
I would just take care of me
but every attempt falls trough
in absence of some air to breath.
Made all the moves I know my dear
wishing you'd say something
and every word untold by me
screams in deep despair darling.