When You're Sleep-deprived, Woke Up With A Nose-bleed, Dehydrated, Overstimulated, Water Isnt Watering,

We’re sorry for our absence recently we just want to take a break from creating for a while, explanation under the cut

heavy tw: suicide attempt & self harm

for a while now I’ve been doing quite horribly mentally, nonetheless I like running all my blogs just the same even when I feel bad

I’ve attempted maybe three or four times within the past few weeks and one was just a few days ago, and it drained me quite badly

I’ve also been trying to quit SH completely which is a huge task, mainly I struggle with these but if thistle fronts he does too

Anyway we’ve also been doubting our system worse than ever so we wanna get away from all things that trigger spirals of negativity and end up with us in severe danger

have a wonderful day friends, and remember, you’re loved

i love my headmates!!! >:D - 🌙 Lunar

figuring out that the trauma holders weren’t lying to you when you discover physical evidence of the trauma occurring……… like bitch i thought you were saying that shit for shits and giggles?

forming an introject of a character from a media source you hate is just telling yourself over and over again "THEYRE NOT THEIR SOURCE THEYRE NOT THEIR SOURCE THEYRE NOT THEIR SOU-"

Hi guys! How is your life at the moment? Everything is going well, I hope.

hey there! thanks for sending in an ask! all things considered especially due to our current situation and hyper vigilance and such, not too bad. we have a bit of a headache along with a twisted foot, a never-ending appetite, some nausea, and just the usual amount of joint pain with it being a little worse in our back, but all things considered, we’re doing pretty good and we’re still able to function (that’s a fucking win)! thank you for asking. :)

system protip: if trying to keep track of your switches and fragments feels impossible and is driving you crazy, stop doing it. or at the very least dont put as much weight into making it perfect. you dont need to track every switch, you dont need every fragment logged. sometimes its easier to just exist as a system than drive yourself up the wall trying to micromanage everything about your complex disorder

^

“No Autistic person is a bad person!”

As a literally getting diagnosed, Autistic person, that’s fucking crazy to say seriously. Same with, ANY GROUP. And this was said and the way it talking about it, is in the mentality that any action they do is “ok” because they are autistic.

I NEED people to understand, actions are actions. Nothing is justified JUST because someone has a disability. Yes some are, like social cues, accidental insensitivity and difficulty handling emotions.

BUT That will ALWAYS be to an extend. If you are not ACTIVLY trying to change your behavior that you are AWARE is hurting others, autistic or not, hey, not fucking ok. I mean this in the way, you are aware you are hurting other people and you have NO remorse, and the other person has done NOTHING to deserve that.

If you are continually doing that, without making an effort. That’s not ok. This is more so applying to this mentality being used to justify PHYSICAL VIOLENCE or SEXUAL HARRASSMENT.

This is a factor of WHY there is some types of ableism. You are defending action with, by EXCUSING THEM.

Hate on me, I do not care. As an Autstic person this is BULLSHIT.

Nobody is automatically at birth resented from being a bad person.

Common things in DID that no one likes to talk about

- switches that feel like you’re turning into someone else rather than them taking control (non-possessive switching)

- being unable to recognize amnesia until something requires you to remember something you forgot

- staying in the front for weeks at a time

- being unable to communicate with alters internally (this is so common why does everyone act like this is weird?)

- feeling like you don’t have any problems because you feel disconnected from them

- constant denial

- rapid identity, label, and appearance changes

- comorbidities, particularly personality disorders, anxiety disorders, and the schizophrenia spectrum

- autism (there is science pointing towards autistic people being more susceptible to trauma)

- disliking your system

- wanting final fusion

tw: identity crisis

hey brain. nice joke!! can i have my identity back now please?

as an alter human deer alter we can confirm this is true

plural system who keeps splitting into more deer alters: I feel like a million bucks