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There is as good as no better feeling than going back to losing weight after a long binge for me
Drinking water alone will get me hydrated and feeling overall better, but it's definitely not enough to make me skinny
Exercise may tone my body, but without a change in diet, in won't do that much
A cal deficit will make me lose weight overtime, but without exercise, it's quite slow (depending on the deficit ofc)
There are so many things playing a role - food is a huge part, but a whole bunch of stuff is important to make a safe, good change, so take care of your nutrition y'all
(Too lazy to make a proper list now - this sounded better in my head)
wearing my hair open makes my face look slim but shearing it in a ponytail makes me look morr masculine.... Decisions, decisions, all of them wrong
To me it kind of feels like I won't truly live until I'm skinny. That right now, there is still a wall I need to cross until I'm "on the other side" or something, when my life can finally begin.
It takes 30 days to build a habit, right? So maybe if I count the days I'll finally be consistent
You'd think after three years of this I'd have finally figured out something that works for me, but noooo
having a good relationship with food is nice, but being skinny is nicer
Come on hip bones, don't be shy I promise I'll treat you kindly pleseaasse poke out alreadyyy
Okay. Just because I've always been fat or chubby or "average" doesn't mean it has to stay this way forever.
One look in the mirror - and I mean a proper look, not just catching a glimpse of my reflection walking by, no, I mean fully inspecting my body for 5-10 minutes really gets me questioning everything, but it's one of the most motivating things ever, honestly.
Hello!
I'm E. I kind of got a lot of interests and then none at all, but my hobbies are music (especially Cello and singing), art sometimes, science, movies and shows, Hermitcraft and my ed.
It's what I'll be posting about mainly, so dni if you aren't fine with seeing content about eating disorders. I'll probably talk about self harm as well.
By the way, my languages are English and German, so even though I'd say I'm relatively fluent in English, errors can still happen, soooo do be forgiving I guess :)
This is a shitty intro post and I might update it later, but I'm lazy af so who knows if that'll actually ever happen.
Always looking for mutuals! :D
Stats below cut
Height: 173 cm (5.8ft)
Hw/Sw: 70.4kg (155lbs)
Cw: 65.6kg (144lbs)
Gw: 65.0kg (143lbs)
Gw: 60.0kg (132lbs)
Gw: 55.5kg (122lbs)
Gw: 50.0kg (110lbs)
Let me know if I messed up with the imperial units lol