Grieving The Man I Could've Easily Been If Only My Brain Would've Developped Normally

Okay guys i won't poke the trauma any more i promise

Our meds definitely aren't enough,,,

"me no regressing" says i, age regressing

"i have a feeling you don't have multiple personalities" MF SCIENCE IS BASED ON FACTS NOT FEELINGS

Ntm mpd isn't even the right name anymore

You know what makes me more enraged about this? He kept acting like i was talking about it as if having alters is some funny shit when i hate these fuckers. I want them dead. I'm being so serious when i say if there was a way to detach them from my brain i'll just instantly kill them. I'm suffering here i'm not here for the shits and giggles. Fuck you

Okay my brain is interpreting loving myself in a weird way but whatever keeps me going ig

Why do feelings hurt so bad

Am i a monster

Mixing alcohol with meds will never not feel good

I feel so fucking guilty why can i never do anything right

Putting this here in case Forest decides to spy what i have to say again

Do not do any of the stuff i talk about guys