Okay My Brain Is Interpreting Loving Myself In A Weird Way But Whatever Keeps Me Going Ig

I only have two moods and none of them are appropriate

Leaving this here for... no reason

The crisis has passed

You know what makes me more enraged about this? He kept acting like i was talking about it as if having alters is some funny shit when i hate these fuckers. I want them dead. I'm being so serious when i say if there was a way to detach them from my brain i'll just instantly kill them. I'm suffering here i'm not here for the shits and giggles. Fuck you

I wish syshopping was real so that i could chose some random problematic system to hop into and then kill myself

Mf please explode i don't even know where to begin expressing how much i hate you

Okay guys i won't poke the trauma any more i promise

Grieving the man i could've easily been if only my brain would've developped normally<<<<<

FUCKING SHITHEADS YOU HAVE ONE (1) JOB

I don't really think i deserve all of this love, still trying to fight with my brain