clearlyjonah

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Jonah affirmatiom of the day: you don't need a specific label for your experiences to be seen as valid

Endos who claim to want things to be different for them but freak out when they encounter a system with system experiences 💀

Remembers alcohol is a depressant and i'm on meds 🤸 oh well

Alcohol is cool but have you ever had a feeling of control over yourself? Me neither, pass the bottle

We are NOT splitting a guy about it

Calling antipsychotics the silly meds cause i don't want to think about it too deeply

Day 6 in front. GET ME OUT

Not sure how much longer i can keep on going

Our meds definitely aren't enough,,,

Fucking dumbass

There were plenty of reason not to do that

Gimme one single reason not to do it rn

Gimme one single reason not to do it rn

Putting this here in case Forest decides to spy what i have to say again

Do not do any of the stuff i talk about guys

"me no regressing" says i, age regressing

To smoke or not to smoke, this is the question. (Pondering whether a cigarette too much will make me unable to talk and walk)

All of this thinking about the past is making me want to relapse out of fear, i'm working so hard on practicing healthier coping mechanisms but god i really can't stand all this pressure

Pretending to be tougher than you really are won't shield you from the lack of love and affection you experience pretending you don't need it btw.

Grieving the man i could've easily been if only my brain would've developped normally<<<<<

I hate not being taken seriously only cause i'm trans and prone to delusions

You know what makes me more enraged about this? He kept acting like i was talking about it as if having alters is some funny shit when i hate these fuckers. I want them dead. I'm being so serious when i say if there was a way to detach them from my brain i'll just instantly kill them. I'm suffering here i'm not here for the shits and giggles. Fuck you

"i have a feeling you don't have multiple personalities" MF SCIENCE IS BASED ON FACTS NOT FEELINGS

Ntm mpd isn't even the right name anymore

You know what makes me more enraged about this? He kept acting like i was talking about it as if having alters is some funny shit when i hate these fuckers. I want them dead. I'm being so serious when i say if there was a way to detach them from my brain i'll just instantly kill them. I'm suffering here i'm not here for the shits and giggles. Fuck you

You know what makes me more enraged about this? He kept acting like i was talking about it as if having alters is some funny shit when i hate these fuckers. I want them dead. I'm being so serious when i say if there was a way to detach them from my brain i'll just instantly kill them. I'm suffering here i'm not here for the shits and giggles. Fuck you

Your fav boi is spiraling send help

I have the feeling i lowkey got subtly called schizophrenic

No jonah you can't smoke weed we don't OWN weed

Can't die yet. Need to spend easter with our wife

I only have two moods and none of them are appropriate

FUCKING SHITHEADS YOU HAVE ONE (1) JOB

What if i go home alone and start searching it up

Why does forest keep hiding my blades (rethoric question)

It didn't work long enough guys the thoughts are back give me a break

Making crepes cause apparently suicide is wrong 😑