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Lowkey would wanna get better. But I am literally nothing without my addictions and obsessions, so we’ll stay here.
Fun dip as OMAD is underrated. (45-50cals)
(sorry for the pfp it’s temporary but I still figuring it out so you’ll have to bare with me and my choppedness, luv ya’ll.)
Hey just a little PSA.
Moots. I am obsessed with you guys and your blogs. Seeing your posts will never not make my day, good or bad posts. I love y’all so much, feel free to choke me out whenever boo. ❤️❤️
Sorry I don’t rlly reach out. I wish nothing but fairy dust and magic in your lives.
actual icons of everything magical. 💕💕 @angelsdocry @x-psychotictendencies-x @wishhedbeenateenidle @mortifyingdarling @eepiiestgrrl @okkuspokkus
GUYS I’M GENUINELY TWEAKING DOES SNORTING ADVIL DO ANYTHING? THAT’S LITERALLY ALL I HAVE AND I NEED SOMETHING.
Hey reminder, racists are not welcome here or anywhere. We’re all disordered and sick, but this is outrageous. Seek help and leave the internet and don’t post things like this.
seeing your veins and bones poke out more>>>>
The Gag reflex is back, it kinda sucks though bc I have to take off my nails every time b4 I purge. Then reglue them on. (I wear press on every single day btw.)
Friendly reminder, it doesn’t matter what it is, if you split food or a meal, always pick the smaller portion. You eat less and you look nice. Don’t be greedy.
My brother is such a dick (positive) we were watching breaking bad a few weeks back, there’s a scene where a character purposely throws up, and very subtly, especially bc we were with our parents and they don’t know, he just turns to me, and points his finger just a little bit, like oh fr.
I love my brochaco‼️‼️
I need advice, my gag reflex isn’t working right, I ate like 1000 cals at dinner, and tried to purge but nothing would come down, only like 10 mins later. I have the shove my fingers all the way down to even get a feeling. Please, how do I like..Reset it or something?
Mia is starting to control me a bit more than Ana. Idk how to feel, I feel like Ana has better results. Any tips?
Ugh they need to leave you alone. 💕
pls share so my moots can find me AGAIN
guys i see the light at the end of the tunnel (i didn’t b1nge today after a whole month of eating literally everything)
I’ve been cvtting all afternoon..It’s so euphoric, but I always feel like I need to go deeper after a while bc it just doesn’t effect me in the same way. I’m always thinking about how much easier it will be to cvt when I’m thin.
I feel so pretty and empty after purging.
My life is a fucking joke, I just purged like 77cals. And my brother got suspended for 10 days, for buying 10 yarts. One day for each yart ig. LMAOO
I just had to break my fast after 24hrs to eat dinner with my family. Time to restart.
“the difference between your body this week and next week is what you choose to do for the next 7 days”
this month’s choices are next month’s body.
Ana/Mia/Sh Blog! (Block don’t report.)
You can call me Minny!
Stats+Fun Facts under the cut.
Teen, Girl, Lesbian.
Height :5’10
SW/HW: 255lbs
CW:240lbs
GW1:195lbs
GW2:170lbs
GW3:145lbs
UGW:120lbs (And lower)
(Fun facts: I’m Mexican, I LOVE comic books and superheroes. (X-Men And Batman are my favorites.) My shows include, X-Men 97’, Batman the Animated series, X-Men the Animated series and Breaking bad, along with Black Sails.
DNI- If you’re a minor DNI blog, I am a minor. Or if you are here to spread hate of any kind to anyone.
Have a good day lovelies. <3
pinte suas unhas, não coma
tome banho, não coma
hidrate seu cabelo, não coma
faça skin care, não coma
escove seus dentes, não coma
beba água, não coma
faça exercícios, não coma
tome um chá, não coma
limpe a casa, não coma
leia um livro, não coma
se destraia e não coma
It's true that you shouldn't stay in the "fuck it, whatever" mindset after a binge - food-wise, anyway. You most of the time can't make up for binges - physically, again. But you can stay out of the "my day is ruined and I'll wallow in self-pity for the rest of it" been there, done that.
But honestly? That's NEVER worth it. So why not make use of the energy - and not by working out or trying to make up for it, because that's not gonna happen and because it doesn't work, you'll feel even more it was a bad day. No, try to do homework, a creative project, sit down for video games or movies, whatever. Something to distract you and that makes you still think by the end of the day, that even if you binged, you had a great or productive time and so that you can end it on a good note.
I get that it's difficult, but chances are high that due to this disorder, you neglect other thing which were once important to you - so see that as a way to make up for that, even make up for the binge in a different way if you want, but make it feel like you still spent your time with something positive, that wasn't for nothing by the end of it.
My lunch :)
Total: 155
(2x corncakes - 50; 7g Pesto - 23; 84g cottage cheese - 77; 12g frozen berries - 6)
Basically leftovers lol. Tasted okay and at least I'm full now - and don't mind the bowl please. It's cringe but it has a pig face and so whenever I finished eating that's what's staring back at me as a reminder looool not funny Ik
I hope no one noticed how I literally bought six cans of sf monster and nothing else
Mom and Grandma keep gossiping about her old classmates and how fat they've come apparently 😭
And now they're changing topics to how fat the young people look these days and no one's taking care anymore like what-
Their words, not mine
First day at my Grandma's, and she moved her bathroom scale an now I can't find it :(
So now I'll have to go two days without weighing myself, and I can check my weight in three days after my Dad and I are home again... it's not an issue, I usually don't weigh myself everyday, either, it's just that I was planning to do it to keep myself accountable... Easter with my Grandma, a dangerous game food-wise
Why do I feel so tireeed
I've eaten and had an energy drink and two cups of coffee, plus I worked out so whyyy dooo III feeel soll exhaaaauuusted and heeeaaavyyy omg I'm stupid