I think aknowledging i need help is a big step.
Will i accept it tho? Who fucking knows
Pretending to be tougher than you really are won't shield you from the lack of love and affection you experience pretending you don't need it btw.
Not sure how much longer i can keep on going
You know what makes me more enraged about this? He kept acting like i was talking about it as if having alters is some funny shit when i hate these fuckers. I want them dead. I'm being so serious when i say if there was a way to detach them from my brain i'll just instantly kill them. I'm suffering here i'm not here for the shits and giggles. Fuck you
I don't really think i deserve all of this love, still trying to fight with my brain
All of this thinking about the past is making me want to relapse out of fear, i'm working so hard on practicing healthier coping mechanisms but god i really can't stand all this pressure
Your fav boi is spiraling send help
Why do feelings hurt so bad
"i have a feeling you don't have multiple personalities" MF SCIENCE IS BASED ON FACTS NOT FEELINGS
Ntm mpd isn't even the right name anymore
You know what makes me more enraged about this? He kept acting like i was talking about it as if having alters is some funny shit when i hate these fuckers. I want them dead. I'm being so serious when i say if there was a way to detach them from my brain i'll just instantly kill them. I'm suffering here i'm not here for the shits and giggles. Fuck you
Is it fine i regret not take advantage of Forest's moment of weakness the other day? Like i know i did the right thing god i miss that feeling so bad
egg squad 🍳 trying to find my own space to deal with my traumas yk #fuck endos
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