I Only Have Two Moods And None Of Them Are Appropriate

I don't really think i deserve all of this love, still trying to fight with my brain

All of this thinking about the past is making me want to relapse out of fear, i'm working so hard on practicing healthier coping mechanisms but god i really can't stand all this pressure

Gimme one single reason not to do it rn

It didn't work long enough guys the thoughts are back give me a break

Making crepes cause apparently suicide is wrong 😑

I hate not being taken seriously only cause i'm trans and prone to delusions

You know what makes me more enraged about this? He kept acting like i was talking about it as if having alters is some funny shit when i hate these fuckers. I want them dead. I'm being so serious when i say if there was a way to detach them from my brain i'll just instantly kill them. I'm suffering here i'm not here for the shits and giggles. Fuck you

Calling antipsychotics the silly meds cause i don't want to think about it too deeply

Putting this here in case Forest decides to spy what i have to say again

Do not do any of the stuff i talk about guys

Endos who claim to want things to be different for them but freak out when they encounter a system with system experiences 💀

Can't die yet. Need to spend easter with our wife